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  • Reasons to Hope, Reasons to live

    By : HanaHeart
    Category: -Multi-Age > Slash - Male/Male
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    Disclaimer: I do not own the Lord of the Rings (and associated) book series, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
  • Chapter List
    • 1-Reasons to Hope, Reasons to live
    • 2-Chapter One
    • 3-Chapter Two
    • 4-Chapter Three
    • 5-Chapter Four
    • 6-Chapter Five
    • 7-Chapter Six
    • 8-Chapter Seven
    • 9-Chapter Eight
    • 10-Chapter Nine
    • 11-Chapter Ten
    • 12-Announcement!!
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  • Reasons to Hope, Reasons to Live

    Chapter: Ten

    Keys:

    Dreams and flashbacks

    “Common language”

    ‘Elvish language’

    [Translations]

    //Thoughts//

    Takes place three weeks after chpt 9
    and Legolas is
    Six
    months/Six months and 1 week
    pregnant…

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Legolas stared at the starless sky,
    sighing. Aragorn, the twins, Mallorn, Dior the healer and him had left
    Rivendell three weeks ago and were on their way to Rohan.

    The journey was eventless much to his
    displeasure and everyone was making him crazy with their concern; they were
    treating him as if he was a child; as if he was going to get lost or hurt
    himself.

    Legolas frowned as he watched his
    brother and twins talking to each other, Aragorn sitting by himself brooding
    and Dior sleeping nearby.

    Rising to his feet, Legolas walked to
    where the horses were tied to the trees, Laure whinnying in greeting when
    Legolas drew near.

    ‘Sut naa lle umien, Mellon nîn? [How
    are you doing, my friend?]’ Legolas whispered softly, patting the horse’s neck
    gently. Laure whinnied again, rubbing his head against Legolas’ body. Legolas
    chuckled softly.

    ‘I know that you hate that saddle on
    your back,’ he said, running his fingers through the white mane. ‘I hate riding
    on it too. However, I’m afraid that we have no other choice!’ he said as he
    glanced back at his companions. ‘You see, there are only two of us and five of
    them…we can’t fight them, can we?’

    Laure whinnied loudly, stomping his
    front hooves on the ground.

    Legolas laughed softly. ‘I know how
    brave you are, Laure, but we have to listen to them this time.’ Legolas’ hand
    caressed his belly. ‘It’s better to ensure the baby’s safety.’

    The horse nodded his head slightly.
    Legolas smiled and continued to caress his horse’s mane.

    Aragorn watched, a warm smile
    appearing on his face, as Legolas spoke with his horse. Les has had always had
    a special affection for nature, especially animals. The beautiful elf was kind
    and gentle with everyone and his heart was as big as Middle-Earth. Aragorn
    sighed deeply as he continued to admire the Elven beauty. Legolas’ fair skin
    seemed to glow in the darkness of the night. Aragorn chuckled to himself. Of
    course, Legolas was glowing…all the elves did. Their inner light gave them
    their fair glowing skin, after all!

    //But Legolas’ glowing is different!//
    Aragorn mused. Legolas’ glowing was because of the life that was growing within
    him!

    Aragorn shook his head and got up
    from his seat, heading for his husband.

    ‘May I join you?’ he asked softly
    once he was near Legolas and his horse. Legolas looked up at him and smiled.

    ‘You are most welcome, Mellon nîn,’
    he replied, still patting his horse. Laure whinnied, welcoming the King, as
    well.

    Legolas chuckled softly. ‘It seems
    that Laure also doesn’t mind your company, even though he was angry with you.’

    ‘Angry with me?’ Aragorn raised an
    eyebrow. ‘And what have I done to deserve your anger, Laure?’ He looked at the
    horse, confused. Said horse whinnied loudly, shaking his head.

    Legolas laughed at his horse. ‘He was
    angry because he was forced to wear a saddle on his back, but now he
    understands why! He’s not angry any more.’

    ‘I see,’ Aragorn said in amusement.
    ‘Well, I’m glad that he understands,’ he whispered softly. Strangely, his hand
    came up and rested on Legolas’ hand that was patting the white mane.

    Legolas looked at his husband,
    surprised at his gesture. He felt uneasiness filled his heart as Aragorn’s hand
    squeezed his slightly.

    ‘Aragorn?’ He looked into the King’s
    eyes, trying to read the man’s thoughts.

    Aragorn smiled warmly at him but did
    not say anything nor did he remove his hand. They two stared at each other
    silently; even Laure didn’t do anything to break the silence. Suddenly, Aragorn
    found himself leaning over Legolas slowly. His mind screamed at him to pull
    away but his heart had already deafened his conscious. Legolas watched as
    Aragorn’s body slowly pressed against his. One hand came around his waist,
    pulling his body forward. A shiver ran through Legolas body. He wondered what
    his friend was trying to do.

