Allassa and Haldir | By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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He was awaken it was still dark Glorfindel was gone window open where he got out,Haldir's head hurt from all the wine from last night Allassa was still sleeping peacefully. He got up dress himself and left her note on pillow going out to find Eliz and bring her to their home for more training. Eliz was not home. Haldir found her in meadow performing spell with clouds it was amazing to look she turned dark clouds into running horses,as she moved them rays of sun hit her....she stopped when she saw Haldir. He come closer to her and tell her that now is time to meet Allassa.
Allassa woke up, alone in bed, reading Haldir's note, looking around his room and yawning, getting up to go to her room, standing in doorway and looking at bed, closing eyes and let pain and memories flow in her.
Allassa:"At least I am not crying anymore..." She sighs, taking clean underwear and pants with tunic on her, going to kitchen and prepare something to eat, because last meal she had was day ago with her son. "Meldon..." She whispers, looking out from window with sad eyes.
Eliz:"Wait can we just stop by my house? So I can take my stuff and I have prepare one basket of food as a gift for your wife and for your house"
Haldir:"Alright then I will wait for you outside but hurry" Girl just nodded and went inside after while they were on the way to Allassa only seconds from door.
Allassa felt her mate nearly standing up and cleaning table going to corridor of house walking to front door when he enter with elleth(female) after him.
Allassa:"Mate..." She smiles at him then looking at elleth. "And you must be Eliz. I am Allassëa nice to meet you."
He kiss Allassa and entered with Eliz.
Eliz:"Yes I am Eliz crazy half elf nice to meet you too,I brought this for you" She give basket to Allassa.
Allassa:"Oh, you shouldn't, that is nice from you. Come inside." She let her enter. "I am sorry you must be here but.. after yesterday, I lost my son and I don't want to be alone, without another presence in house. I wont disrupt you two, I just go to kitchen to prepare lunch you can train as you want" She smiles at them.
Eliz:"It is fine by me as long as I can practice somewhere,and it is better inside it is dark outside looks like it will rain soon"
Haldir:"Then Eliz sit by table and take your things on table so we can start"
Allassa left them in study going to kitchen and unpacking basket taking things from it and placing them where they belong and after that she took things for lunch heating water in pot.
Haldir:"Alright start tell me what you have learned and what can you do? When she try to speak he showed on her head. "Tell me in my mind" Eliz close her eyes and try but did it wrong and send her toughs to Allassa. "I am waiting Eliz tell me?!"
Allassa takes her head in hand, sending her pain to Haldir.
Allassa:"Now shield will be handy..." She calls to them from kitchen. "You try to fry my brain out please concentrate Eliz..." Allassa wipe blood from her nose walking to them.
Haldir gets up to her taking her head into his hands putting one hand on her forehead turning his eyes yellow.
Haldir:"How you feel now? I have shield you from her."
Eliz:"I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you" She looks down on table.
Haldir:"That is her main problem she can talk with anyone in head but she use too much power and this is result"
Allassa:"It is better, I can't feel her now.. thank you mate... And Eliz, don't worry about that, you need practice.. I will take here to you some water to drink and I am making cookies, so I take them here when I take them out.." Allassa went back to kitchen returning with water for them and leave back to continue cooking.
Eliz:"I hate my powers they should help others not to hurt them." Eliz look at them.
Allassa walks with trace full of cookies.
Allassa:"You need to learn to control them, then you can help. I hurt too many others and myself before I knew how to live with darkness in me... and my magic skills? You don't want to know my beginning in healing, I made more mess than good things." Allassa pats her shoulder. "Haldir will teach you best, he is better than me in this and I was born with this. Just continue and try again and again until you master it." Allassa smiles at Haldir.
Haldir:"Alright try again. I have shield Allassa so you won't hurt her and stop eating bloody cookies" Haldir slap her hand.
Allassa:"It reminds me my beginnings... alright I let you work I will be in my room...no... in your room actually. Don't be too harsh on her." Allassa kiss his cheek going to his room taking off her boots and curl herself on his bed sighing and breathing scent of him remembering her son and happiness she had.
Eliz:"I cant stop this cookies are so good" She said that in his mind.
Haldir:"Good that was good just low down your strengh less power easier talk,it is raining outside did you practice your rain spell?"
Eliz:"Yes but I am not sure it will work"
Allassa let hearing of rain go through her mind calming her nerves and hugging pillow to her chest falling into sleep dreaming of some bad things cannot wake up on her own.
Haldir:"Go try it outside I am going to see what is Allassa doing ok?"
Eliz nod and go outside ,he went into Allassa's room feeling her bad dreams her torment kneeling down by bed putting hand on her head to awake her.
Allassa:"Meldon..." She whispers opening her eyes looking sleepily at Haldir. "Umm sorry mate... Had dream about Sauron taking my son..." She lay her head onto his hand. "In my room is in my bag vial with poppy milk can you go and let half of it to water and get it to me? It will help me to sleep without dreaming."
Haldir:"Sure I will" He went out and mix milk and water and bring it back to her. "Here you go"
Allassa:"Thank you. You can go to Eliz. Lunch is in kitchen, I made more so she can have too and if Glorfindel come from his guard duty he can have too..." She drink all cup, returning it to him, laying down. "Sorry I occupy your bed, but I don't have guts to lay in mine now... I still see his dead body there." She closes her eyes, mumbling silently in half sleep. "I love you mate."
Haldir kiss her forehead letting her rest walking back when Eliz entered in wet as field mouse.
Haldir:"I tough that you learned that spell well to shield yourself from rain?"
Eliz:"Don't start with laughter. I did learned spell but rain started to fall harder"
Haldir:"You can have lunch with me and you are free for today."
Eliz:"I don't want to bother you and Allassa its enough that you have me as your student" She pick up her things and prepare to leave.
Eliz:"Say goodbye to Allassa from me bye" She left house,he went back and find Allassa sleeping quietly he let her be and went into kitchen to eat.
Allassa woke up later, looking for Haldir through her bond, getting down from bed walking to his position.
Allassa:"Mate?"
Haldir respond to her.
Haldir:"Yes mate I am in kitchen eating"
Allassa came to kitchen, going over him and kissing his cheek, hugging him around neck kneeling next to him.
