Allassa and Haldir | By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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They accompanied Malik and Dila to lady Galadriel. She welcomed them warmly and allowed Haldir and Allassa to take them to new hidden shifters city. But Glorfindel has to stay in Lorien, she told us, that at least one of strong and experienced elf have to be in Lorien. She bid her goodbye to Lycian too, saying he will be always welcomed when he decides to come back to us. They bowed and get ready for journey back to city, where was Allassa and her mate were held for five long years.
Allassa was not happy with this decision, that she must too ride with them there, but Haldir wanted her by his side and she had no word in this. As his mate, she have to be with him, when he wants it. So they went there again, introducing special humans to Maglor, who become the ruler in city. While Haldir was with them for little celebration, she went to that wing of palace, where was their room, where Milandra kept them like prisoners… this side of palace was unoccupied, so she was alone, standing in room full of memories and looking at bed, where they mated each time they could, just to save whole Middle Earth and themselves. She felt through bond, that Haldir is looking for her and she didn't have to respond, because she knew he will find her. She didn't hear his footsteps, but she knew when he stood behind her, silent and his presence strong like darkness and animal he wear in him she was still, not turning to him, not speaking. She didn't have to. They understand each other just fine through their bond.
Haldir stood behind her not speaking letting her thoughts fly to him. He hug her from behind placing his chin on her shoulder.
She lift her hand and caress his cheek, holding it into her palm.
Allassa:"All those... is still so fresh... I can see you laying there your body all from blood, cuts everywhere..." She looks at chains in wall. "Or chained like some wild animal, oh you were mad every time you wake up in chains."
Haldir:"I know. I remember everything and when I wasn't that much beaten you were drugged and unconscious on that bed breathing shallow and I was so angry on them and so afraid for your life."
Allassa:"Yes, I think they used more sleeping drug sometimes than they should, I was always so sleepy even when I woke up. But at least, we had each other, when we aren't apart we were inseparable..." She smiles nudging her face on his. "And all those hours of making love, I still remember her angry face every time she came and saw us. I still feel her whip on me after that."
Haldir:"She was lucky that I was chained because last time whip didn't stop me I almost got her but that guard with war hammer was strong and fast for that big man...But now this place will have better use."
Allassa:"Yes, Maglors people are amazing, they got too much work done in those few weeks..." She turns and look up to him. "But it still hurts me being here."
Haldir:"They did good work they will remove all chains from rooms they don't need them...but they didn't saw what we did when we were there it will hurt us always when we come here."
Allassa:"Now you see why I don't want to come here with your. It makes me somewhat vulnerable and I don't like that feeling, this all reminds me of failure I did when I let her take me so easily..." She is getting angry again just remembering it.
Haldir:"And I was strong? I could not protect you,that made me so angry that I could explode" He sigh feeling her anger. "Come lets get out of this damn room" He took her hand and lead her out.
She let him lead her away.
Allassa:"Do you think Lycian would be happy here? I think they welcomed him warmly.."
Haldir:"I hope so he can come back if he want I will keep his house empty and ready for him,but I think that if he want to have family this is best place for it."
Allassa:"You are right mate. I saw few other elves here as well, maybe there will be some elleth he will fall for. How long do you want to stay here?"
Haldir:"Why you wanna go home?"
Allassa:"Why not go home? I don't like it here, it makes me stressed and I don't feel safe."
He look at her.
Haldir:"Then let us say good bye and we can go home we did what they asked from us" He smiles at her leading her to stables.
They prepare horses and go to say good bye to Maglor, Malik, Dila and Lycian, saying they will be always welcomed here and they in Lorien, then we walk away through passage into outside world.
Allassa:"Haldir?" She looks at him. "Can I ride with you on your horse?"
Haldir:"Yes of course" He get down from his horse and help her get down from hers taking Campanero by reins and tie him on his horse helping her to mount up and he get up behind her moving forward.
Allassa:"Thanks..." She lean back to his chest looking ahead. "I feel so weird in those last days, do you think I will be sick? Can I be sick? I think I never was..."
Haldir:"Elves can't be sick only poisoned if poison is very strong but I don't think that can be possible you're shifter and wolf can smell if something is wrong with food ,maybe you're just stressed and bad feelings can make you feel sick or troubled."
Allassa:"Maybe..." She murmur, sighing and letting her darkness flow to his seeking for comfort.
He caress her hair with one hand and with other give command to horse to speed up.
Haldir:"Try to relax we can stop for rest somewhere on our way if you want?"
Allassa:"No, I want to be home safely tucked under furs before fireplace in your ... I mean our house." She closes eyes when he touch her hair purring.
