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Chapter 8
Elrohir was gone.
The unease that assailed Elladan at the realization multiplied
tenfold as a quick glance around the chamber proved Legolas absent,
as well. The elder twin moved to rise from his mother’s side,
motioning for one of the apprentices to take his place, only to
find his hand caught in a desperate grip.
“Do not leave me, ‘Adan,” Celebrían pleaded, her eyes clouded
and voice slurred by the potent pain draught. “I am afraid.”
“I am here, Nana,” Elladan soothed, his worry for Elrohir
momentarily pushed aside as he knelt once more by his mother’s bed.
“I will stay until Ada has finished preparing your tonic.”
“’Rohir?”
“He has left the hall for a bit,” Elladan said noncommittally.
“He will return.”
“He hurts so,” Celebrían murmured, her eyes fluttering against
the pull of sleep, “...is...so quick to joy, so quick to
despair...so like Elros, they say...”
Elladan’s mouth went dry at the implication. “Do not worry for
‘Roh, Nana,” he managed. “I will look after him.”
Returning with the herb-infused tea, Elrond sat carefully on the
edge of the narrow bed. “You must try to drink, love,” he urged
gently. “It will aid the healing.” Slipping one arm beneath his
wife’s frail shoulders, he nodded slightly at Elladan, who quickly
shifted the pillows to support Celebrían’s body.
A slight grimace crossed the Lady’s face as she relaxed against
the soft mound, but she drank obediently from the cup pressed to
her lips, slowly downing nearly half the contents before turning
her head weakly. “No more,” she whispered.
“Later, perhaps,” Elrond agreed, setting the cup aside as he
drew a deep breath. “The bandages must be changed, then we shall
let you rest,” he said, his voice taking on the brisk tones of the
experienced healer, though his hands still trembled. Casting a
questioning look at Elladan, he added, “I will have Idhren assist
me...”
“Nay,” Celebrían refused, her hand tightening on Elladan’s once
more. “’Adan will stay.”
The elder twin returned the gentle pressure. “Nana, I do not...”
he began, then looked pleadingly at his father as words failed.
“The injuries are severe,” Elrond explained carefully. “And
they are...widespread. It is perhaps not wise that ‘Adan should
remain.”
Celebrían’s gaze turned not to Elrond, but to her firstborn.
“You have seen the wounds?”
“Aye,” Elladan admitted reluctantly. “But you were unaware, and
my skill was needed.”
“You are still needed,” she whispered, her eyes pleading. “Stay
with me.”
The soft clearing of a throat drew Elladan’s attention to the
foot of the bed, where Anteruon stood watching sympathetically.
“If Lady Celebrían will allow it, I will assist with the dressings,
gwador. You need simply remain at her side.”
“Nana?” Elladan asked, unable to keep the hopeful edge from his
voice.
“Aye,” Celebrían answered slowly, “it is enough that you are
here.”
What followed would live forever in Elladan’s memory, try as he
might to banish it. Despite the pain draught, despite the tonic,
despite the skill of the hands that tended her, Celebrían’s
suffering was dire to behold. Wounds were washed and packed,
scratches and bruises coated with soothing unguents. Through it
all she struggled to swallow her whimpers and moans, though tears
of pain streaked her cheeks, and she gripped Elladan’s hands as if
they were her only hold on sanity.
“It is almost over, Nana,” he promised hoarsely, supporting
Celebrían on her side that the wounds on her back might be tended.
“Almost over.”
It was then, his cheek pressed carefully to Celebrían’s bruised
face, that Elladan sensed the rush of shame and despair, rising
like a tide to wash away all hope. Taken by surprise, he first
thought the emotions to be his mother’s, then the darkness vanished
abruptly, as though cut off by a slamming door, and he realized
with horrible certainty from whence it came.
Elrohir.
‘Roh? Elrohir?
His urgent calls were met with a chilling silence, and he raised
wide eyes to meet Anteruon’s concerned gaze. “Elladan?” the crown
prince prodded cautiously. “What ails you?”
“I must go...” Elladan began, his words drowned in a
heartrending wail as Celebrían’s control broke at last and she
began to struggle feebly against the hands that held her.
“Go where?” Anteruon demanded bluntly, disturbed beyond
niceties by the tears that now rolled freely down Elladan’s cheeks.