Allassa:"How did it go with Eliz? You can take that shield down from me now. And thank to wake me up before, I didn't have nightmare in long time.. I will be now calmer, when I will drink that mixed milk, so don't worry if you feel me like this it is stiffly my mind, like if I am drugged."
Haldir:"I let her go home after she get wet from rain she is getting better she just need more time.I will remove shield right away from you" He place one hand on her head and set her free removing shield."How you feel shall I prepare bath for you?"
Allassa:"That would be nice, yes... only if you wash my hair and back for me mate..." She let him go, sitting on chair oppose him, laying her hands on table and her head on them, yawning.
Haldir:"I will" He lay his head near hers touching their noses. "I will take care of you"
Allassa:"I love you..." She smiles at him kissing his nose.
Haldir:"I love you too" He smiles at her. "I will go to prepare bath" He stand up and went to bathroom.
Allassa clean table, eating what he left, going to bathroom after him, leaning on doorway watching him with lazy eyes.
Allassa:"Will you be at home this night or you need to change Glorfindel on border?" She walks to him, getting off from her tunic.
Haldir:"He is not on border and by now he should be back but Valar know where is he on this bad weather on the borders are my brothers they will take night watch. I wont be on border until Eliz is ready" He go to her taking her hands undressing her.
Allassa:"He can be in that tavern he mentioned earlier? Or in some elleth(female) bed, you never know with him." She let him undress her, going to bath sitting down into warm water growling in satisfaction.
Haldir:"Well wherever he is I hope that he is fine and away from this rain" He kneel down taking soap to wash her back and shoulders massaging her skin.
She takes her hair over her shoulder, bowing her head and embrace her knees, laying her head on them with closed eyes, enjoying his touch.
Allassa:"It is raining hard, I heard that when I get to sleep... even clouds are tearing from loss of my son.." She whispers.
Haldir continue to wash her,then he stand still at the moment with his both hands on her.
Haldir:"Glorfindel is near...you are sad again"
Allassa:"You can feel him?" She lift her head looking over her shoulder at him. "Don't worry, I am actually better, that poppy milk helps a lot... buts till feeling sad, when I remember him. I need to be distracted from thinking." She lays her head back on knees.
Haldir:"Yes I can feel him coming he is at the door now entering. Wet your hair please."
She goes under water resurfacing again.
Allassa:"How is that possible that you feel him? I can only feels darkness in people or creatures and never known exactly where they are just telling if near..."
Haldir:"I can feel other presence him I feel when he is near and others low I feel that there is something but not clear and when someone with darkness is close by my darkness goes wild" Glorfindel calls for them.
Allassa:"Wow.. you really are something mate.." She let Haldir to answer Glorfindel. "Hey..." She chuckles. "You look like drowned dog. Undress and come to warm inside bath" She make space for him.
Haldir:"But I cant use my powers on him like on you that can kill him and you have your born darkness so you are strong and perfect for me."
Glorfindel:"Very funny kitten you two enjoy while I must be outside cold and wet alone"
Allassa:"If you are calling being drugged to don't fall to hysterics enjoyment I won't protest.. undress and join me I will wash your hair for you." She motion him over. "And yes we are perfect for each other Haldir"
Glorfindel undress himself and enter the bath.
Haldir:"Well I will go to start fire so you two won't feel cold"
Allassa:"Even when it is summer when that rain comes it get colder. I appreciate that Haldir." She smiles at him getting behind Glorfindel and start washing him and his hair. "You have really golden hair... I like it..."
There is nothing sexual radiating from her just need to care for both of them and she comfort herself with that. "What shampoo do you want? Herbal..lavender...and chamomile even... I love lavender one." She comb his hair with fingers.
Haldir left them to start fire.
Glorfindel:"Then give me lavender kitten."
Fire started to burn and Haldir sit down in front of the fire place waiting for them.
Allassa washed his hair and back.
Allassa:"Rest is on you... I need to wash myself then we go to mate. If you are hungry there is plenty cooked food in kitchen." She wash her front then going from bath and dry herself taking light dress on her and going to Haldir.
Glorfindel:"Thank you I will eat something then I will be with you two" Glorfindel dry his skin and dress again going to kitchen.
Allassa:"Mate.." She walks to Haldir sitting down next to him and lean her shoulder on his looking into fire. "Whats wrong?"
Haldir look at her then in fire.
Haldir:"Nothing I am fine"
Allassa:"I feel you don't forget that my love..." She kiss his cheek laying down and put her head on his thigh facing fire an curl herself in ball.
He get closer taking her to rest her head in his lap.
Haldir:"I know that you feel now everything but its really nothing. I just feel sad that is all it will pass"
Allassa:"You are strong Haldir... and I am still mourning... we get through this together" She turns and look up at him. "Shame is you can't take poppy milk you can't have clouded mind as warrior and when teaching..."
Glorfindel came back to them eating apple.
Glorfindel:"Well you two look so depressive" He sits next to Allassa.
Allassa:"If you lost your son I would like to remind you of this depressive mood, lover..." She roll her eyes at him. "Where were you anyway in this crazy weather... I woke up alone I hoped at least one of you stay with me. I was cold and alone. I did not like it, actually... I was never alone in last seven years. Maybe I should get used to it.. and fast."
Glorfindel:"You two were sleeping when I got out. I have ellyn(males) to train and why he left you alone don't ask me ask him!"
Haldir:"I left her message and I was back fast with Eliz"
Allassa:"Stop shouting Glorfindel or I will kick your ass outside to hard rain again..." She mumbles.
"If I am not lazy like this. You sure Haldir you didn't overdose me with that milk? How many did you put in water..." She yawns stretching herself.
Haldir:"I put exactly how you told me maybe I should bring you something to eat that will make your body to work ...." Glorfindel get up.
Glorfindel:"I will bring her something you sit with her"
She curl herself in ball again with one hand on his leg patting him.
Allassa:"I didn't have that drug for long.. and told you to get me more than I should take.. But I am not feeling like all my world shattered, so it is fine.. the warm of flames feels so good.."
Haldir continue to caress her hair.