Haldir:"Ok" He speed up horse even more. "I never tough that this will end like this,they were just scared and people used them."
Allassa:"Humans have tendency to exaggerate things like this and to go and kill things they don't know. One of things I don't like at them. You want help, fine, I tell you price. You accept, so don't make shouting about that. She warned them and they didn't listen. Classic human behavior."
Haldir:"Unfortunately I must agree with you on this,but we did good on this task we didn't have need to fight them thank Valar."
Allassa:"Do you think we stand a chance against Malik? He was just trying to protect his mate... and he could kill us all in seconds if he think we could hurt her." She looks still ahead. "I did the same for you."
Haldir:"Yes he could dragon can destroy whole kingdom in one wave. Four elves are nothing for him,we had luck that he is good man. I could kill too just to see you safe."
Allassa:"I know Haldir." She pats his hand holding reins. "And I accept that."
He smiles and kiss her in hair.She closes her eyes, leaning on him letting walk of horse to take her to light sleep, holding his hand in her.He let her sleep slowing down horse a bit so she can sleep peaceful leading horse beneath of tree shadows.She is dreaming about bad things that happened, about prison underground in Mordor and about Haldirs tortured body, she start shaking and whimpering in sleep calling his name all around and please their torturer to stop it and take her instead.He slowly shake her to awake her from sleep.
Haldir:"Hey that is just dream you're safe and I too no one will hurt us again."
She open her eyes full of tears, she breathes hard and look lost.
Allassa:"Haldir?" She turn herself to him. "Bad dream? Can you give me water please?"
Haldir:"Don't cry my love no more" He wipe down her tears,taking sack with water from saddle. "Here" He give her sack with water.
Allassa:"Thanks..." She drinks and wipe her tears. "I am in mess and I don't know why.."
Haldir:"It is my fault I should let you be home with Glorfindel and go by myself there not to torture you with past"
Allassa:"You needed me by your side, you told me that my place is there. And I will follow your words, Haldir. And I don't want to be with Glorfindel. I want to be with you."
Haldir:"I just wanted you close to me. I feel sad when you're far away from me" He kick horse to speed up again. "We shall be soon home"
Allassa:"Haldir, you will go back to your duties on realm and we will be apart. You need get used to it, mate..."
Haldir:"I am used on that you didn't understand me well,what I wanted to say is I don't like to leave Lorien without you"
Allassa:"Oh I see. But that will happen too my love. If white council decide they need me out and you here or on another place, we will be separated."
Haldir:"Don't remind me if my Lady of Light decide something like that I must obey I have no other option."
Allassa:"Sorry Haldir, I didn't mean to upset you too." She lift her head and kisses his cheek.
He turn his head down and kiss her lips fully.
Haldir:"Mmmh you taste so good.." He kiss her again.
She give her hands into his hair pulling his head more to her and respond to his kiss, moan escapes her lips.
Allassa:"And taste even better."
He smile to her.
Haldir:"We cannot take hands from each other even when we ride home..."
Allassa:"We didn't make love from my heat Haldir.. and I love your kisses and touches, it makes me happy and safe" She return his smile and look back ahead.
Haldir:"No we didn't we just had kisses and some small touches here and there and then we got this task. I practice to learn how to be wolf" He look in front seeing end of forest and last clearing that part them from home.
Allassa:"Well my body needed little pause after that three days, you and Glorfindel had what to do to keep me company and satisfied... it was worse than first time with you, probably because around was shifters, I mean you and Lyc, shifters of some animal as me."
Haldir:"Probably you reacted different this time cause you had animal near you. I am now same kind as you elf shifter,it sound so strange when I say it loud."
Allassa:"You will get used to it don't worry... I was just surprised my wolf didn't mate you and wanted Lycian... but she likes you more after all this."
Haldir:"She could not like me I didn't know what to do I was confused and after first time I didn't remembered everything,there we are almost home,there are tree tops of Lorien forest"
Allassa:"You should just beat me up you saw yourself when you beat Lyc and then me that she accepted you.
Haldir:"You know that I am not violent and even when you was wolf that was still you, my wolf wanted to kick your ass he pushed me to do it."
Allassa:"And that was good thing don't worry about it. If you didn't do it... well.. who knows how would it end. I don't want to speak about this more. I just want good bath and you under furs."
Haldir:"Then Lycian would win you over at least your wolf" They cross border of Lorien Rumil let them pass and they ride off home.
Allassa:"My wolf is weird." She shrugged. "When I started to see her as entity other than me as Maglor said it become complicated."
Haldir:"Anyway you go inside of house start fire I will take your horse to stable and mine wanna be free" He took off from horses saddles and reins and set his horse free Allasssa's horse he lead to stable.