“Let me help you, my friend. Please.”
“It is ‘Roh,” Elladan whispered. “Something is wrong.”
“Where?” Anteruon asked, already on his feet as he waved over an
apprentice to assist Elrond.
“I do not know,” Elladan replied bleakly. “I believe he is with
‘Las.”
Stifling the oath that threatened, Anteruon squeezed Elladan’s
shoulder reassuringly and hurried from the chamber.
**********************
Legolas struggled in vain to remain calm. “Do not lie to me,
‘Roh. I have seen the leavings!”
“I do not lie,” Elrohir returned, his eyes narrowing. “I
do not deny my part in it all. But you do not know of what you
speak. It is between ‘Dan...”
“It would seem as though ‘Dan had little to do with it,” Legolas
hissed, losing the battle with his rapidly rising temper. “I saw
the marks of your teeth...you bit him, Elrohir...”
“As have you!”
“Not like this,” Legolas retorted sharply. “The nape of his
neck...it looks as though he was taken not by a lover, but by a
warg! I have never seen the like on a living elf. Have you?”
The flicker of unease that crossed the elf-knight’s face did not
go unnoticed.
“You have not seen your own handiwork, have you?” Legolas
demanded in amazement. “You do not even know for what you ask
forgiveness.”
“I have seen,” Elrohir answered shortly, “though not...”
“Not his neck?” the prince broke in, his voice cold. “Have you
seen the tracks of your teeth on his thighs, ‘Roh? Or the bruises
left by your fingers on his hips?”
Elrohir’s eyes blazed at the reminder of what had brought them
to this pass. “You have seen sights to which you had no
right, wood-elf,” he snarled. “You took...”
“I took nothing!” Legolas spat out, stepping closer. “I
but accepted what was offered me, Elrohir. I did naught but
treasure what you had already cast aside!”
Had Legolas reined in his ire, had he really looked at
the elf before him, he would have seen the crumbling of Elrohir’s
defenses. He would have seen the broad shoulders slump and the
glittering grey eyes cloud with remorse. He would have heard the
elf-knight’s agonized whisper.
“I know.”
But Legolas neither saw nor heard, caught up in an outpouring of
the helpless frustration that he had suppressed since his arrival
in Imladris. Blind to the despair of his lover, he vented his
anger with bitter accusations and scathing words.
Anteruon heard the raised voices even before he reached the
chamber, marked the sudden stilling of Elrohir’s protests and the
remorseless lash of Legolas’ tirade. Bursting unannounced through
the door he halted, taking in both Legolas' spiraling vehemence and
Elrohir’s eerie silence. A few quick strides brought Anteruon
within grasping distance, and he closed a restraining hand on his
brother’s arm, pulling him away from Elrohir’s motionless form.
“Legolas!”
“Let me go!” Legolas barked, seemingly unaware of who held him.
“I will not,” the crown prince refused, his voice determinedly
quiet. “We have not come so far to have you destroy all in a fit
of childish rage.”
“You do not know what he has done,” Legolas ground out,
pulling against the firm grip.
“Nay, I do not know what he has done,” Anteruon retorted with
rising exasperation. “Nor, I might add, do you.” Cutting
off his brother’s rebuttal with a sharp shake, he snapped, “I may
have envied Elladan much over the years, but I certainly do not
begrudge him the care and coddling of the two of you!”
Anteruon drew a deep breath and continued more calmly. “You are
here to succor, Legolas, not to divide. Whatever has happened,
whatever must be said or unsaid, it is between the twins, tôren.
Leave it there. Do not let your misplaced anger tear down the
bridge they have struggled so to build.”
For the first time Legolas focused on his brother. “Where is
‘Dan?”
“He is with Lady Celebrían. He sensed Elrohir’s distress and
wished to aid him, but could not leave his mother. I came to see
what was amiss.” Risking a glance at the elf-knight’s rigid face,
Anteruon felt a shiver of apprehension. “You must not do this,
tôren,” he said urgently, squeezing Legolas’ arm. “It will be the
death of them both. Have you forgotten the sight that greeted our
arrival?”
“Nay,” Legolas answered hoarsely, tears welling as his temper
cooled and he took in Elrohir’s forlorn stance. “I have not
forgotten.”