Haldir:"It will pass and you will feel better again" Glorfindel came back with some meat,cheese and bread on plate.
Glorfindel:"Here you go kitten eat "
Allassa:"Thank you Glorfindel..." She sits up, taking plate in her lap and eat slowly picking up food and chewing it looking at them. "So you two... lived like wed couple while I was away, yes?" She smirks at them. "I am happy you were not alone."
Haldir:"I see that you feel good since you can make jokes,but to answer your curiosity we did spent some nights together but we watched out to don't bring too much attention to us."
Glorfindel:"But we are males no one suspect anything and they know in what state was Haldir since you left him"
Allassa:"Now I get it why they were looking at me and Meldon like that when I got back... I must be enemy number one." She chuckles. "And with bastard son at my side... living back with you. Well, life isn't easy it is? I am full, you can have what left here..." She places plate next to her, laying on her back on furs with hands crossed at her stomach looking up at ceiling.
Haldir:"Let elves think what they want my house my life my bed so.. I can do what ever I wand as long as realm is not in danger" Glorfindel took plate to eat.
Allassa:"Mmm... you are right. And I got used to it after some years too...." She nods closing her eyes and resting. "And I am no danger to realm anymore... maybe danger to you two sometimes" She smiles.
Glorfindel let empty plate beside him laying down close to her.
Glorfindel:"Maybe just small sweet danger"
Allassa:"And you like to play with danger..." She turns her head to him.
He look at her.
Glorfindel:"Yes I do"
Allassa:"I know, who sane would go and fight Balrog actually..." She smiles at him leaning to him and lightly kiss his lips. Haldir... lay down too and enjoy this calm atmosphere.. She turns to him patting space on her other side.
Glorfindel kiss her back, Haldir get closer to her.
Glorfindel:"Barlog well he was on my way I had no chance to escape"
She kiss Haldir too, playing with his lips for longer, then lay back down and take their hands entwining her fingers with them, feeling safe and secure, sending this to Haldir through her bond to assure him she is happy now.
Haldir send his feelings back to her to make her feel him too.
Glorfindel:"Looks like that rain is stop"
Allassa:"Mmmhh... maybe tomorrow will be sunny again and I can go out to warm myself up in yard."
Glorfindel:"Then I will continue with ellyn they are every day better and you with Eliz. I wish that we could change places on one day"
Allassa:"Spare me of this, Glorfindel, I can imagine what you would teach her and magic it wouldn't be..." She shakes her head smiling, turning at him.
Haldir:"He would teach her how to lose her virginity" Glorfindel get up.
Glorfindel:"You can't be serious?"
Haldir:"I am not kidding she is young she have 26 human years"
Allassa:"Well that is surprise even for me... she is half elf, right? Even then, in human she should have at least children and be taken now...." She thinks aloud. "But I am the last who should say something with my past..." She sits up, taking knees to her chest hugging them and look at fire. "I lost my virginity to some dirty orc."
Glorfindel:"Yes she is right Eliz is old enough to have family by now"
Haldir:"Maybe but she don't have and Galadriel take care of her so you should really ask her why she didn't found ellon for Eliz"
Allassa:"Haldir is right, it is not on us to thinks, you want to know Glorfi? Go ask..." She looks up at him. "She seems nice to me and has great potential, it is good someone like Galadriel has her under wings. Magic in someone that young, that you don't see in these times. Even I have only traces of it and my mother was from really old family and didn't too much power in magic like others should."
Haldir hug her.
Haldir:"She have potential because her father side and her healing powers are like yours you two could practice that together she really like you"
She hugs him back tight, looking up at him.
Allassa:"That is good idea, it will keep me occupied for while and I think I need some practicing in this field... great idea mate" She kiss his chin.
He smile at her.
Haldir:"Then you will have student tomorrow to make you company"
Allassa:"I can't teach her, I am not that good. I know only little healing and I work with herbs, making lotions and poisons and things like that. I can show her what I can do with magic, but rest is on you." She pinch his cheek.
Haldir:"That is all she needs. I am hopeless with herbs and that healing things so you are best with that."
Glorfindel:"You two are so...like two parts lost long time ago and now again back together"
Allassa:"He is jealous" She winks at Haldir, turning to Glorfindel. "Well, ten years may not be long time for elves... but for meant mates, like we are..." She looks at Haldir. ".. it was nearly eternity."
Glorfindel:"No I am not" He looks at them. "Stop smiling both of you I am going to make some tea you two want too?"
Allassa:"That would be nice from you, I will take some thanks..." She let him leave, turn back to her mate looking at him and caressing his cheek lovingly. "He is right, we are two parts of one whole." She goes on her tips, kissing him.
Haldir:"Yes we are even when my part escape from me twice" He kiss her back hugging her.
Allassa:"I try to not escape anymore.." She whisper to him, wrapping her hands around his neck and pull her body to his more. "I don't think I could live longer without you, not now when we are bonded again." She give him light kiss on neck.
Haldir:"I will chain you so you will stay in Lorien forever" She bite his neck.
"I was just kidding"
Allassa:"You better was. I would love to see that fight when you try to chain me actually..." She kisses his jaw, nuzzling her cheek on it. "I need someone I need to take care of... I can't return to living like I did seven years before, always on way, fighting and killing..." She look at him in eyes. "You need to find me puppy, mate. Wolf, dog, it doesn't matter. I just need some cub to take care of."
Haldir:" I can go to that human village they have dogs maybe they have one for us"
Glorfindel came back with tea.
Glorfindel:"Oh you two stop with kissing and touching and take your tea"
Allassa:"We cant help it, we are mates, bonded mates, touching helps to us.. it calms me down and let me feel everything is alright, when he is touching me..." She kisses his chin last time, going to Glorfindel to kiss his cheek. "I know it arouses you, you stupid horny elf, I smell that" She tap her nose with grin, taking one cup from him with thanks.
Haldir took his cup too going to sit by table.
Glorfindel:"Did I just heard that you will go to that human village?"
Haldir:"Yes so?"