She walked to house getting their bags in hall and then takes wood to fireplace and start fire then go to bathroom to prepare bath.He lead horse in stable letting him drink and put him some maize to eat and kick stable elf.
Haldir:"You sleep again get up and change shift with other boy" Elf just nod and do as he said,then he went back home.She is laying in bath her hair wet and clean she just relax here.
Allassa:"Haldir?" She check bond to see if it is he who she heard enter house.
Haldir:"Yes?" He just enter corridor taking off belt with sword.
Allassa:"Just making sure it is you..." She stands up and walk from bath, drying herself.
Haldir:"Is it my turn now for bath?" He comes closer to her. "You smell divine."
Allassa:"Yes you can take your turn and thank you.." She turns to him wrapping cloth around her.
He leave her and go to take bath he clean his body and hair feeling how hot water help him relax,after while he dry his skin and hair joining her in front of fire place.She lay down on her hands letting flames dry and warm her, she lazily look up when he comes back.
Allassa:"Feeling better?" She smile at him.
Haldir:"Yes ready too sleep peacefully finally" He lay down on furs letting fire to warm his foot.
Allassa:"Did you sleep bad in that cave last night?" She turns to him. "I slept surprisingly good, you really kept me warm and safe as you promised." She smile at him.
Haldir:"I slept like rabbit always with my guard up. I didn't believe that dragon can be good and I watched over you"
She stretch her head and caress his cheek.
Allassa:"He already had mate and show us, he is good... we were safe and before he could get to us, there was Glorfindel and Lycian in his path.."
Haldir:"Glorfindel who slept whole night like dead and Lyc was on his guard but he slept most part of night" He took her hand and kiss her palm.
Allassa:"Maybe they felt safe too? Or just know you will be guarding no matter what happens..."
Haldir:"Maybe I am glad that all end good for all of us" He turns on side to watch at her.
Allassa:"Yes, I was afraid it will be another problem and battle for us and we had so little information.. this was the best solution that can happen to us."
Haldir:"He was just fighting to get what is his like us" He kiss her and lay his head on her shoulder.
Allassa:"Yes I know my love.." She kisses is hair sniffing him. "Hmm, I like this shampoo of yours."
Haldir:"I must get new one we are getting low with it" He kiss her neck.
Allassa:"Yeah... and some lavender soap for me..." She title her head and close her eyes.
Haldir:"Yes I will take care for that too" He pull fur on them. "Good night rest well tomorrow we will get everything we need."
Allassa:"love you Haldir." She pull herself to him, laying her head on his chest and go to sleep. "Good night."
Haldir:"I love you too" He hug her and let sleep take him.
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It happened again. He wondered how she didn't sense in that cave and now again?She was restless during way to Lorien but he succeed to calm her down but now it happened again. He look at his arms claws were there and his fangs too,wolf wanted to go out. Why is this happening? Her shifter side is steady she control it he didn't shift for over two weeks and this is result? He went into bathroom to try and calm himself in hot water when he heard that she is up and searching for him in the dark of the room yes it was still night. She will now see what is wrong he cant hide it anymore. He look his hands claws were still there like reminder that he is not normal elf anymore.
She walked into room only fur around her shoulders she wake up alone before fire place and she felt distress before he closed bond.
Allassa:"Haldir?" She walked into bathroom looking at his back he is turned from her. "What are you doing here?" She looks at bath. "You bathed before we go to sleep why again now?" She looks back at him. "Why are you turned from me? Haldir?" She walked behind him and lay hand on his shoulder pressing him to turn at her.
Haldir:"Why you are up go to sleep,it is still dark" He kept his hands in water so she cant see his claws.
Allassa:"I can see it is dark. I could ask you too why are you up and in bath..." She lean on door frame.
Haldir:"Taking bath what else I could do?" He turn a bit at her. "I feel pain in my body so I decide to have another bath to relax."
Allassa:"Sorry I asked and care..." She turns and walk away. "I will be in furs."
Haldir took long breath,she was gone but how he can go back at her fangs are gone but claws were still there.
She laid fur down from her shoulders and get fire again to live she then lay down thinking and letting flames warm her back.He get out of bath dressing himself.
Haldir:"For Valar sake why?" He groan when claws cut his shirt.She lift her head and lay it down again checking bond and he is still closed from her... she start to worry more.
He get shirt on him anyway staying a bit longer in bathroom watching himself in mirror,walking slowly back to her.
She make space for him watching him.
Allassa:"Is your pain gone now?"
Haldir:"There is no point to hide this from you, look" He show her his hand.
