Allassa and Haldir | By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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We were ready to travel back to Lorien my wife and I.She said goodbye to her brother and to her father as the group of elves prepared to escort us to Lorien. Tauriel decide to go with us,as she and my wife planed to visit Lake town I didn't heard why because my eyes again saw Allassa she was again out going into forest with bottle in her hand and sad expression on her face singing some song:
A Elbereth Gilthoniel,
silivren penna míriel
o menel aglar elenath!
Na-chaered palan-díriel
o galadhremmin ennorath,
Fanuilos, le linnathon
nef aear, si nef aearon!
But now I could not get closer to her I had to move on as party started to move.
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I came back to Mirkwood in dead of night finding her dancing on moon light.I walked in shadow and called her name.
Haldir:"Lady Allassa"
She looks at shadow but she didn't recognize me.
Allassa:"Uhm, yes?"
I was still lurking in shadow.
Haldir:"You don't recognize me?"
Allassa:"Well.. if you dwell in that dark... She stops her walk. I can´t think of anybody who could call me by my name. Tyngris is away, from palace they hardly even call me by name... and others should be far away. So.. no."
Haldir:"Do you see now who I am my lady?" I asked as I step into the light.
Allassa:"What are you doing here??? I saw you and Luthien when you left... She took few steps to me and lay her hand on my cheek. And you are real... "She looked at me surprised.
Haldir:"Well my wife went to Lake town and I decide to ... well to see you"
Allassa:"That is nice of you. I was really alone and bored today... Tyngris is on his way to my cousin, so I won´t be seeing him in a few weeks... I met Legolas in woods, but he did not stay with me... And Tauriel is stalking me and it is creepy..."
Haldir:"Well you should not be worried by Tauriel she is in Lake town with my wife"
Allassa:"That's the best what she did today.." She smile. "So... what would you like to do?"
Haldir:"Anything you want I have cover of night to get home unseen"
Allassa:"Then come, I had found early today this nice tree, where we can sit and chat and there is no elves guards, who will see us..."
She leads the way into the forest, out of usual elven paths.
Haldir:"Just wait a little."
I called for horse and take off him saddle and let him go. "Now we can go"
Allassa:"Do you ride everywhere on horse? Oh wait, you must, if you go from Lorien on feet, you shouldn't be here now... I am really silly today.."
Haldir:"I love my horse he is wild and free and I like to go on journeys with him, you're not silly my lady"
Allassa:" I love my horse too. He is my loyal friend.. She stops at base of huge tree. We are here.." She smirks and starts climbing on it. Oh, and don´t look under my skirt!"
Haldir:"Then my lady let me.I will start first with climbing up" I smiled and poke her.
Allassa:"After you, my lord"
She stuck her tongue at me.I climb up waiting for her.
Allassa:"Hope you wont fall on me, that would hurt, you know."
Haldir:"Very funny do you my lady think that I am clumsy and what shall we do on this tree?"
Allassa:"We are waiting here. And no, I don´t think you are clumsy.. but you never know, you could slip or branch could be broken..."
She sit on branch near me.
Haldir:"Waiting for what?"
Allassa:"That wouldn't be surprise, If I tell you. You need to be patient, my lord. I hope they will come tonight.. If not, well... I can come tomorrow. You? I think not, because you have to be in Lorien, and not here, you know...Does anybody, don't include your horse, know you are here, in Mirkwood?"
Haldir:"No one knows why you ask?"
Allassa:"Just curious you know. I thought you missed your brothers and your kin at home.. but look, here you are, with me.. again.. I should feel honored, maybe.."
She looks at me and then down at her hands in her lap.
Haldir:"I saw them all my brothers my kin my masters and I just saw opportunity to see again."
I took her hand in mine. "Are you not happy to see me again?"
Allassa:"I am happy, Haldir. Really I am."
She squeeze my hand. "It look more welcome, when you are around. And I feel safe with you."
Haldir:"Then why you're avoiding my look?"
I step closer to her.
Allassa:"I don´t know..."
She looks at me and then off again with blush on her cheeks.
Haldir:"Tell me what troubles you or who?"
I took her chin between my fingers and lift her head to look at her.
Allassa:"You don´t want to hear answer to this question. But, here you are... I am troubled because I don´t understand, why are you here with me. With me of all people and elves and creatures..."
Haldir:"You rally don't know answer on that question ? Isn't it obvious"
Allassa:"Maybe I am in denial or I am really that dense.."