“Whatever you imagine he has done...whatever he has
done...he suffers, too,” Anteruon counseled gently, releasing his
brother. “Go to him, Legolas. I will be in my suite, if you need
me.”
The soft thud of the closing door drew no more response
from Elrohir than had Anteruon’s presence. He stood silently, his
head dropped, his whole being curled inward in defeat.
Abandoned.
The thought whispered through Legolas’ mind, bringing with it a
swell of guilt, and he moved slowly toward his lover. “’Roh?”
The softly spoken entreaty went unacknowledged, though Elrohir
was vaguely aware of the prince’s approach. “Please, rohir
nín,” Legolas whispered, reaching out cautiously. “I have once
again let my temper rule my tongue. I was angry and I have barged
in without cause. Elladan said it was over, to let it be, and I
heeded him not. I am sorry.”
Elrohir looked at him, then, and the hurt shimmering in the
dulled grey eyes was painful to behold. “It is no more than I
deserve,” he rasped. “I have destroyed all that ever mattered.”
“You have destroyed nothing,” Legolas disagreed, his hand
tightening on his lover’s arm. “You are wounded and confused, as
is ‘Dan. But you are stronger than this, ‘Roh. We are
stronger than this.” Taking Elrohir’s hand, the prince urged his
reluctant lover into the chair before the fire. “Tell me,” Legolas
said simply, weaving the elf-knight’s unresisting fingers through
his own.
“I feared for him,” Elrohir began unsteadily, his voice little
more than a whisper. “He tried to shut me out, to protect me, but
I pleaded with him to let me in, to let me share the burden,
and...and he did.” Elrohir raised a tortured gaze to Legolas’
face. “I had never known such hopelessness, such utter despair. I
did not know what else to do, ‘Las. I had nothing else to offer
against such anguish.”
Legolas nodded slightly, his stomach knotting at the guilt in
Elrohir’s eyes.
“I did nothing against his will, but I...I was not...not gentle.
And the very roughness seemed to soothe him,” Elrohir said. “Or
so I chose to believe.”
“’Dan believed it as well,” Legolas offered, wanting to reassure
but wary of interrupting his lover’s tale.
“For a time,” Elrohir agreed, a bitter smile curling his lips.
“I cannot say when the line was crossed...when the brutality ceased
to be something he sought and became punishment inflicted for
imagined failings.” Tears welled in the elf-knight’s eyes. “Did
he tell you our soul has not fused since Nana was taken?”
“He told me nothing, save that the blame was as much his as
yours,” Legolas answered quietly, struggling to hide his dismay.
No wonder the chasm between the twins had grown so impossibly wide.
“I was furious with him, with myself,” Elrohir whispered, “with
everything and everyone. I knew it foolish, but still I felt
betrayed when Nana did not wake, and he had not even the energy to
comfort me. He would not strike back, no matter how hard I pushed,
no matter how senseless my rage nor how savage the taking.”
“Until last night,” Legolas breathed.
“Aye,” Elrohir nodded. “Erestor and Glorfindel had seen the
ruinous path we were on, and schemed to separate us for a time.”
He snorted wryly. “I nearly killed Glorfindel, and I thought I had
released my anger, I thought the worst over, until I returned last
night to find Gildor’s scent on my pillow.”
“Surely you did not truly think...” Legolas began carefully,
only to be cut off by a bark of self-depreciating laughter.
“I did not think at all,” Elrohir sighed ruefully, “and the lack
almost cost me my nose. Though the blow brought me to my senses.
We talked after you left us...talked as we had not in a fortnight.”
“And in my anger, I nearly ruined it all again,” Legolas
murmured.
Sobering, Elrohir lifted a hand to his own bruised face. “Nay,
your accusations were just. This is but a shadow of what I
deserve, ‘Las.”
“That is for ‘Dan to decide,” Legolas answered, the hint of a
smile flickering across his face as he leaned over to press a
chaste kiss to Elrohir’s swollen mouth. “But I will be here to
pick you up when he is done.”
Legolas stood slowly, extending a hand to his lover. “Come,
rohir nín,” he said firmly. “I believe we are wanted in the
healing hall.”
*~*~*~*~*
gwador – sworn brother
tôren – my brother
rohir nín – my knight
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