Glorfindel:"I wanna go with you"
Allassa:"He is going to find me a puppy, not to shake their woman, Glorfindel." She sits down too, blowing on her tea. "I need someone to take care off, and you two are just big adult man, that is no fun I need to satisfy my maternal instincts..." She looks at them. "Stop smiling like idiots, I can't help it, they just came with Meldon. And I just can't go around to kidnap children. I am sure I don't want any other child now, that is why I want animal cub."
Haldir:"You know what if you want to go then go and find us a puppy there is no point for us both to go." Glorfindel smirks at Haldir.
Glorfindel:"Fine I can go all by myself.."
Allassa:" I am not sure I want him to pick next member of my family actually..." She point to golden haired male. "But Haldir has point in that, when you go there, you can take one with you, so I can be with my mate longer, if he don't have to teach Eliz in that time.."
Glorfindel:"For Valar sake I can pick a dog I am not going to bring Barlog with me beside that I could use walk and you two can continue with that touching/kissing thing" Glorfindel drink his tea getting ready for move.
She chuckle, nearly spitting her tea.
Allassa:"I just imagined Glorfindel with little Balrog on leash taking him to our house with big pink ribbon around its neck..." She laughs.
Haldir:"And I can imagine angry Galadriel telling him bad Glorfindel take him back."
Glorfindel:"Ha ha very funny I am going out and I will bring dog" Glorfindel open the door and leave house.
She drinks her tea looking at Haldir.
Allassa:"He is mad at me for taking you back to me, I feel it. He try to pretend, but now he wish you go with him to that village, drinking and fucking. I am not really sure if I should be happy about it or say I am sorry." She stad up, walking to her room to her bag, rummaging through it.
He gets up following her.
Haldir:"He better get used that I wont do that with him. I have you back and you are enough for me.What are you looking for?"
Allassa:"Where did you put that vial?" She looks at him, then back to bag. "I cant find it here... Not any of it, there was more of them, where are they?" She start to look stressed.
Haldir:"They all are in kitchen relax" He pull her up to him. "Are you sure that you alright?"
Allassa:"Yes I am, I just need to take my share of them, everything will be alright...." She looks at him, trying to get back to kitchen. "Haldir let me.."
Haldir:"Your share of them? Wait I don't understand its not good to get used on it"
Allassa:"I can't fight with that pain, Haldir. I wont. So just let me go to make my drink. I am not addicted to it. I used it when... when Firnin left and it is only thing that let me forget for while my pain for that I killed my son with my own hands." She is lightly shaking starting tearing up. "Just let me go make my drink..."
Haldir:"I can help you with pain. I can talk with you,you are not alone in this"
Allassa:"I know, Haldir I have you. But I don't want to feel this feelings, to share them with you." She walks from him to kitchen, taking one vial and get half of it to cup with water, drinking it. "I just can't fight it right now. I don't want to. It is too fresh and too painful."
Haldir:"So then you should better go to bed,get rest try to relax" He leave kitchen.
She stood in kitchen, looking at spot he left taking her head to hands and pour away rest of her drink. Allassa:"Haldir..." She calls to him.
Haldir:"Yes" He come back standing at the door way.
Allassa:"You were right." She looks down. "It is really easy to get addicted to this specific milk. I was addicted before and it took long months to get me from it to get my mind back together. I want you to take all those vial that are left and toss them away. I need to get responsibility for what I did and get used to that my son is dead. The sooner I get this, the sooner pain will go away. I don't need drugs when I have my mate. We are one. After all. Now if you excuse me I will take your tip to go rest myself..." She walks around him.
He get closer to her.
Haldir:"It is not your fault we knew what...how he will end so you did best thing you could now go to bed and I will get this things away from you"
She kisses his cheek, walking to her room standing before her bed breathing hard.
Allassa:"I can do this. I lived through everything Valar put in my way and I live through this too and I wont lose my mind.. I wont let them destroy me." She takes few steps and lay down, closing her eyes, curling herself in ball and clenching sheet in her hands. "I miss you my little bird..." She sobs and cries silently.
He spill all vials trough window.
Haldir:"She drink one whole vial" He goes to her in room. "Are you still awake?"
Allassa:"Hmm?" She looks at him sleepily not even lift her head. "If you are going to lecture me I am afraid I don't care right now mate..."
Haldir:"No I wont but whole vial isn't that too much?" He sit on the edge of bed.
Allassa:"It can kill you, yes. But don't worry, my body needs more of it, because I was used to it." She stretch her hand to him. "Come to me mate, I want you near me... to feel you"
He took off boots and lay next to her.
Haldir:"I am here for you"
Allassa:"I know mate..." She pulls herself to his side, copying his body with hers, laying her hand on his chest and one leg flip over his.
He hug her pinning himself to her.
Haldir:"Get rest it almost night. I will guard you while you sleep."
Allassa:"There is no one against you could guard me mate, we are safe here... I am safe here in your arms..." She lift her head to kiss his lips, playing with them with hers.
He kiss her back holding her face with one hand deepening their kiss.
She lightly bit his lower lip, sucking on it, pulling herself up on him, sitting astride on his hips and caressing his sides up and down with hands.
He shiver from her touches caressing her cheek.
Allassa:"I wanted you all afternoon mate, but without that golden lover of ours, he will be away all night, so I have you all for myself..." She whispers to his ear, blowing at it and biting his earlobe sucking it, while she grind her naked flower under dress on his crotch through his pants. "I want you in me...."
He moan on her neck from their contact biting her skin slightly.
Haldir:"I can feel that you get rid of that underwear good" He slide one hand over her thigh finding his way to her womanhood.
Allassa:"I didn't take them when I get from bath earlier making things easier for you.." She shiver on him slightly scratching his sides, taking his shirt over his head ad attacks his nipples with hands, slowly circling them and lightly pinching making them hard, while she trail butterfly kisses on his collarbone.
He smiles at her caressing her hair pulling her up to kiss her again.
Haldir:"I want your lips again."
Allassa:"You can have them mate.." She breathes on his mouth, kissing him slowly and sensually, licking his lips to gain access inside.
He kiss her enjoin in her breath letting her tongue inside embracing it with his,there is no fight for dominance now between them just passionate kiss.
She moan to his mouth, pulling herself on him to feel all his body on hers.
Allassa:"I want you to take me slowly today mate, to enjoy love between us.." She whisper to him, kissing his nose.