    //Is he going to kiss me?// Legolas
    felt panic filling his heart as he felt the strong desire that came from
    Aragorn through their bond.

    “Aragorn!!” he called in panic.

    As if snapping from a dream, Aragorn
    regained hissciosciousness. He pulled both hands away immediately.

    “I’m sorry, Legolas,’ he said, not
    meeting the elf’s eyes. ‘I don’t know what came over me! I wasn’t thinking
    properly!’

    “Were you going to kiss me, Aragorn?”
    Legolas asked, trying to look into Aragorn’s eyes.

    “I…I…” Aragorn took a deep breath, trying
    to find something to say. ‘I don’t know what I was going to do, Legolas,’ he
    whispered softly in Elvish.

    ‘Oh,’ Las sas said, unconvinced. ‘We
    better put this incident behind us and go to sleep!’ he said, walking away from
    Aragorn. Aragorn sighed as he watched Legolas’ retreating figure.

    ‘I was on the edge of kissing your
    master, Laure,’ he whispered to the white horse. ‘I should be more careful the
    next time I’m near him.’

    The horse snorted and looked at
    Aragorn strangely. Aragorn raised an eyebrow at him. If Laure weren’t a horse,
    Aragorn would have sworn that Laure was calling him an idiot!

    //What am I thinking!// Aragorn shook
    his head. //What does a horse know, anyway?!//

    With that, Aragorn also left, heading
    back to the camp.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Mallorn laughed merrily at the twins’
    story. The three elves sat near the small fire, and Elrohir was telling Mallorn
    a story about one of their pranks on Lord Elrond and Lord Glorfindel.

    ‘You know, Elrohir, if I had played
    that prank in Mirkwood, my father would have punished me severely!’ he
    chuckled. ‘He would have made me regret even thinking of it.’

    Elrohir rolled his eyes and was about
    to say something but Elladan prevented him by nudging him softly.

    ‘It is understandable that King
    Thranduil would not have allowed such childish behavior in his court, Mallorn,’
    Elladan said, smiling slightly. ‘Even Ada does not allow releasing jumping
    frogs all over the house.’

    Mallorn laughed softly. ‘I wish,
    though, if I could do it one day…I’d love to see Aredhel’s expression if he
    found a frog in bed bed.’

    The three elves laughed softly at
    that thought. Eir lir looked at Mallorn and smiled to himself; he was glad to
    be near the golden-haired elf. True, Mallorn wasn’t as beautiful as Legolas. In
    fact, he was more like his father in appearance but much different on the
    inside. Mallorn was so caring, loving and gentle. He was so different from his
    father and older brother, except maybe when he was angry!

    In that time, no one in their right
    state of mind would like to be near him.

    Elrohir sighed, remembering when he
    met Mallorn for the first time. He, his parents, and his brother were visiting
    Mirkwood after its queen’s death.

    FLASHBACK

    Elrohir roamed aimlessly
    around the large gardens. His father was in King Thranduil's throne room,
    consoling the Elven King for his loss. He, his mother and Elladan had gone with
    Aredhel, King Thranduil’s oldest son,see see the baby prince, Legolas. After
    seeing the little prince, Elrohir asked the older prince if he could have a
    walk in the gardens. Aredhel forced a sad smile and nodded his agreement. Now
    Elrohir was walking through the gardens, amazed at their beauty and size.

    Suddenly, his sensitive
    ears caught the sound of soft sobbing coming from behind a rosebush. Curious,
    Elrohir followed the soft sound until he saw an elf around his age hugging his
    knees to his chest, burying his face between them and crying heartily.

    Sensing his presence, the
    elf looked up and Elrohir felt butterflies dancing in his stomach. The elf’s
    face was the image of King Thranduil’s in his younger years. However, the two
    streams of tears at the sides of his face made him look so beautiful. His eyes
    were glassy blue and his pale cheeks were rosy from crying. Elrohir swallowed
    at he stared, unabl say say a word, at who he supposed was King Thranduil's
    second son, Mallorn.

    ‘Who are you?’ Mallorn
    asked, wiping his tears away.

    ‘I’m Elrohir,’ Elrohir
    said, still looking at Mallorn, dumbstruck. ‘Lord Elrond’s son.’

    ‘I’m Prince Mallorn, King
    Thranduil's second son,’ Mallorn said, standing up.

    lasslass=MsoNormal style='line-height:150%;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:
    none;text-autospace:none'>‘It's an honor to meet
    you, Prince Mallorn,’ Elrohir said, smilingghtlghtly. ‘Though I’d hoped that
    our meeting would have been in much happier times.’

    Mallorn looked at him
    sadly before looking away. Elrohir saw a tear sliding slowly down the prince’s
    cheek and he reached out his hand to wipe tee tear away. Mallorn looked back at
    him, confused.