She sits and take his hands in hers looking at them.
Allassa:"You are partially changed... I can do that too but only with eyes and teeth... I assume you are not doing it on your will." She looks up at him. "How long and why did you hide it from me? You don't trust me as your mate?"
Haldir:"I didn't change for more then week and this is result I cant control it,and I do trust you but I thought that this wont happen again so I didn't want to worry you."
Allassa:"Haldir...you worry me more when you do this and cut me out I don't know whats happening then...maybe you should shift?"
Haldir:"I thought that it will stop in that cave and that it wont happen again,you almost sniff what is happening on our way home."
Allassa:"My smell sense isn't too good as yours. But I sniffed more wolf on you yes. So it happened in cave too..." She hugs him tightly kissing his hair. "You should go see Galadriel maybe?"
Haldir:"Yes that is why I could not sleep,that would be best we can go together shut that dog exit I will turn. I can't hold him inside anymore."
She walked to shut exit and go dress herself waiting for him in corridor.
He took off his shirt and pants.
Haldir:"Stupid claws" And stand down on all four turning when it was over wolf run at her in corridor.
She opens door and walk with him towards Caras Galadhon finding Lady of Light easily it looked like she was waiting for them.He follow Allassa to Caras Galadhon looking up at Lady of Light with his tail between his legs.
Galadriel:"You have nothing to be afraid of my child. Come with me I will look at you. Allassa you too."
Allassa:"I am fine I don't have problems."
Galadriel:"Haldir will feel better with his mate near him." Allassa nod and walk with her and wolf after Galadriel to meadow where is her mirror.He follow them touching Allassa hand with his nose.
Galadriel lay her hand on his head and look him into eyes trailing with her powers in him.He shake a bit from the rush of her power in him but he stay opened to her and to Ally again.
Galadriel looks at Allassa.
Galadriel:"Come here my child." She lay hand on her belly and look at her. "Did that woman and Eliz made experiments on you too?" She shakes her head.
Allassa:"No I don't think so when they drugged me I always woke up in bed. Why it is something wrong with me?"
Galadriel:"So you don't have this problems?"
Allassa:"No I don't."
Haldir look at them not knowing what is happening then bark at them.
Galadriel:"Well Haldir you need more control over your wolf he is not normal shifter wolf. I am afraid I cant help you in this I can calm you but I cant take wolf from you. You can be unpredictable. Now did he have some difference in behavior? Allassa?" She shakes head. "He is only more taken to be with me he wants me near him all time."
He sit down listening to his Lady of Light huffing.
Galadriel:"I am sorry my brave warrior I can supervise you but this battle is on you... and your mate."
He lay down waiting for Ally to take him home.
She thanks Lady of Light and apologize for intruding her at night and walk toward wolf, kneeling down and hugging his neck suddenly.
Allassa:"I love you Haldir. We should go home, come.."
He lick her face surprised by her sudden hug ,he get up and follow her home.She let him go in house first and walks behind him, getting her boots down and walk to his room, while tossing her tunic and pants aside, laying down on his bed and look at ceiling.
Allassa:"If you want to go out to run, you can, but I wont shift and run with you tonight."
He jump up on bed and lay his head on her legs looking at her.She start patting his head and neck.
Allassa:"It must be really bad, when even Galadriel can't help you..." She sighs. "How then we have to deal with that, when even she doesn't know?"
He lick her hand and bark lifting his head up.
Allassa:"What is it my love? Come here so I can curl around you..." She turn on her side and pats mattress next to her breasts.He get closer up to her so she can curl in his fur.She copy his body with hers hugging him.
Allassa:"So warm..." She kisses him between ears and lay blanket over her, so she isn't chilly from back. "Try to get a little sleep my love, we will discuss and reason when you shift back..."
He lay down his head and try to sleep but his pain was gone.She nuzzle to him and close her eyes, caressing her fingers on his fur and she fall asleep in while, her hand stop petting him and her body relaxed around him.He shift back while she was still sleeping and he hug her continuing to sleep.She murmur from sleep, but stay still then, sleeping peacefully till late morning, when she starts slowly regain consciousness and wake up.He was sleeping next to her on his belly.She stretch, lifting her arms and moan, laying down and start trailing her finger on his arm down to his side and up again.He twitch from her touch opening eyes.
Haldir:"That tickle a bit"
Allassa:"Sorry, did I wake you up?" She pull herself to him, looking at him, her hand laying on his back. "I cant feel any pain from bond, so I just ask, are you in pain?"
Haldir:"No I feel normal thank you for asking,did you get rest how you feel?" He turn on side closer to her.
Allassa:"I am good, I don't have any problems I think..."
