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Chapter 3
~Imladris 2509 III~
Erestor watched in silence as the cloaked figures disappeared
into the mist. The whole valley seemed to be grieving, the
waterfalls throwing off dense clouds of haze that did not burn
away, but hung over the eerily silent trees and paths like a
widow’s mourning shroud.
A door slammed behind him, and the counselor braced himself for
the coming confrontation. Even Elladan’s footsteps sounded angry.
“Where is he?” the elder twin demanded as he stepped onto the
balcony, his eyes burning with barely controlled fury. “Where is
my brother?”
“Good morning to you as well, ‘Adan,” Erestor returned,
apparently unperturbed. “I believe Elrohir was asked to accompany
Glorfindel on an errand to the border.”
“You believe? You do not know? ” Elladan spat out,
thrusting a scrap of parchment at the counselor. “Then why was I
abandoned with naught but this?”
“This” proved to be a hastily scrawled note: Must go -
Erestor will explain.
I think ‘abandoned’ is a bit melodramatic,” Erestor
rebuked gently. “It is not as though Elrohir has left the realm.
They will return by dusk tomorrow.” Laying a hand on one
trembling arm, he added, “You have ridden out separately before,
Elladan. Rarely, ‘tis true, but you have done so.”
“Not at such a time,” Elladan snapped, shaking off the
offending touch. “I suppose this was Ada’s idea?” At the shake of
his companion’s head, his face paled. “’Roh, then? He
wished to go?”
Erestor drew a deep breath. “It was my idea, and
Glorfindel agreed. You will both be better for a separation...”
Elladan heard nothing beyond the admission of responsibility.
Anger rose, blinding and hot, to wipe away reason. “How
dare you?” he hissed, catching the counselor’s robe in a
threatening grip, nearly lifting him from the floor. “How
dare you send him from me?”
Then all control fled.
Erestor half expected the punch, and was thus well prepared to
deal with it. Throwing up one hand, he caught Elladan’s wrist in a
grip of surprising strength, his other hand contacting firmly with
the elder twin's cheek.
The open-handed blow took Elladan by complete surprise, the
sharp sting bringing him back to his senses. His eyes wide, he met
Erestor’s sympathetic gaze. “Elbereth! What am I doing?
” he gasped, sinking to his knees. “Forgive me, my lord.”
Kneeling beside his distraught companion, Erestor gathered him
into a loose embrace. "Never mind, young one," he murmured, stroking
Elladan's hair as though he were but an elfling. Then he drew back
to meet the glistening grey eyes. "This cannot go on, ‘Adan. You
are feeding on one another’s grief and guilt and hatred, and it is
destroying the both of you." He reached out and pushed aside the neck of Elladan’s
light tunic to reveal a chain of fiery red bite marks, the
surrounding skin mottled blue and green with bruises both fresh and
fading.
“They are naught but lover’s marks,” Elladan insisted
weakly, his cheeks flushing. “He meant no harm...”
“...and you made no complaint,” Erestor finished, catching the
younger elf’s chin in a gentle grip, “because you feel as though
you deserve such treatment. But that does not make it right,
'Adan. You cannot ask him to assuage your guilt in this way. He
cannot expect you, your couplings, to be the sole outlet for his
rage.”
“Then what are we to do?” Elladan asked, his voice uncertain,
rough with the threat of unshed tears. “I do not know the way back
to what was.”
Before the counselor could answer, the faint squeak of leather
and a whiff of exotic spice announced another’s presence.
“The way leads not back, but through, ‘Adan.”
Gildor spoke softly, and if he was surprised to find Erestor
kneeling on the balcony, Elrond’s heir in his arms, the gypsy elf
made no sign. “Forgive me, counselor, but you are needed in the
study. ‘Tis a matter of some importance, I suppose, else I would
not have been dispatched as a messenger while still wearing my
cloak.”
The crooked grin that lit Gildor’s face at the last statement
eased the tension that had fallen with his arrival. Erestor rose
gracefully, a look of perfect understanding passing between the two
ancient elves. “Thank you, my friend,” he replied. “I will attend
to it immediately.”