    ‘I know that you are sad
    for losiour our mother,’ Elrohir said. ‘I don’t know how I’d react myself if I
    lost my mother one day…but your family is still with you, Mallorn; you can
    share your pain with them. And I will be there for you too. If you need to
    talk, then I’ll listen to you. You don’t need to hide and cry all by yourself.’

    Mallorn looked at Elrohir
    in surprise. He was hiding there because he didn’t want his father to see him
    cry. Not that his father would mind, but Mallorn knew that his father was also
    suffering from grief even if he had managed to hide it well. And neither
    Aredhel nor Mallorn wanted to increase his pain, so the two agreed to mourn
    their mother’s loss away from the eyes of their father.

    ‘Why would you want to
    listen to me?’ Mallorn asked finally.

    Elrohir smiled. ‘Because
    I want to be your friend, Mallorn, ’ he said softly. ‘You are the same age as
    my twin and I, so it is natural for us to be friends.’

    ‘Oh,’ Mallorn said.

    The two stood in their
    spots silently, gazing at each other.

    ‘Have you seen my baby
    brother yet?’ Mallorn asked finally.

    ‘Yes,’ Elrohir nodded.
    ‘He is such a beautiful baby!’

    ‘Ada says that Legolas looks
    exactly like my mother!’ Mallorn whispered.

    Elrohir smiled softly at
    Mallorn. ‘So does my mother. She had said that your brother is an image of
    her!’

    ‘Hannon lle, Elrohir,
    [Thank you, Elrohir,]’ Mallorn said, returning Elrohir’s smile. ‘You have made
    me feel much better!’

     

    END OF FLASHBACK

     

    Elrohir smiled sweetly to himself.
    They had become friends very fast and as the days passed, Elrohir's friendship
    turned into something deeper. He had fallen in love with Mallorn despite his
    wariness towards King Thranduil. Elrohir sighed dreamily, wondering if he would
    have a chance with Mallorn. The golden-haired elfn’t n’t shown any interest in
    males before and Elrohir doubted that he would return his feelings one day.

    Mallorn and Elladan exchanged
    confused looks. At some point during their conversation, Elrohir had drifted
    away from them. Now he was sighing and smiling to himself without any known
    reason.

    ‘Care to share with us your happy
    thoughts, brother?’ Elladan asked, placing his arm around Elrohir's neck. Elrohir
    looked up at his brother and shrugged.

    ‘It’s nothing. I’ve just remembered
    something,’ he said neutrally.


    ‘Well, it seemed that it was a happy
    thought, considering that strange look on your face, Elrohir!’ Mallorn said,
    looking at the dark-haired elf pointedly. Elrohir opened his mouth to answer
    when Legolas walked swiftly pass them to wheis bis belongings were set. The
    Elven prince’s face held a strange expression; he was very troubled. The three
    elves looked worriedly at each other, for Legolas had passed them without even
    acknowledging their presence.

    ‘I’ll see what’s wrong,’ Mallorn
    said, as he stood and walked towards his brother. The twin exchanged worried
    looks. Soon, they saw Aragorn coming towards them from the same direction that
    Legolas had came from. Elladan called his foster brother.

    “Do you know what’s wrong with
    Legolas, Estel?” he asked as soon as the man sat near them.

    Aragorn sighed and nodded. “We were
    talking near the horses when I tried to kiss him,” the man said, running his
    hand through his hair. “I don’t know what had gotten into me but I couldn’t
    stop myself from leaning over him and trying to kiss him.”

    “Did you kiss him then?” Elrohir
    asked slyly.

    “No!” Aragorn snapped. “I couldn’t. I
    sensed his fear as I drew nearer anthinthink he felt my desire for him,” he
    whispered the last sentence.

    The two elves sighed, shaking their
    heads.

    “Well,” Elrohir breathed. “At least
    he felt glimmers of your true feelings towards him.” This earned him a glare
    from Aragorn.

    “It will take you a long time before
    you gather the courage to tell Legolas your true feelings, won't it?” Elladan
    sighed.

    “Why can’t you understand?” Aragorn
    snapped. “Legolas loved Haldir. I’m nothing but a friend to him. And now, I’ve
    destroyed everything between us because of my own weakness!”

    “No, you didn’t,” Elladan said
    calmly. “You are in love with him. One day, he will love you back. Why you
    can’t see, Estel? Legolas is in need of your love. His heart is weary from
    grief. You only have to be patient.”

    “And don’t forget,” Elrohir said.
    “You have to confront Legolas with your true feelings one day.”

    Aragorn sighed deeply as he stared at
    the small fire, thinking of what his brothers had said. “Don’t be so
    optimistic!” he finally murmured.