She lean to him and kiss his lips.He kiss her back putting his hands into her hair.She caress his sides and ribs trailing down and squeeze his butt smiling to his kiss.He pulled away furs from her to see her body touching her back kissing her again.She pull him at top of her, deepening the kiss and trailing her hands up and down on his arms.He began to breath heavily as the kiss became more intense,as she pull him on her, he slowly made his way on top of her as she spread her legs he nested between them.She slip her tongue to his mouth, exploring it and tasting him, dancing with him and trail with hand down around his spine with her nails, with other hand going to his hair and caress his scalp,moaning into his mouth.He slowly made his way to her entrance taking his member in his hand directing it into her entrance, breaking the kiss he gasp loudly as he entered her.She moan and tighten her walls around him, arching in back and breathe hard, wrapping her legs around him.He lower down to her kissing her again. He pushed himself again on her meeting her hips with his,he pulled out leaving only tip of his body in her ,then push inside again harder then before.She cries to his lips every time he make thrust like that, she dig her nails to his back and kisses his neck, sucking on spot with pulse and trailing kisses on his shoulder.
Allassa:"I should make new mark on you, the last is faded again."
Haldir:"Yes you should"
He gripped pillow under her head tightly as he began to thrust deep inside of her his thrusts were hard but slow making sure that he hit her sweet spot every time.
Haldir:"Ahh..." He groaned.
She lift her hips every time his balls pat her ass, taking him all into her and moan, biting him into neck lightly and trace his collarbone with her tongue, when she backs her head and cry in pleasure, clawing at his arms.
Allassa:"Oh yes.." She hiss.
He flipped their positions,so she now straddled him staying still on him he grabbed her by her hips and move her back and forth on his lap.She groan and start lifting and falling down on him on her own, only with him dictating her tempo, she caress his abdomen with hands and then hold herself on him, watching him seductively from half close eyes moaning.He squeezed her hips tightly as she fall down on him and clenched around him,her legs around his waist he moaned deeply.She circle her hips on his slowly, kissing him passionately and lifting herself up and down again deep and slow.He moan when she continue to ride him his breath became labored like hers he lift his hands from her hips to her sides.She ride him slowly making sure he feels every place in her, her pleasure burning in her like fire and growing from her core.
Allassa:"Haldir..."
She moans his name with closed eyes biting her lower lip.He took hold of her hips again and thrust up in her pulling her down,he thrust few more times and with last thrust he came,groaning.She moan when she feels him come, last thrust in her got her over tip, she cries and her walls start convulsing, mixing their love juices, she open her eyes breathlessly looking at him.He look at her and lift himself up to kiss her lips,caressing her cheek.She return his kiss and lean her head to his hand watching him lovingly.
Haldir:"Was it good did I pleased you?" He asked still hard breathing.
Allassa:"You need to ask?" She chuckle and lean to give him quick kiss. "Yes, you pleased me and I enjoyed it mate."
Haldir:"Yes I like to hear it from you" He hug her and pull her down on pillows with him.She let him slip from her and lay down next to him.
Allassa:"I remember that you like to hears things like that yes.. that I am happy, I love you, I want you and that you really were good right now.." She smirks at him.
Haldir turn his head to her touching her nose.
Haldir:"Smart little head,I just need to find way to please this wolf in me."
Allassa:"And you pleased him, my lord?" She smile at him.
Haldir:"If he is pleased he won't try to get out by force. I need to find out what am I doing wrong with him."
Allassa:"Well, I think it is partially my fault, Haldir." She sits up and look at him biting her lip. "Galadriel talked to me in my head when we were checking upon you and she checked upon me. Looks like you were not only one who Milandra experimented on."
Haldir:"And did she know what have they done to you?" He sit up fast turning at her.
Allassa:"Yes. I am pregnant, Haldir. Milandra found a way how to get her ovum into me and when I was in heat... you or Glorfindel is father, Haldir. Milandra got what she wanted at end."
Haldir:"What?! That can not be I won't take care of her child" He look at her. "Pray to Valar that Glorfindel is father"
Allassa:"Haldir that child you are speaking now is in my womb! Do you think I am happy about it? That I have child which don't have drop of my blood inside of me? And child that is probably yours? Milandra wanted be pregnant with you I believe she must do something that your sperm could get to it.. and even if Glorfindel is father, no one knows that. Milandra probably thought it wasn't success and then tried the other thing before we killed her, she didn't know I need to be in heat to get my body prepared for conceiving... but now it happened, Haldir. I am with child. With your child." She lays her hand on her belly. "Child who can be another Meldon."