Haldir:"I will show you how much. I love you,only you my heart love" He look into her eyes caressing her cheek.
Allassa:"I feel it Haldir, you don't have to prove to me like this.." She kisses him, the lean back and take her dress over head, tossing it aside laying down on him again and hissing when her nipples come to contact with his chest. "Umm.. side effect of this poppy thing is that it makes me a little euphoric.. so I enjoy everything more now.." She kiss him, trailing with her hands on his arms.
He close eyes when he felt her skin on his her hot body pressing on his,he caress her sides.
Haldir:"So I will make love with drugged elleth?"
Allassa:"We can always repeat it when I will be all right, don't worry, I am not that drugged... Well, I am addicted to you, so maybe I am drugged all time with you..." She goes down, taking his pants slowly with her and kiss tip of his manhood.
Haldir:"You are not the only one I am addicted to you too and there is no cure for that. Mmmh...my heart is so full of you"
She goes up to him, kissing him passionately while she takes position over him sliding down on him till she is at his hips, moaning loudly, waiting some time to adjust and then slowly lift herself up and down.
He moan into her mouth caressing her back kissing her jaw line going on her neck where he feel her heart beat.
She title her head more to side to let him access, riding him sensually slow,enjoying every lifting, circling her hips and clenching her inner walls to embrace him, moaning to his ear.
He continue to kiss her groaning on her shoulder caressing again her back pulling her head back to kiss her neck again breathing on it hard when she circle her hips on him.
Allassa:"Mmmh.. open your dark bond to me mate.. let us feel each other not only with our bodies..." She kisses his temple, leaning back looking at him with dark yellow flecked eyes.
Allassa:"Show me your eyes, Haldir..."
He open his eyes yellow as flames letting his bond open to her kiss her lips again crying from pleasure taking her breast into his hand.
She whimper, tossing her head back groaning and squeezing him under her with her thighs.
Allassa:"So intense..." She looks at him leaning down to him. "Turn us, be up, take me, Haldir..." She bite his lower lip sucking it.
He kiss her back breaking their kiss he turn her down taking his place on top of her sliding in and out of her biting her chin.
Haldir:'This is so good intense ...Ahh..." He speed up a bit on her.
Allassa:"Mhmmm... more..." She moan, digging her nails to his back, trailing along spine, watching his face in pleasure. "I love to see your eyes so wild and powerful, it turns me more, that color on you..." She cries when he hit her sweet spot lifting her hips more to him.
Haldir:"This animal color of my eyes?" He moan on her breast taking it slightly in his mouth pushing her harder,she is so tight around him which only intense their pleasure.
Allassa:"Yes!" She screech, biting her lip hard nearly drawing blood, wriggling under him and scratching his back, wrapping her legs around his waist to pull him deeper into her bathing herself in their mixed feelings.He kiss her lips again taking her hand into his as he reached his peak breaking their kiss to catch breath.
She entwine their finger, squeezing hard when she come together with him, fully letting bond to him open, crying and tossing under him when her pleasure goes through her body and his in her mind, her eyes full flash yellow at him.
He felt waves of pleasure trough their bond letting out passionate moan on her ear breathing hard he lift himself up looking her into eyes and kiss her again.
She return his kiss eagerly.
Allassa:"I love you mate..." She kisses him, trailing to spot where is neck is getting to shoulder and bite him there hard, leaving mark on him. "Mine..." She whisper to him, her eyes going back to dark yellow freckled and then to blue.
Haldir:"I love you too" The yellow fire from his eyes was gone and he was looking at her again with his blue elven eyes. He lay down next to her covering them with furs.
She pull herself to him, laying on his arm kissing his shoulder and then making herself comfortable. Allassa:"Looks like even when we try to make slow passionate love, it will turn into blazing and wild fire.." She laughs silently. "Exactly like we like it."
Haldir:"It looks like we are unable to take it slow at the end we are ready to kill each other with passion" He smiles at her.
Allassa:"I don't mind that as long as I have you..." She return his smile cuddling to him and caressing his face with her hand. "Tomorrow take Eliz I will start teaching her healing and show her some tips on herbs..."
Haldir:"I will,sleep now get some rest for tomorrow" He hug her taking place to sleep.
Allassa:"I will do that.." She lay her head on him, listening to his steady heartbeat letting it call her sleep. "Night mate." She whisper before falling into sleep.
Haldir:"Good night mate" He close eyes to sleep peacefully next to her.
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Sun is so warm this morning we are out enjoying in it waiting for Glorfindel to get back with our pup,Allassa is becoming impatient when he come back letting pup to run to us...
Allassa:"Oh Valars.." She kneels down, taking pup in her lap. "It is so beautiful... Hey there little one..." She cuddle puppy to her, looking at Glorfindel. "Thank you so much... it is she or he? Has it a name?"
Glorfindel:"It is she,they didn't give her name,so you both like her?"
Haldir:"Yes I do you have found very beautiful pup."
Allassa:"I love her, Glorfindel..." She smiles brightly at him, letting pup down and walks to him, kissing his lips lightly. "Thank you lover..." She turns to Haldir. "How should we call her?"
Glorfindel:"Well I have my charms. I got dog from Dahlia" He smirks at Haldir.
Haldir:"And? Haldir return look to Glorfindel. "Allassa I have no idea how to call her maybe Lilith?"
Allassa:" Lilith... That sounds good to me, what to you, little one?" She takes dog to her arms, getting it to Haldir. "So Lilith will be it..." She smiles at him. "Pet her, mate, isn't she beautiful?"
Haldir:"Yes she is" He smile at her.
Glorfindel:"Yes she is so sweet and she have blue eyes like your mate"
Allassa:"Yes, you are right Glorfindel... Are you hungry little one? Come, I will take you to your new home and get you something to eat.." She walks inside of house, letting pup trail around smelling everything.
Glorfindel:"I am going to ellyn now and I will see you two later"
Haldir:"On your way to them send Eliz here ok?"
Glorfindel:"I will" He leave yard.
Allassa sit on chair, with meat in her hand letting pup take it from her and eat it, smiling at her, turns her head when Haldir comes and sequel when Lilith bite her hand with mat lightly.