    ~~~~****~~~~

    Mallorn found Legolas preparing his
    place for sleeping. The odd expression hadn’t left his brother’s features; it
    was mixture of anger, confusion, exhaustion and sadness.

    ‘Legolas,’ Mallorn said, placing one
    hand on Legolas’ shoulder. ‘What’s wrong?’

    ‘Nothing,’ Legolas answered flatly,
    as he continued to adjust his bedroll.

    ‘You don’t get upset over nothing
    Legolas,’ Mallorn said, folding his arms in frof hof his chest. ‘Now tell me
    what’s wrong?’

    Legolas sighed, sitting on his newly
    arranged bedroll.

    ‘A small incident that happened
    between Aragorn and I, when I was talking to Laure,’ he said.

    Mallorn smirked and sat near his
    brother. ‘Your first quarrel?’ he asked, slyly.

    ‘No,’ Legolas shook his head. ‘We
    were talking, when suddenly Aragorn pulled me towards his body and leaned over
    me, trying to kiss me!’ Legolas frowned deeply. ‘I don’t know why he did it. I
    was so afraid! I nearly yelled at him to snap him out of it.’

    Mallorn raised an eyebrow. ‘Trying to
    kiss you?’ he asked slyly. ‘Did he actually kiss you, then?’

    ‘NO!’ Legolas snapped angrily.

    ‘Then why you are so upset?’ Mallorn
    grinned evilly. ‘Are you upset because he did not kiss you?’

    ‘MALLORN!’ Legolas glared at his
    brother. ‘I’m upset because he actually thought of kissing me! How dare
    he even think of this! No one is allowed to kiss me after Haldir, let alone my
    best friend! I even felt him desiring me!’

    ‘Haldir is no longer here, Legolas,’
    Mallorn snapped. ‘When your mind will accept that fact? He’s dead, Legolas! And
    in few days you will be in the same place where he died!’ As soon as the words
    left his mouth, Mallorn bit his lips in regret.

    Legolas looked away, trying to hide
    the hurt and tears that flashed in his eyes. So far, he had managed to ignore
    the fact that they were on their way to Rohan, the place where his heart had
    died. His hand rested on his belly, where Haldir’s baby was growing.

    ‘I’m sorry, Legolas.’ Mallorn
    whispered, lifting his brother’s face to meet his eyes. ‘I didn’t mean to hurt
    you.’

    ‘I truly understand that Haldir is gone,’
    Legolas whispered. ‘But my heart still trying to convince me that he will be
    back someday…and I have to stay faithful to him until then.’

    Mallorn sighed deeply. ‘Haldir would
    not have wanted you to live in grief and pain all your life, Legolas. He would
    have wanted you to love and live in happiness again.’

    ‘But Aragorn is my friend!’

    ‘He’s also your husband, Legolas,’
    Mallorn said. ‘Besides, the man does have some needs to be fulfilled, you
    know!’

    ‘What do you mean?’ Legolas looked at
    his brother, confused.

    Mallorn smiled slyly. ‘Come on,
    Legolas! You know that sometimes a man cannot fight his desires for long!’

    ‘Are you saying that Aragorn lusts
    after me?’ Legolas asked angrily. ‘Does he see me as his desire-releasing
    toy now?’

    ‘I didn’t say that,’ Mallorn said
    calmly. ‘I was saying that Aragorn may not see you only as a friend,
    Greenleaf!’ With that, Mallorn stood and walked away, leaving his brother to
    think in peace.

    ‘Not only as a friend?’ Legolas
    whispered softly.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Two days later, the couple and their
    friends reached the lands of Rohan. Legolas rode silently next to Aragorn all
    the way to Edoras. After that night, Legolas acted as if nothing had happened.
    He kept his thoughts to himself and spoke only when he needed to, trying to
    keep a distance between himself and Aragorn; he tried to avoid being alone with
    the man as much as possible. Other than this, Legolas acted normally around
    Aragorn and they were acting like good friends once more.

    Aragorn didn’t mention that night
    again either. He talked and jested with Legolas as usual, trying to lift the
    elf’s spirit as they drew nearer to Rohan.

    “Welcome, my friends!” King Éomer
    greeted them with a warm smile at the gates of the city. “It has been so long
    since we last met!”

    Aragorn dismounted his horse and
    walked to his friend. “Well met, Éomer! Aye, it has been so long.”

    The two friends hugged each other
    tightly. Legolas dismounted from his horse and went to the two.

    “Well met, King Éomer!” he greeted
    the King with a nod. King Éomer pulled away and looked at Legolas, smiling.

    “Legolas,” he smiled. “It’s nice to
    see you, my Elven friend!” His eyes then traveled to the twins behind Legolas.
    “I see that Elladan and Elrohir are also present. How are you, my two good
    friends? It’s an honor to have you as Edoras’ guests!”