Gildor offered a hand to the elder twin. “Come, young one,” he said
quietly, pulling Elladan to his feet. “You have spent long
enough on your knees.”
Their eyes met for a brief instant before Elladan looked away,
attempting to withdraw his hand. “I do not know what you mean.” A
faint tremor running over his body, he added, “I nearly struck
Erestor. Would have struck him, had he nor foreseen my
intent.”
His hand tightening around his companion’s, Gildor kept his tone
light and conversational. “But you have not struck Elrohir, have
you? Though I daresay he deserves a good pummeling.”
“You know nothing...” Elladan began fiercely, his anger flaring
again as he struggled to free his hand from Gildor’s solid grip.
“I know all there is to be known of guilt and shame and
anguish,” Gildor broke in, his voice harsh with remembered pain.
“I know what it is to keep secrets, also, though yours are poorly
kept, betrayed by stilted gait and careful sitting." With complete disregard for both fabric and fastenings, he
tugged open Elladan’s tunic, his face hardening as the extent of
the twins’ folly was revealed. “Look,” he demanded, his
tone sharper, perhaps, than intended. “At least face what you are
doing here, in the light of day, ‘Adan.”
As though against his will, Elladan’s gaze fell to his own
battered chest, taking in the many-hued bruises, the scratches and
scrapes, the cruelly bitten nipples.
When Elladan did not speak, Gildor went on, his voice kinder.
“You will find no absolution on this path, young one. Do you think it
would please ‘Rohir to see what he has wrought?”
“Nay,” Elladan whispered, his face hidden behind a fall of ebony
strands. “It would break his heart.”
“As it should,” Gildor replied briskly, wrapping the trembling
form in a snug embrace. After a long moment’s silence, he began to
stroke Elladan's hair. “I will listen,” he said tentatively,
“if you care to speak.”
The quiet offer seemed to touch something in Elladan’s heart,
drawing forth a jumble of words dark and bitter, hatred and grief
mingling equally with guilt and self-disgust.
Gildor remained silent, knowing from long experience the
benefits of such soul purging. Tears soaked his tunic as the
vicious tirade began to falter, and still he did not speak, his
hand moving to draw soothing circles on Elladan’s back. Only after
the strained voice had ground to a halt did Gildor respond,
tightening his arms around Elladan's drooping form. “I believe a rest is
in order, yes? Now, perhaps, begins the healing.”
The first drowsy brush of lips against his neck was easily
ignored, but the following nuzzles and nips were more determined,
the intent unmistakable. Gildor drew a deep breath, then pulled
away slightly, lifting Elladan’s head with a firm hand. “No,
‘Adan,” he said gently. “Not like this. Not with grief for an
excuse.”
Tears welled again in exhausted grey eyes. “Will you hold
me, then?” Elladan asked, his voice breaking. “I cannot sleep
alone. The dreams...”
“I will,” Gildor promised, slipping off his own cloak to drape
around Elladan's shoulders, covering the damaged tunic. “Come along,
young one.”
********************
Elrohir had ridden in resentful silence all day, spurning
Glorfindel’s attempts at conversation with only the most necessary
replies, so it was with relief-tinged surprise that the captain acknowledged the abrupt question. “I thought a
companion wise, even though the route is within the bounds of
Imladris," Glorfindel said. "You were chosen because it was felt that a day away
would serve you well.”
“Whose wise decision was this, then?” Elrohir snarled, pulling
his mount up sharply as they entered the sheltered clearing where
they would make camp for the night.
“It was Erestor’s decision,” Glorfindel replied calmly, “and I
support it fully.”
“A day away from what?” Elrohir demanded, his eyes blazing.
“Nana, who looks through me with her empty eyes? Ada, who seems
to hold no hope?” His voice cracking, he went on, ”A day away from
Arwen’s tears? Or the whispers and stares of every elf in the
valley?”
“Aye, all those things,” Glorfindel agreed, meeting Elrohir’s
eyes levelly. “And a day away from your brother.”
“I spend my days away from ‘Dan as it is,” the elf-knight said
with a snort. “He has no time for me among his duties in the
healing hall.”
“Your days, perhaps,” Glorfindel conceded, watching his companion
closely, “but not your nights.”