Allassa:"She has teeth like needles."
Haldir:"Yes she is still small. I told Glorfindel to send Eliz to us, how did you slept?"
Allassa:"I slept good, probably still that poppy milk was working..." She shrugs her shoulders. "I should prepare things for Eliz then..."
Haldir:"She will bring some stuff with her I will go outside to set up table for you two"
Allassa:"Thanks..." She stand up walking to her room, going through her bag, finding things she need.
Haldir got out placing wooden table under the tree bringing chairs by it waiting for Allassa and Eliz.
She went out nearly tripping over Lilith, placing sacks of herbs on table.
Allassa:"I want to work on her healing abilities and then show her some easy things she can make..."
She sits down, sorting herbs.
Haldir:"Ok you will show her what she needs to know as healer. I am stupid for that things" He sits by table watching her how she sorts herbs.
Allassa:"Haldir, how are your healing abilities going? When someone hurts you, how you heal? Normally or you heal faster?" She points at mark she left night before on his skin near neck. "I know that this will heal longer, because I made it as your mate... but what when others hurt you?"
Haldir:"Same as before. If wound is deep I need help of healer why you ask?"
Allassa:"I need someone she can heal when I injure him... don't look at me, I just make little cut, I can't cut myself, I heal in seconds little cut.." She takes little knife from sheath, trying it sharpness, cutting her thumb. "See?" Cut is healing in black mist immediately.
Haldir:"Alright then I will be your experimental elf" He look over Allassa. "A there is she right on time"
Allassa turns her head.
Allassa:"Hi Eliz, come sit down. Today I will be trying to awake your healing abilities in you. And show you some easy herbal mix tea for different things." She smiles at her. "So, any experiences in healing you have?"
Eliz hug Allassa when she arrive to her.
Eliz:"No I just healed one man in my village but it was just you know instinctively. I could not do it again when I want.
Allassa:"Then we just need find the trigger and train you to use it. Close your eyes and go deep to your magic inside of you. Try to find that feeling you felt when you healed that man. It will took some time, so don't rush. When you find it, embrace it and let it go through you, grow it." She turns at Haldir. "Give me your hand mate." She take knife and cut his forearm. "Then try to heal him. Send it out of you to heal this cut."
She try to focus she put both of her hands above his cut but nothing happened.
Eliz:"You see it wont work like its broken or out of magic"
Allassa:"Fine" She make another cut. "Try again. Every time you fail, I cut him. Don't lose when you even didn't start. Focus on your breathing, on magic in you." She cut Haldir again. "Heal him."
Haldir hissed when she cut him again.
Elize:"Please I will try my best don't cut him again" She looks at her then try again but didn't heal him fully.
Allassa:"Take my hand." Allassa catch her hand in hers. "You feel that little magic in me?" She wait for her nod. "Fine, now feel what I am doing." She place hand on Haldir's cuts, healing him. "I used only magic I have in me, not my darkness so you can feel it. And now." She cut him. "Your turn."
Haldir:"Come on Eliz you can do it listen to Allassa use your magic and your feelings and heal" Eliz hold Allassa with one hand with other she healed the cut.
Allassa:"See, was it that hard? Now we try it few times and then you try it alone, okay?" She looks at Haldir. "Sorry mate, I will compensate it to you when we will be alone.." She smiles at him sweetly, cutting him again.
Haldir:"Its fine she will repay this in war when someone really need her help" She close eyes and do it again at first nothing but then she healed him.
Allassa:"See? You are getting hold of it.. Try it again.. and mate, can you take your shirt off please?" She stands up before him.
Haldir took off his shirt talking to her in her mind.
Haldir:"Her trigger for healing is fear of lost so if you hurt me more she will give her best shot."
Eliz:"Wait I don't like this..."
Allassa:"I have exactly that in mind mate..." She smiles at him, kissing his lips and cut him deep in stomach. "I just perforated his spleen and intestine, if you wont heal him, he will die in next ten minutes." She take hold of her own stomach. "And me as his mate with him. It is upon you, Eliz."
Haldir fall down on his kneel,Eliz could not believe her eyes what just happened panic take over her she fall on her kneel trying to heal Haldir.
Eliz:"This is insane how can I save you both."
Haldir:"Think Elize what I have learned you Allassa and I are bound by darkness you heal me she will be healed too." She used all of her magic her hands start to glow and she healed him fully then she run to Allassa ripping off her tunic to see her belly.
Eliz:"Thank the Valar don't do that again"
Allassa:"That was impressive, Eliz. Even I didn't make full heal when they teach me and the one who they cut... lets said he is alive, but have nasty scar." She took Haldir's shirt from ground, getting in on her. "I think that should be all for today in healing, now sit down, I will explain to you how to make easy herbs tea for common human diseases."
Eliz:"You're better then me. I can't do it when I want and all healers I know do that healing thing like its nothing and I have one defect I can't heal myself"
Allassa:"That is why I didn't cut you, but Haldir. I thought about it, maybe it is because you are half elf, I don't know, I am not that wise. I just teach you, what they teach me. I am sorry, I am doing it the hard way, I know. But you are doing great job, you just healed two people at once, I never did that actually." Allassa take Eliz hands in hers. "You just need practicing. It is all about that, get used on different routes of magic in you. And we will help you as we can. So now.." She takes few sacks with herbs, explaining what she can make from them and how to use it.
Eliz:"Galadriel says that is because I am not pure blood. I am crossbred of wizard he is man and elf she is healer so I am just freak of nature"
Allassa:"When you are freak of nature then what am I?" She smiles at her. "Half elf, half maia with shifters blood in me with darkness bond to one of purest elven warrior.." She laughs. "Do you want me to show you how to make anti pregnancy tea just in case you would need it? And yes, I know you are virgin, but I know this one elf who showed interest in you and has certain charm in him and don't forget he is hero of some sort.." Allassa chuckles. "So that made him irresistible to maidens and he is definitely enjoying it."
Eliz:"Yes you can show me that but I can take care of myself and that elf you speak of what is his name?You two know him?" She looks at them.