Haldir:"That is why I am so afraid of child with that much power it can end us all she was half wizard and with my darkness oh Eru why you keep doing this to us,did she told you how long you are pregnant?"
Allassa:"No, she didn't and it doesn't matter, I want that from my body out. I wont have child from you and other woman in me! She promised me she will call Elrond and he is best at healing, he.. will abort this pregnancy." She looks away. "And make sure there is no more chances to get ovum into me again."
Haldir:"That is why she let us that few days alone thinking that we will on our free will make child for her,when Elrond come to do this I want to be by your side."
Allassa:"Yes and when she saw that I wasn't pregnant, she continued on making you obey to her. I really wanted your child Haldir.. but not like this." She shakes her head. "Even If it is chance father is Glorfindel... I don't want her in my body."
Haldir:"Still it is dangerous even if he is father of child she was not a good person and that child will only bring more suffering to all of us and I definitely don't want child with that human bitch."
Allassa:"Well, then it is okay to get rid of it. I was afraid you would not agree on this."
Haldir:"I only don't agree to see you hurt but I made peace with myself that I will never be father."
Allassa:"I wont be hurt. I wanted children yes and I was mother to Meldon, but I don't want this anymore, not after that I had to kill him to keep everyone safe. And I will murder this child too. Galadriel told me, that if I wont do it, she will tell that to whole White council and they find a way to make me obey again. So this is the best, it will be only me, you , her and Elrond knowing about this. And it is better, it is probably big now as my nail, it even cant be considered to be child."
Haldir:"Yes I know but don't be sorry for this one this is not our child and yes I know Meldon was not too but he was good only his powers were too much for him and imagine evil child with full powers like yours or mines."
Allassa:"I know my love.." She lean to him, seeking comfort, hugging his waist and laying her head on his shoulder looking at wall. "It just feels, that even when she is dead... she win."
Haldir:"She didn't win this child will not be born" He hug her caressing her hair. "I will help you with this as much as I can."
Allassa:"I am sorry to ruin your day like this meleth nin...(my love)" She nuzzle her head on his, kissing his ear. "But I wanted you to know. And I will be happy, when you will be by my side when Elrond comes and ... you know"
Haldir:"I ruined your night with my shifter problem so we are the same don't worry"
Allassa:"Just hold me Haldir, I don't want nothing more than for you to hold me..."
She whisper to him laying down with him trembling.He hug her and lay on his back taking her fully on him covering them with fur.She start to calm eventually, heat from his body and warmness of fur helping it, she fall asleep after while with tears flowing from her eyes.He felt her tears on his chest he hug her tightly letting her to sleep safe in his hold.
She woke up after few hours, looking up at him and smiling at him.
Allassa:"I am hungry. We should get up and go grab something to eat my love..."
He move hair from her face.
Haldir:"I will bring you something here ok?"
Allassa:"I told I am pregnant and you immediately start to save my strength?" She laughs. "Do as you wish my lord.." She kisses him, turning on her back so he can go.
He turn at her and kiss her as he got up.
Haldir:"If you don't like lunch in bed you can get up but I don't mind to bring it here to you."
Allassa:"Okay, I will stay in bed... I love your scent all around me.." She smirks at him.
He look at her while he get pants on him.
Haldir:"Then enjoy in my smell" He smirks back at her leaving room.
She lay back down, waiting for him and patting her stomach absentmindedly.
Allassa:"When this will end?" She sighs and get up, going to clean herself into bathroom.
He took some meat and potatoes to plate cut bread and go back in room telling her to hurry up as he passed bathroom door.She rolls her eyes hearing him, but walks back to room after some time.
Allassa:"I don't have it easy cleaning you know, you just wipe your thing, but I am full of your sperm.." She point to him, walking around in his tunic to table and take slice of meat smirking at him.
Haldir:"Very funny are you saying that ellon don't need to take bath?"
Allassa:"You need I am not saying opposite. Just I cant hurry like you." She takes meat and stretch her hand to him. "Eat."
Haldir:"Alright I am silent" He took peace of meat and bread.
They ate in silence and she then wipe her hands and kiss his cheek going to her room to dress.
Allassa:"Haldir! Can you help me tie my dress?"
Haldir:"Yes wait just a moment" He wipe his hands and went to her room to help her tie up dress.
Allassa:"Thank you my love..." She pets his cheek and walk out of room. "I will go in yard to play with Lilith okay?"
Haldir:"Ok go and play child I will take care of that bed and plate in my room" He left her going in his room.