    “We are fine, good Éomer,” Elladan
    bowed slightly. “The honor is ours!”

    Éomer’s eyes then spotted a blonde
    elf standing next to the twins and another dark-haired one behind them.

    Aragorn followed Éomer's eyes and
    smiled.

    “King Éomer,” he said, gesturing to
    the two elves. “Let me introduce you to Prince Mallorn, Legolas’ second eldest
    brother.” Mallorn nodded his head. “And our healer from Rivendell, Dior of
    Daerleon.” The healer bowed to the King.

    King Éomer smiled at them. “Welcome,
    my friends. Please, follow me inside.” With that, the King walked to the
    palace, followed by his men and guests.

    “So, my friend,” King Éomer said as
    they walked back. “To what do I owe your joyous visit to my lands? I remember
    the last time I asked you to visit, you excused yourself with your duties in
    Gondor!”

    Aragorn smiled warmly. “Actually, I
    am on my way to Gondor from Rivendell, carrying some joyous news with me.”

    “Indeed!” King Éomer raised an
    eyebrow. “And what is this joyous news, my friend? If I’m allowed to know!”

    “Of course, you are!” Aragorn put a
    hand on Éomer's shoulder. “In fact, I was going to invite you to visit Gondor
    and celebrate with us this happy occasion.”

    “You have provoked my curiosity,
    Elessar!” Éomer said. “I would like to hear your happy news. However, first you
    and your company must have some rest. We will continue our conversation over
    dinner.” With that, Éomer ordered some servants to escort the guests to the
    guest chambers when they reached the castle.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    King Éomer raised an eyebrow as
    Aragorn and Legolas entered the dinning hall together. He watched suspiciously
    as Aragorn helped Legolas to heat eat and then sat next to him. Éomer glanced
    at Mallorn to see his reaction but Legolas’ brother seemed to not notice. His
    eyes then went to the twins, who were smirking slyly at the pair. Checking on
    his sister, Éomer sighed in defeat. The Lady of Rohan seemed to not notice
    anything except the mere presence of King Elessar. Éomer stared back at
    Aragorn. He knew that Aragorn was in love with Legolas; even he still couldn’t
    quite untandtand how a male could love another male. However, since it was
    known among elves and Aragorn was raised by them, he didn’t question his
    friend’s preference. However, he also knew that Legolas was in love with
    Haldir, who had died in Helm’s Deep, a fact that kept Aragorn from telling
    Legolas his true feelings, so why would the two act as if they were a couple?

    Was it possible that Aragorn had told
    Legolas his feelings and the elf accepted them?

    Éomer looked at Legolas and frowned.
    The elf was so quiet and his features spoke only of deep pain and sadness.

    Realizing that everyone was waiting
    for him to start dinner, Éomer clapped his hands, allowing the servants to
    serve dinner.

    Once the plates were uncovered and
    the strong smell of the cooked meat filled his nose, Legolas felt nauseated. He
    tried to block the strong aroma but failed miserably; it was a horrible smell
    to his nose. Quickly, he pushed his seat back and stood.

    “Legolas?” Aragorn looked at him with
    concern.

    “I don’t feel well,” Legolas said
    quietly. “I think I need some more rest. Enjoy your meal, my Lords.” With a
    small bow, he left the room. Aragorn looked at Mallorn, who stood from his
    seat, as well.

    “I’ll ask Dior to check on him.” With
    that, Mallorn left after his brother. A few moments later, he came back
    smirking.

    “He is fine,” Mallorn said in
    amusement. “Nothing to worry about… and please call me Mallorn.”

    “But he has to eat, Mallorn!” Aragorn
    said worriedly. “And where was Dior?”

    “I have asked for some fruits to be
    taken to his room,” Mallorn said. “And we still have some Lembas in our bags…he
    said that he couldn’t stand the smell of the meat, that’s why he left the room.
    When I summoned Dior from healing wing and informed him, he said that this is
    normal considering his condition…”

    “His condition?” Éomer asked puzzled.
    “What condition?” He looked at Aragorn questionly. “I thought elves don’t get
    ill!”

    “They don’t, my friend.” Aragorn
    smiled softly. “I’ll tell you about Legolas later. In the meantime, a
    celebration will be held soon in Minas Tirith and I’d be honored if you and
    your sister, Lady Éowyn, would attend.”

    “What the occasion, my Lord?” Lady Éowyn
    asked, smiling sweetly at Aragorn.

    Aragorn smiled warmly at her. “My
    marriage, fair Lady,” he said quietly.

    *CLACK*

    The fork in Lady Éowyn’s hand dropped
    soundly on the ground. Everyone in the hall stared back at her.

    “I’m sorry,” she said, looking downwards.