Allassa:"I think every elleth here know him.." She snorts. "He was the one who send you after us today. Glorfindel, the defeater of Balrog, dream of every woman..." She laughs. "So, you mix then.." She shows her herbs. "And drink it every morning and night for first week, then once a day after that. When you stop drinking it you can be pregnant in two weeks after, if you wish."
Eliz:"O yes I remember him he is handsome. Ok I will remember that but I don't think I will need it Galadriel said that she will find perfect match for me" Haldir looks at them.
Haldir:"Then there is answer for Glorfindel"
Allassa:"Then I just wish you happiness Eliz. I think that this was all that I wanted to do with you today. We will continue tomorrow. And don't worry, I will not cut my mate, we will be training on trees and after that on elves." She walks to her, patting her shoulder. "You did good job today, Eliz."
Eliz:"Alright thank you both for today" She hug Allassa then Haldir and pick up her thing leaving them.
She sits down, caressing her belly with hand.
Allassa:"Remind me next time, when I do something this stupid, that I will be hurt too, not only you...."
Haldir:"You stabbed me good love" He come to her putting his hand on her belly. "When I looked at you in that moment when you stabbed me I saw predator in your eyes"
Allassa:"I know where to stab to let you live and don't kill you immediately, as you just saw.." She trails her hand on spot where she cut him. "Predator?" She looks at him puzzled. "I wasn't enjoying it... like you are my prey my love."
Haldir:"I know you didn't" He kiss her cheek. "But now I know my fate if I betray you"
Allassa:"Betray me like what?"
Haldir:"Betray you as my mate as living person betray your trust."
Allassa:"You never know what can happen in future Haldir. I betrayed you when I left you decade ago. And you didn't punish me, you took me back with open arms and life. I am not the right person who could judge you when you betray me." She stands up, patting his shoulder and start cleaning table.
Haldir:"So you would like more to kill you then love you?" He come at her from behind pushing her on table.
Allassa:"I didn't say that. But you had your life, another woman and you got that aside again for me.. I was really expecting some comeback from you for what I did and then showed with boy, who could be mine son with another man... and you didn't do anything I expected." She lay hands before her to stabilize herself standing.
Haldir:"I was very angry when you left. I was cursing you for left me like that but after years passed I have calm down myself and tried to move on. I accepted you back because I still love you, I would not take you back if I have a child with other."
Allassa:"I was speaking about Meldon Haldir, but I am glad to know this to.." She whispers, looking before her. "So um.. what exactly are you doing now?"
Haldir:"Nothing I am just hugging you and" He kiss her neck. "Having nice moment of um...just shut up and let me enjoy in this hug"
Allassa:"I can feel how you enjoy it, yes... Alright, I am mute.." She lifts her hands in surrender when she hear him growl.
He nuzzle his face on her neck.
Haldir:"Your skin is so soft and you smell so good..."
Allassa:"I had bath in morning and my skin is like that from when I was born. Thanks for maia genetics." She turn her head trying to look at him.
He let her go so she can look at him.
She turns, looking up at his face, caressing his cheek with her hand.
Allassa:"My brave warrior.." She smiles at him lovingly.
Haldir:"And my brave lady" He smiles at her.
She hugs him around neck, laying her head on his shoulder enjoying his presence and sun on her face. Allassa:"Lilith!" She let him go, going inside. "I totally forgot about our cub..." She walks with pup in her arms, letting it down on grass to pee. "She didn't make any mess inside, that is good..."
Haldir:"I should make wooden house for her she is not like wolf she will need it"
Allassa:"Yes, you are right.." She watch puppy running around, then going to Haldir, bite cloth on his pants and backing, twisting her head with growling. "Awww, that is cute... look she wants to eat you!"
Haldir:"She wants to play" He took her up. "Be good or she will cook you while I am gone and your fur she will turn in nice pillow"
Allassa:"Haldir!" She punch his arm. "I would never do that to her, don't scare her! Give her to me before you frighten her..." She stretch her hands to him. "Poor little girl, come to mommy, we girls need to take each other side against this one bad man..."
Haldir:"I am not man. I am elf" He poke her side.
Allassa:"I meant your gender, mister elf not your race..." She takes puppy nuzzling her face on her fur silently growling at her, with her eyes turning to color her wolf form.
Haldir:"I can imagine Glorfindel reaction on your eyes now"
Allassa:"Really? Then show me.." She looks at him and smile, her fangs are longer too.
Haldir:"I think he would say something like this" He start to act like Glorfindel. "Its not funny stop with that kitten...or something like that"
She laughs.
Allassa:"He never get used to this, did he? He is so pure when he want to be..." She let puppy down running to Haldir and taking his pants on her mouth again. "I think I have concurrency here..." She crosses her arms on chest, her eyes and teeth back to normal. "She likes you."
Haldir:"He never used on my eyes too always freak out when I wake up with yellow eyes...No please I only have pants left she stole my shirt if you eat pants I will be naked"
Allassa:"Then I should cheers her on that..." She winks at him. "And if Eliz didn't destroy my tunic, you would have your shirt back, or would you like me to return it now?" She starts pulling hem of his tunic on her showing her abdomen and belly to him.
Haldir:"No someone can see you we are not in house" He growl at her
Allassa:"Do I look like I care if someone see me naked?" She smirks, pulling it up to show little of her breast provoking him.
He move at her covering her with his body.
Haldir:"I do care"
She let shirt fall back, covering her.
Allassa:"I can feel you possessiveness through bond..." She looks at him trying to read his face and reaction. "..and it is not really something little. Whats wrong mate? You never mind when I walk naked in front of you or Glorfindel and now you are like this...? I just don't understand."
Haldir:"Maybe someone else is watching and I don't like to share you with all Lorien but if you have wish to be naked in nature we can always go to river"
Allassa:"You share me only with Glorfindel and I don't want to be shared with every male elf we meet..." She takes him by his arm. "I made you angry. I am sorry I try it wont happen again..." She kneels down, taking his hand and nuzzle her cheek on it. "Forgive me mate."
He took her up by shoulders.
Haldir:"I forgive you" He nuzzle his face on her cheek.
Allassa:"Come inside, I will make you tea to calm you, yes? Just take our pup and I will collect my herbs and be right after you.." She kisses his cheek, walking back to table and taking sacks with herbs.