Allassa:"I am mother now not child"
She calls after him and walks out calling dog to her and pet her throwing branch for her to fetch.He smiles when she answered going out of house,taking care of bed and bringing plate to kitchen getting out and sit down on stairs watching them play.She smile at him and after throwing branch she walks to him and welcome Lilith who put branch in front of Haldir waiting and wiggling her tail.
Allassa:"Looks like she warmed to you."
Haldir:"It looks like but I don't trust her she is sometime happy to see me sometime she want to eat me."
Allassa:"But at least it is only sometime. And not all time." She smiles at him and then looks at side listening. "Someone is coming."
Haldir:"Yes I can hear foot steps" He toss branch to dog.
There comes two galadhrims with lord Elrond, Allassa immediately go down into bow with her hand on her heart.
Allassa:"My lord. I thought it take days to get you here..."
Elrond:"Rise, Allassëa. I heard you are sick and I was near Lorien when Lady of Light contacted me." He turns at elves letting them go and walk to her.
Elrond:"We need to start meeting under better circumstances my dear." She nods at him.
Allassa:"Then I will prepare to go with you..." He shakes head.
Elrond:"No, it will be better here in your home with your mate. Greetings, Haldir of Lorien"
Haldir:"My Lord" He bows to Erlond with his hand over his hart. "Forgive me my lord for welcoming you like this we didn't expected you so soon."
Elrond:"It is all right, don't worry yourself about that. Is that your dog? Nice one, big and strong. Haldir, would you be so kind and make tea from this herbs?" He give him sack. "Your wife will drink it before we start and I need it be cold by that time."
Allassa:"I am not his wife my lord." He smiles at her.
Elrond:"Another word for mate, as you use. Come Allassëa, lets get you prepared. It will take time, that... thing you have inside of you is magically planted, it will be hard to get it from you." She bows her head showing him way into house, looking at Haldir with scared eyes.
Haldir:"Yes my lord that is my dog" He took sack from Erlond and take it to kitchen to make tea returning look to her telling her that all will be fine.
Allassa:"I hope my love.. I really hope." She then walks after Elrond, showing him into her room.
Elrond:"I wont be going all around, I tell you that what I am about to do, Allassëa, it wont be easy."
Allassa:"I know, I saw the herbs, they are for aborting pregnancy and you need to use your power to get that things from me magically and you need to make sure it wont happen again. I can die just from drinking that tea if it is badly made from herbs, or just bleed myself out when my body will try to get the fetus out. But I don't want to kill another child, my lord. Not even right after I should give life to him, when he goes from my womb. I merely lay my life in your hands and pry that everything go smooth."
Elrond:"And your mate is all right with this? He will die too, if it fails." He looks at Haldir.
Haldir:"And what choice do I have my lord? Better to end evil then to let it grow and kill us all,this is same as like I went in battle maybe I win maybe I fail and die but when I need to protect this realm I am ready to do anything."
Elrond:"Alright. I just wanted to know your opinion, Haldir. Your lady trusts you and she will be happy when I tell her that realm is more important to you than your love for this halfling and your life." Allassa rolls her eyes.
Allassa:"Like you would do that my lord." She walks to Haldir taking cup with tea from him, looking him into eyes.
"I will be all right and we will never ever need to make choices about children in future." She kisses him and then drink all cup, laying down on bed, while Elrond stand by her side and wait.
Elrond:"She will feel better if you sit by her and touches her. I heard that presence and touch of mate will help the other in bonded partnership."
Haldir sit by her side and take her hand sending some of his power to her as support looking up at Erlond.
Elrond:"In that tea you just drank was really mix of herbs to start your abortion. And herbs to get you to sleep too, so you wont be feeling any pain and Haldir too. Then when I feel abortion started I will push my magic into you and tear magic keeping that thing in your womb." He looks at Haldir. "She will probably bleeding, so if you want to get more cloth and rags under her, it will be right time to do it now. Then I will use my magic to get your womb out, so you can never receive ovum again in it by any magic." She nods at him.
Elrond:"Fine now close your eyes and let tea make his miracle to put you to sleep. And pry to Valars that you will live through this" She squeeze Haldirs hand and with I love you mate she closes her eyes relaxing her body.
Haldir let her go for moment bringing more cloth and some of them put under her others he let near by taking his place near Allassa again taking her hand in his.She fall into darkness, not knowing about her body anymore, Elrond take knife from his robe and looks at Haldir.
Elrond:"I am sorry, this will hurt you too." He make one cut on her hand, she didn't stir and it immediately get healed. "I just wanted to make sure she is out. We need to take her dress letting her only naked, so I can see how many blood will go from her." Haldire helps get her dress down, laying cloth over her breast and over her womanhood. "Now, I will see if her body is ready and if that tea started abortion." Elrond lay hand on her belly and close eyes. "It started. Haldir, even with bond, she wont feel anything, so if you will try to reach her, she will not respond. Don't panic then. There will be enough time for it if it goes wrong." Elrond lay both of his hands on her belly and start speaking in elvish.