    “So,” Éomer cleared his throat. “You
    are going to marry, my friend?”

    “No, Éomer,” Aragorn said as he
    looked at his friend, smiling. “I am married already…I had gotten married
    before the final battle, though I haven’t announce it yet. Many reasons prevented
    me from announcing my marriage when it actually happened but now I have much
    stronger reasons to announce my marriage to my people.”

    “And may I ask to whom you are
    married, Elessar?” Éomer asked, though his mind had formed a guess.

    “Prince Legolas of Mirkwood,” Aragorn
    said with a dreamy smile.

    Éomer frowned. “You two have been
    married for four months but you haven’t told anyone! Even your friends?!” he
    said, hurt was clear in his voice. Aragorn bit his lip, knowing that he had to
    come up with a lie. He hated lying to his friends but it was necessary.

    “It’s not like that, Éomer,” he said
    calmly. “Everything happened very fast, really! Lord Elrond thought that a
    marriage between men and elves would strengthen the relation between all the
    free peoples and unite them under my flag in the battle, but since Arwen had
    decided to follow her kin to the grey heavens, he suggested Legolas. We had
    joined the night prior to our march. No one knew except Lord Elrond, Gandalf
    and some Elven Lords. And after my coronation, we feared that people would
    reject my rule if I was married to another male…so we decided to keep our
    marriage secret until I restored Gondor and proved myself to its people.”

    Éomer looked at Aragorn suspiciously;
    there was something in that story that didn’t fit! However, he didn’t press on
    the subject.

    Mallorn and the twins stared at
    Aragorn in disbelief.

    //When and how did Aragorn come up
    with that story?// the three elves wondered.

    “Are saying that you married Legolas
    without truly loving him, Elessar?” Éomer asked.

    “Well,” Aragorn took a deep breath,
    knowing that he had to lie again. “As I said I was waiting to rebuild Gondor in
    full before I announced my marriage. However, during my last visit to Rivendell,
    I met Legolas there and he told me that he’s pregnant with my child!”

    “How could that be possible?” Lady
    Éowyn asked darkly. She was fed up with this nonsense. She may accept that a
    male could love and marry another male. But to hear that a male was pregnant!
    They really went too far with this!

    “Prince Legolas is a male!” she
    hissed. “How could a male get pregnant?”

    “By magic, Milady,” Mallorn answered
    calmly. “My kin had created a spell that could make an Elven male fertile. It
    was created when the number of the Elven newborns started to lessen. And since
    some elves had taken mates of their same gender, some wise elven mages set that
    spell on them to ensure that our kind does not go extinct!”

    Lady Éowyn looked at Mallorn in awe,
    trying to digest the new information. Éomer also looked surprised; this was new
    to him as well.

    “So Legolas is carrying your child
    then, Aragorn?” Éomer looked at his friend. “He’s carrying your heir?”

    Aragorn smiled and nodded.

    “Well, I don’t know whether I should congratulate
    you or feel sorry for you, my friend!” Éomer said. “The people of Gondor may
    not receive this news with welcoming!”

    “I know,” Aragorn sighed. “However, I
    will not forsake Legolas and the baby just to please my people. I’m ready to
    fight the whole w if if I have to for them!” he said determinedly.

    Éomer smiled. “Don’t worry yourself
    over this very much my friend; I’m sure that you and Legolas will find a way to
    gain Gondor’s people’s approval.”

    “Thank you, Éomer!” Aragorn smiled
    warmly.

    “Well, this news surely deserves a
    celebration,” Éomer said, raising his glass of wine. “A toast to the newly
    couple and their unborn child! May all the Gods grant them happiness and
    peace!”

    “Cheersveryveryone raised their
    glasses except Lady Éowyn, who was silent for the rest of the night.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Legolas looked at the sleeping figure
    and sighed. After Éomer had learned that Aragorn and Legolas were married, he
    insisted on moving them into the same chambers…much to Legolas’ discomfort.

    They had been staying in Rohan for
    two days now under the excuse of resting after the long journey from Rivendell.

    Legolas sighed again and got out of
    the bed slowly, not wishing to wake Aragorn. He walked to window and looked at
    the dark sky of the night.

    //On a night similar to this,//
    Legolas thought, caressing his belly. //above these lands, I shared my bed with
    Haldir for the last time.// He sighed deeply and continued to stare at the sky.

    Aragorn sighed, rolling his body to
    the other side of the bed; his hand reached to Legolas’ side of the bed.
    Finding nothing but the cold sheets, Aragorn opened one eye to check on the elf
    next to him.

    Confirming that Legolas wasn’t in the
    bed, Aragorn rose and searched the room with his eyes. He found the beautiful
    elf standing by window, staring at the sky.

    “Legolas?” Aragorn said, rising from
    his bed. Legolas turned to see Aragorn approaching him.