Elrohir’s lip curled unpleasantly. “Nay,” he drawled, ”but not
my nights. He still finds use for me then.”
Later Glorfindel would berate himself for handling the situation
badly, for being unsympathetic, for forgetting all of Erestor’s
well-meant advice. Later he would feel guilty.
Now he wanted only to wipe the ugly smirk from his charge’s
face.
“Get down,” he ordered tersely, sliding from his own horse and
tossing his sword aside. “And loose your weapons.”
“Why? I...”
"Dismount,” Glorfindel repeated, laying down his bow and
quiver before adding ominously, “or I will assist you.”
Elrohir scrambled from his mount and dropped his weapons, one
hand raised as though to ward off a blow. “I do not understand.”
“I believe that you do,” Glorfindel retorted. “I am sick of
this, Elrohir. I can no longer stand by and watch you ill-treat
your brother and destroy yourself. I will not allow such a remark
to go unchallenged...”
The elf-knight cut in, his own temper rising rapidly. “You do
not know of what you speak, híren,” he ground out, eyes flashing
dangerously.
“Indeed, princeling?” Glorfindel challenged. “Do you think me
deaf and blind? The corridor outside your chambers has rung with
keening and cursing for nigh a week now. I have seen ‘Adan’s
hurts, though he tries to hide them.” His voice hard, he demanded,
“Where are your bruises?”
“I have taken nothing he did not give willingly,” Elrohir
snapped, though a shadow of unease passed over his face.
“Did he give it willingly?” Glorfindel hissed, stepping closer.
“Or did you demand blood as the price of comfort?”
Though the attack did not find Glorfindel unprepared, its
ferocity took him by surprise. He tumbled to the blessedly soft
ground, struggling to find a solid hold on the writhing mass of
fury that seemed bent on doing him serious injury.
Elrohir fought like one possessed, his already impressive
strength magnified by his grief and anger. He lost himself in the
darkly satisfying thud of fist against unyielding flesh, the sharp
rip of rending fabric, the involuntary grunt and whoosh of his
opponent’s breath.
For a single heart-pounding moment, Glorfindel feared he had
made a serious error in allowing this confrontation here, far from
aid. But Elrohir’s daunting power waned as his rage was exhausted,
and the tussle eventually came to the expected conclusion.
Glorfindel sat astride the elf-knight’s hips, pinning both
tensed arms to the ground. Though his face was dirty and bruised,
his tunic torn to rags, the captain’s voice was kind as he
addressed his subdued opponent. “Are you ready to talk now, young one? Or shall we go another round?”
“What would you have me say?” Elrohir asked tiredly.
“I would have you speak the truth,” Glorfindel replied quietly.
“I would have you see what you are becoming and turn from that
path.” Releasing the now unresisting arms, Glorfindel dropped to
the grass beside his companion. “What has ‘Adan done to earn such
contempt from the one who loves him most?”
“He has done nothing,” Elrohir protested.
Glorfindel shook his head, holding the clouded grey gaze. “I
cannot accept that, ‘Rohir,” he said firmly. “You would not treat
him so, even at his own behest, without some reason. It is not
your nature. It is not his nature. I will ask again.
What has he done to deserve your scorn?”
“I said he has done nothing,” Elrohir repeated hoarsely, looking
away as tears began to well in his eyes.
Suddenly, Glorfindel did understand.
“And what would you have him do, ‘Rohir?” he asked,
raising one hand to stroke tangled ebony braids.
“I would have him bring my Nana back to me,” the elf-knight
whispered, his eyes glistening with all the pain of a child whose
hero has proven himself fallible. “I would have him rant and rage
and strike back.” Tears rolled freely down pale cheeks as Elrohir’s facade shattered at last. “I would have him hold me and make everything right.”
Glorfindel gathered Elrohir in a snug embrace, murmuring
nonsensically as waves of long-suppressed grief and anger wracked
the shivering form. When at last the disjointed ramblings and sobs
faded, Elrohir raised his head to meet his mentor’s caring gaze.
“What shall I do?” he asked uncertainly.
“I think,” Glorfindel replied gently, “that it is time you learned to
hold one another.”
*~*~*~*~*
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