Haldir:"I understand my lord" He watch as Elrond work on her praying to Eru to spear her life and let her live.
After some time Elrond takes big breath opening his eyes.
Elrond:"Fetus got from her womb, she will be bleeding now, to get it from her body..." He takes cloth from her lower parts and look. "It started. Haldir, this is critique, she cant heal herself now, my magic blocked her darkness from healing her, it try to defend that thing in her. It is pity that wizard woman is dead, I am really curious where did she learn magic like this. I never saw anything like that..." He changes clothes under her for clean, her blood get soaked in them, dark and ill smelly. "Black magic. I believe she will die if she gives birth to your son or daughter that could be from this." He start chanting again and with one hand goes inside of her womanhood to get her womb out, using magic to remove it from her flesh and taking it out slowly. "Haldir, get me some sack where I can get bloody rags and things I take from her."
Haldir bring to him big sack.
Haldir:"Valars they really did what they said they will she said that her father was wizard and mother high ranked healer that someone like me will never found because she is protected by high elven lords and not dead as Eliz said to us when my lady took her in Lorien"
Elrond:"I never met that ward of your lady and I never will understand, how she can keep all that facade from her. Just hope there is no more others like were they. Now hold that sack please..." He took his hand away with bloody gulp of flesh from Allassas body, there is new river of blood making pond under her. "She is bleeding too much.." He shakes his head wiping his hand into rag and lay his hands on her belly healing her. "It wont stop" He look at her face, she is pale and breathing shallow. "She will die if this continue. Haldir, do you know where she has her herbs?"
Haldir:"Yes my lord tell me what mix of herbs you need?"
Allassa:"I need nettle, goji, sulla, calamus and hot water, mix them, got to it a little of water and make strong decoction from it. Then let her drink it, it will help her to make new blood I make it quicker with magic, so she wont bleed immediately..."
He hurry up and mix everything as Elrond ordered cursing weakens in his hands her loss of blood he started to feel as his own he got back to Erlond fast.
Haldir:"It is done my lord"
Elrond:"Drink half of it you, and rest give her, but slowly, she don't have gulping reflex now, don't drown her." He changes another cloths from her. "It is on good way, blood is red now, not dark. But still she bleed too much. Haldir, if you didn't pray until now.." He looks at him. "It is good time to start. Because I did everything I can, I can only supply her with magic and kick her darkness to start healing." He touch her forehead and belly and chant. "Cut her to see if she heal herself."
Haldir drink half and lift her head up giving her slowly the rest of it then take dagger and cut her hand at first nothing happened then she start healing slowly but heal it all.
Haldir:"This is good sing?" He look at Elrond.
Elrond:"Indeed it is, yes. Go for more furs, she will be cold from loss of blood, you will keep her in warm. And give me here bowl with warm water and more cloths, she need to be cleaned."
Haldir give him what he ask for and bring his warmest fur made from bear remembering how she made fun of it when he showed it to her.
Elrond:"Good to see you are prepared for winter even when here isn't full summer yet." Haldir smile at him and start cleaning blood from Allassas inner thighs and womanhood. "She stopped bleeding, Haldir. I will check on her with magic, but I think we won her over." He lay hand on her belly and smile. "Yes, she is healing herself. How do you feel,march warden? Should I check on you too?"
Haldir:"Oh this was my youngest brother idea when he killed bear but looks like I need to say thank you to him,and I feel little odd probably because of her blood loss if you think that you need to check on me then do it"
Elrond:"I think it is only because of your bond." He wipe his hand clean and lay hand on her forehead checking her temperature. "It is possible for her to have fever, she wont wake till next day. I will come in morning to check on her, to see if everything is okay and she healed herself. Stay with her here, she will need you by her side, when she goes from unconsciousness to sleep, she will feel you through bond again. Make sure she drinks that potion you made for blood. I know where are main doors, so don't worry. Stay here. Good bye,. Haldir." He walks away.
Haldir:"Good bye my lord" He place one light fur on bed then her on it and bear fur over her to keep her warm then he take chair and sit by bed.Her breathing start to be stronger and she make small sound, going from absolute darkness to consciousness, peacefully going to healing sleep.He touch her head feeling her body temperature is going to normal he let her sleep till morning as Elrond ordered making himself comfortable on chair putting his legs on the edge of bed to sleep.He sleep deeply feeling him near her through bond make her feel safe in her vulnerable state.
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