    “What are you doing up at this hour
    of the night?” Aragorn asked as he came near his husband. “You should be
    resting!”

    “I was thinking,” Legolas whispered
    softly, looking back outside the window. “When we are going to Gondor?”

    “In a few days. Why?” Aragorn
    frowned. There was something in Legolas’ tone he didn’t like.

    “I want to visit Helm’s Deep,
    Aragorn,” Legolas said determinedly, looking straight into Aragorn’s eyes.

    Aragorn watched Legolas in disbelief.
    “What?” he asked abstractedly.

    “I said I want to visit Helm’s Deep,
    please,” Legolas repeated quietly. Aragorn frowned deeply. He hated when
    Legolas was in his Royal-Prince-Legolas-of-Mirkwood mood. The elf talked with
    coldness and composed himself in a way that didn’t suit his carefree nature.
    <
    <

    “May I know why?” Aragorn asked, in
    the same cold tone.

    “I want to visit Haldir’s memorial,”
    Legolas whispered softly, looking down. “I want to face his death once and for
    all, before we reach Gondor.”

    Aragorn sighed deeply. He moved
    closer to his husband and put his hands on the elf’s shoulders.

    “Legolas, you don’t have to do this,”
    he whispered softly.

    Legolas looked up at Aragorn; his
    tears were already flowing down his cheeks. “I want to do this, Aragorn. I need
    to do this,” he lowered his gaze again. “Mallorn said that I have to face and
    accept Haldir’s death. I need to go to Helm’s Deep in order to prove to myself
    that I’m able to do it. I don’t want to feel sad anymore, Aragorn. I don’t want
    to be hurt again.” At that point, Legolas threw himself into Aragorn’s arms,
    sobbing. He cried until there were no more tears to shed.

    Aragorn waited patiently until
    Legolas’ crying ceased before pushing the elf gently away and lifting his chin
    with his finger.

    “It’s alright, Legolas,” he whispered
    gently. “If that will make you feel better, then I won’t object. I’ll ask Éomer
    if we could go to Helm’s Deep first thing in the morning. Ok?” Legolas nodded.
    “However,” Aragorn continued. “You must promise me that you won't stress
    yourself very much. Not wou would you risk your baby’s life with grief but
    also your own life! You must promise me that you’ll try and get hold of your
    emotions, Alright?” Again Legolas just nodded, not trusting his voice. Aragorn
    smiled warmly at his husband. “Come Legolas,” he said softly, guiding the elf
    to the bed and tucking him in. “You need to rest.”

    Aragorn watched as Legolas’ blue eyes
    turned vacant slowly. With a deep sigh, the King of men closed his eyes.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Everyone was surprised when at
    breakfast the next morning Aragorn asked Éomer if they could visit Helm’s Deep.

    “Are you sure you want to do that,
    Legolas?” Mallorn asked his brother after Aragorn had told them that it was
    Legolas’ request.

    “Yes, Mallorn, I’m sure,” Legolas
    said quietly. “I will be fine. Besides, I was hoping that you would accompany
    me.” He forced a smile to his face. “I would like to show you and the twins
    where we fought in that great battle.”

    “Of course; we would love to come
    with you to Helm’s Deep, Legolas,” Elladan said cheerfully. “I was hoping that
    we would be visiting that place. Helm’s Deep has become a very famous place
    after the battle…I wish I was among the Elven army and didn’t miss all the fun
    that night!” Three pairs of eyes glared at Elladan. Legolas lowered his head,
    not wanting his pain to show in his eyes.

    “There was no fun that night,
    Elladan,” Aragorn said, glaring at his foster brother. “Many died that night
    and many suffered from their losses…so try and show some respect to those who
    lost their lives that night.” He placed a comfort hand on Legolas’ shoulder.

    Elladan looked apologetically at
    Legolas apologetically. “I’m sorry Legolas,” he whispered. “I didn’t mean to
    hu-”

    “It’s fine, Elladan,” Legolas said as
    he looked at his friend with small smile. “I know you didn’t.”

    “Well,” Éomer said, clearing his
    throat. “I don’t see why we shouldn’t visit Helm’s Deep. We can go there after
    we finish breakfast.”

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Éomer and his friends rode to Helm’s
    Deep after breakfast. Aragorn and Legolas were explaining to Mallorn and the
    twins what happened during their journey.

    “And Gimli kept explaining to Lady
    Éowyn about dwarf women all the way,” Legolas said merrily. “I was having a
    hard time preventing myself from laughing.”

    “The funniest part, though,” Aragorn
    continued. “Was when h Gimli fell from his horse and stood again saying It’s
    all right, it’s all right. Nobody panic. That was deliberate! It was
    deliberate!
    ” Everyone laughed merrily.