He took up pup and go inside.
She walks after him, putting sacks in kitchen and heating water, making mix of herbs and pour them, getting tea to him.
Allassa:"Just wait till it go colder and drink it, it should help you be at ease.." She sits near him, looking at him. "Are you okay Haldir?"
Haldir:"Yes I am. Just sometime I have anger problem and you can feel it did I scared you?" He touched her hand.
Allassa:"Scare? A little I thought I made something wrong to anger you." She shakes her head taking his hand in her squeezing it. "it is your darkness messing with you I felt that."
Haldir:"Yes sometime it take over me but I give my best to control it, I just didn't want to others look at your body but I said it to you too ...well I am sorry it wont happen again"
Allassa:"No it is okay Haldir. You tried to protect what is yours. In this case it is me. I understand that now I should check more on your feelings to know when it is safe to make jokes like I did today." She kiss his cheek.
Haldir:"Well you can take it off now" He smiles at her. "My dearest lady"
Allassa:"As you wish my lord.." She smirks at him pulling shirt over her head. "satisfied?"
Haldir:"Yes come into my lap" He look at her smiling.
She comes to him, sitting on him and watching his face and observing him through bond.
He touched her face caress her neck shoulders resting his arms on her waist.
Allassa:"I am glad you are at home more now... I like to be near you and with you." She kiss his cheek nuzzling her face on his. "I just have this feeling today like I should obey everything you want and need..."
Haldir:"I don't need anything as long as I have you...And I am home more thanks to Glorfindel"
Allassa:"I should thank him later.." She lay her head on his shoulder hugging his torso.
Haldir:"Yes when he decide to honor us with his presence" He hug her holding his hands on her back.
Allassa:"He should be honored to be in our presence, not other way around mate..." She smirks kissing his shoulder. "Lilith fall asleep it looks like.." She nuzzle his neck with her nose.
Haldir:"She is still small running and playing make her sleepy" He smile when she touched him with her nose. "That tickle"
Allassa:"I wont say I am sorry.. ." She blow on his neck, kissing him and running with her nose again.
He close eyes leaning his head back.
Haldir:"You're not sorry not a little"
Allassa:"Nope you are right I am not.." She smiles to his skin kissing his spot where pulse is and trailing long of his neck with nose and tongue. "You should drink the tea I made..." She whisper to his ear kissing its tip.
Haldir:"Yes I should you're right,then put something on you if you feel cold or I will start fire?"
Allassa:"It was you who wanted to see me without your shirt mate and you are bared chested too.." She poke his side, standing up and getting his shirt from chair. "And my nipples aren't hard from cold" She smirks at him, taking shirt over her head going to his cup and sipping from it. "It is good temperature, you can drink it.." She takes one gulp and then gives his rest. "What you are not only one who need calm down, but I from different reason."
He took cup from her and drink from it.
Haldir:"So you're not cold and I am responsible for your?" He smiles again drinking.
Allassa:"Looks like it, yes..." She smiles at him. "I should go prepare something to eat... for you... before you eat me or our little cub" She smirks at him pointing at sleeping puppy on floor.
Haldir:"I could eat you yes but her no she is small and I could not live with myself knowing that I ate her"
Allassa:"And with knowing you eat me you could.. you have really messed priorities love..." She smiles at him, walking to pantry and taking food from there, getting it on plate, cut some slices of bread and taking it before him. "Eat, So you don't have to be cannibal." She walks to pup, lifting her to her arms and waddle with her. "I remember when I was carrying Meldon like this when he was baby,.. It is not too old this memory.." She sighs, laying pup down.
Haldir:"Don't be sad. I wish that we can have baby but its impossible even that you can. I still could not make one because of who I am now"
Allassa:"I know Haldir. I just miss my little boy. It needs time to get used to it, that he is not around. I was mother for seven years, you cant expect me to forget about it in few days." She goes around him, kissing his back of head. "Eat, I am gonna start fire, evenings are cold and you are half naked. Not that I complain..." She pats his shoulder and goes to room.
Haldir:"I know that you will never forget him but I hate to see you sad" He look at her then at plate and start to eat.
Allassa:"Sorry mate, but it is true like I said. It will take time. Without drugs it is only that left me to even out it." She calls to him. "And I think I am doing good. I could be hysteric and try to kidnap children from their parents outside. I heard what can happen to mothers who lost their child. I don't want to sink to them..." She lean on doorway. "Fire is on, I will wait you on furs before." She turns and walks back to room, laying down and looking in flames.
Haldir:"I know and you can talk with me cry if that will make you feel relieved" He finished his dinner taking plate to kitchen then come back to her laying down behind her back hugging her.
Allassa:"I am afraid I don't have any tears, I shed them all..." She leans to him patting his hands with hers. "I have you, and you are alive and now Lilith is with us.. I should be happy and move on, I cant live in past anymore."
Haldir:"You will always have me,you know I was thinking to take you tomorrow with Eliz on one old ruin of human castle what you think of that?"
Allassa:"That would be nice, I will gladly go. Great idea Haldir. I should teach her on our road there too." She nods.
Haldir:"Then I will get up earlier to prepare tree horses and some food for road and you write message for Glorfindel when he come back here so he will know where we are,shall we sleep here?"
Allassa:"I will do that in morning yes. And I would like to sleep here with you like we used to decade ago.." She turns in his hold to face him.
Haldir:"Then let me just pull this light fur on us so you will have pleasant warm dreams my love" He smiles at her kissing tip of her nose.
Allassa:"Fire will keep me warm from behind and you from front my mate..." She lift her head and capture his lips with hers. "Can I take Lilith with us tomorrow? I will make a back bag where I will carry her, so she wont hinder us."
Haldir:"You can take one of smaller baskets from house I will tie it somehow on saddle and she can go with us" He kiss her back sucking her lower lip.
She licks his lips, laying her head back down and cuddle to him more sending her feelings of safety to him.
Allassa:"I love you mate, good night." She tuck her head under his chin closing her eyes and goes to sleep with sound of his heartbeat.
Haldir:"Good night mate" He make himself comfortable at her her side waiting for her to fall asleep and then he close his eyes to get some rest.
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