Haldir:"I am sorry I shouldn't come this was mistake I will go now"
Allassa:"Are you running again? Is that all what you do, when you don´t want to answer me honestly? You cannot run from yourself, you know. I tried... and I failed miserably."
Haldir:" I told you how I feel about you and upset you I don't wanna do that again"
Allassa:"You gave me hints. You never told me. And I was not upset. You didn't see me get upset. All I have is a few of hints, which I can´t really get to one... So tell me honestly, Haldir. Why are you here?"
She takes few steps on branch to me and look me in eyes serious. "Tell me now! I want you to tell me, to hear it. No more guess."
Haldir:"I like you very much you're like my long lost part. I cant explain it. I just feel I need you something pulls me to you"
Allassa:"Was it that hard to say it?I like you too. I know, I shouldn't, you are man of another woman, for Valar sake. It should be taboo to me, but every minute I am in your presence makes me feel alive. Now, you know it, what I feel. Oh, this is so wrong in every aspect..."
Haldir:"I know. I have wife this is all wrong but I didn't meet you before. I saw you on my weeding party. I was drunk and I meet you after and I don't know what came over me"
Allassa:"Well, you are not only one in this. I am in this too.I never thought, I could think about you like this. Never really expected it. Maybe it is my loneliness, what makes me vulnerable to you...I don´t know what I should do."
Haldir:"We cant do anything we can lose our heads for this . But I cant help myself. I am all yours do what you like or send me away"
Allassa:"That's dangerous thing to say, my lord..." She looked at me and took my chin between her fingers and lower my head to her. "You should think before you say something like that."
She whispers to me, her breath tickling me on lips.I shiver from her sweet breath gazing in her eyes with one hand in her hair.
Allassa:"Oh, I am gonna regret this."
She let her lips lightly graze against mine.I put one hand on her soft cheek.
Haldir:"My lady.."
Allassa:"I am sorry... "
She took a step from me, taking her hands at her back and mingle with her fingers.
I shouldn't have, I stepped too much over my boundaries to you..."
She turns from me and hide her face in her hair.
"I should go, before I really do something, we both would regret."
Haldir:"Don't turn away from me please."
I hugs her from behind. "I told you before. I shouldn't come this was very bad idea"
Allassa:"Yes. I heard that Thranduil has this obsession with slicing heads from shoulders and I really like my head where it is now..."
She places her hands on mine and lean back to me. "You said yourself, you can´t help it, you are taken to me like moth to flame..."
Haldir:"He can take my head its worthless anyway"
Allassa:"You don´t know, what are you saying. Your master, your kingdom.. even your wife.All of them need you. You are important. I am not. Don´t waste your life for someone like me, please."
She turns in my arms and look at me with pleading eyes. You need to live, to love, to serve..."
Haldir:"Why is your life worthless? Your life mine and every other are same and if I am like moth attracted to flame let me just once burn my wings in your flame"
Allassa:"I was born with only one purpose and that purpose wasn't love or happy live. I was born because my father wanted to destroy this world as we know now. Just once? You promise?"
Haldir:"You're not your father or you'll ever be like him Just one and I wont come again."
I came closer to her my heart starts to beat like crazy.
Allassa:"Just one.. and no more. We will continue with our lives, like this never happened..."
She close her eyes and lightly kiss me on lips.I returned her kiss gently tasting her,pushing one hand in her hair. It was so intense her scent her soft young lips it filled my all senses.
She gets her hand on my neck and take me on her and deepens the kiss with urgency, her heart is flattering, her blood boiling.I hug her with my free hand still kissing her.
She stops the kiss and breathe hard, looking at me.
Allassa:"Well.. that was... intense."
She looked at me with hazed eyes.
Haldir:"As I promised I will leave you now my lady and let Valar protect us"
Allassa:"Yes, I should go to. Be careful on your way to Lorien, yes?"
She cares my cheek, before she starts going down from tree. "What happened here, It should stay away in our hearts. Locked. Forever."
Haldir:"Let me help you get down."
When we were down I called for horse. So this is it our farewell"
Allassa:"Yes. It is the best we can do. I bid you farewell, my lord."
I stole one more kiss from her and jump on horse riding away in forest darkness.
She put her hand to her lips and looks at distance, where he disappeared, then takes path to palace.
Allassa:"Well,I am as good as dead..."
She mumbles, but smiles secretly....
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