    Legolas sighed, smiling softly. “That
    stubborn dwarf! I really miss him and miss our little games together!”an>

    “We can invite him and the little
    hobbits once we reach Gondor, Legolas,” Aragorn said. “Though I’m sure that Ada
    has already sent messages to them informing them about our marriage.”

    Legolas nodded solemnly, thinking of
    his absent friends.

    “Look, there is the cliff where I had
    fallen!” Aragorn exclaimed, pointing to a near cliff. The twins and Mallorn
    dismounted and ran to it, looking down.

    “Elbereth, Estel!” Elrohir exclaimed.
    “You sure are lucky to have survived such fall!”

    Aragorn smiled at his brother. “I
    don't say that I’m not, Elrohir. I owe my life to Arwen. Her love saved me
    numerous times.”

    “Are you sure that it was Arwen's
    love that saved you, Estel?” Elladan asked slyly, looking at Legolas.

    Aragorn just glared at his brother
    and walked away from the cliff to where Legolas and Éomer were standing.

    “Come, we must reach Helm's Deep
    before sunset,” he called to the three elves, mounting his horse and continuing
    on his way.

    The three elves chuckled and
    followed.

    “What did Elladan mean by his
    question, Aragorn?” Legolas asked quietly.

    “Nothing,” Aragorn shrugged. “Don’t
    mind him. The twins like to tease me sometimes.”

    “Oh,” Legolas said. He had noticed
    Elladan's pointed looks during his conversation and wondered what the
    dark-haired elf had meant.

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Near sunset, the five friends arrived
    at the gates of Helm's Deep. Legolas stood in front of the gate, staring at it
    sadly. He took a deep breath before forcing his legs to move. Aragorn sensed
    Legolas’ inner battle; the place held so many sad memories for the young elf.
    He walked to his husband’s side and took his slender hand into his.

    “Legolas, are you sure you can handle
    this?” he whispered softly.

    “Are you ok, Legolas?” Aragorn asked
    worriedly, as soon as Legolas neared them.

    Legolas smiled and nodded his head.

    “We must go and join Éomer and the
    twins,” he said softly, wiping the trace of his tears. “Are we going to spend
    the night here?” he asked as the trio walked back to join Éomer and the twins.

    “I suppose so,” Aragorn shrugged.
    “It’s too dark to return to Edoras now.”

    “But where we are going to spend the
    night?” Mallorn asked. “The place is completely destroyed.”

    “Not the entire fortress is
    destroyed,” Aragorn said. “The inner part of the fort is still intact. I’m sure
    that are some rooms suitable for spending the night. I’ll ask Éomer about it,
    just to make sure.”

    ~~~~***~~~~

    Legolas was standing in
    small clearing, golden trees with sliver leaves sang softly to the winds around
    him.

    Hearingoft oft rustle
    behind him, he turned around and saw Haldir walking towards him. Legolas stood
    silently as the Marchwarden approached him and took him into his strong arms.
    Legolas felt Haldir’s lips brushing softly against his and he closed his eyes
    as Haldir deepened the kiss.

    They pulled away and
    Legolas’ stared into Haldir’s jade eyes.

    ‘I’m dreaming!’ Legolas
    whispered softly.

    Haldir smiled warmly.
    ‘Then you must wake up, Legolas,’ he replied, caressing Legolas’ cheek.

    Legolas closed his eyes
    and crushed his lips into Haldir’s, pouring all his love into the kiss. He
    pulled away and looked at Haldir.

    ‘I don’t want to wake
    up,’ he said. ‘I want to stay here forever…with you.’ He took Haldir’s hand and
    placed it on his belly. ‘With you and our child.’

    Haldir smiled and held
    Legolas’ hands and raised them to his lips.

    ‘You must wake up,
    Legolas,’ he whispered. ‘You cannot live in the past forever!’

    ‘No!’ Legolas said,
    tearing falling down his cheeks.

    ‘You must,’ Haldir said,
    pulling away. ‘You must, Legolas!’

    ‘NO!’ Legolas cried, as
    Haldir’s image started to fade slowly into the darkness. ‘No, Haldir, please
    don’t leave me!’ He ran after the fading image but with no success. Haldir was fading
    and so were their surroundings, leaving Legolas in total darkness.

    ‘No, Haldir, please.’

     

    “Legolas!”

    Legolas’ eyes came back into focus
    and saw a worried Aragorn standing over
    him. He pushed himself off the bed into a sitting a position.

    “Aragorn?” he whispered softly. “What
    happened?”

    “You were dreaming, Legolas,” Aragorn
    said, brushing Legolaearsears away.

    “I was dreaming!” Legolas whispered
    softly. He stared at Aragorn strangely before looking away. “I was dreaming,”
    he whispered again. “And I have woke up!”

    ~~~~***~~~~

    To Be Continued…




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