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Allassa and Haldir	By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Allassa
Another two weeks got around us. We learned too much things and we now can communicate in both elven and wolf form and we work on communicating as one of us is elf and other wolf. It is hard, really hard, but we make progress. We make progress in everything. Even Ther let Haldir look and participate when he trains his men and orcs, probably preparing him for leading. And me? I am inclining to life in here. Starting thinking, that we really belong here and not back to other elves, who just uses us. Changer and Ther uses us too, but we have certain freedom in it. We can decide what we do, and when he order us. We can decline. That is choice we don't have in Lorien. And I start thinking, that I really don't want to go back, to be their dog. Haldir is not happy with it, he even didn't slept with me few nights because we argued. He has family, I take it. But I don't want to be slave any longer. What Sauron and century in prison didn't do, Ther mastered in three months. I was falling into my darkness. To be like I was meant for.
After the morning training Haldir came back to her in wolf form he could not sleep in other room anymore he needed her he jump on bed and curl around her waiting for her to wake up so he can speak with her.
She sigh from sleep turning on back with dry tears on face she unconsciously trail fingers to his fur squeezing it. "Haldir..." She says from sleep sighing again.
He move closer to her 'its me mate don't cry I wont let you alone again but we need to talk this isn't your home and I can not let you fall into darkness did you forgot our home sun on your face Lilith forest water from river on your skin?'
She wake up looking at him.
"I didn't forgot that. I miss it but I don't want to be slave of them again. They enslaved me because they were afraid of me and things I can do. Haldir we have great potential we can be free without them. Just me and you."
'And I shall be free with you but not if you fall into darkness and become weapon that your father wanted you to be. I am changed too. I enjoy to work with them to show my power to train all this but I will never forget who I am.'
"Haldir but this is exactly who I am originally. I am supposed to be this." She sits up looking wolf into eyes. "Imagine what all could I do if I let this to happen when they had me as prisoner...."
'Then remember your mother she would never want you to be this we have at the end to kill them Changer and Ther if he don't come with us, this is all my fault I never should say yes on this stupid task.'
"Stop. This is not your fault." She takes his head laying her forehead on his ears. "I just... all this power we have... that you are stronger thanks to me... better you than Sauron."
Wolf push his head into her lap.
"I will shift back to show you what he taught me today and I must protect you and stop you from falling into darkness.'
"You seriously think I am giving up to darkness? What if this is just how I really feel and think?" She sight letting him go so he can shift.
Wolf let out painful howl on her words and go from bed shifting back in elf.
She watch him and then reach to him pulling him to bed and curl around him with her head on his thigh and hand on her hair.
"And we were afraid it will be you and your mind who wont hold all this.... and look it is me."
"You're not weak you're the strongest woman I ever met. You will survive this. I will help you. I will train your mind as he showed us." He put his hand on her head.
"You wanted to show me what he taught you today?" She turn herself to look up at him. "He told me to come after lunch to train me. In wolf form."
"Yes I know he informed me about that he will send elf for us. You will train and I will watch. I will dress and bring Lindir here" Haldir got up from bed and got dressed in cloth Ther left for him.
"Lindir... then I should dress myself too." She takes shirt from ground getting it on and tie pants on her.
"Yes I need him to show you this bring him here and chain him on floor."
"All right" She walks to hall. "Hey my dear pet come your master wants you .." She takes him by chain and toss him to room securing him on floor.
"Alright take of his shirt and come to me."
"As you want." She tear shirt on his back taking it and tossing it to aside walking to Haldir with evil smile on frightened Lindir. "I love this...look how afraid he is of us!"
Haldir look at Lindir then at her.
"Give me your hands and I will channel you ready?"
Allassa nod holding his hands looking up at him her eyes dark then goes to his yellow.
Haldir took deep breath as all her powers run into him his markings turn blue and his right hand turn blue like first time.
"Now he showed me how to use this when I take your powers I can use them and give them back to you or. I can lock them in me and never give them back to you."
"What will you do now? It will be safer to lock them away so I won't be tempted to dark side... but Ther will feel that."
"No your temptation will fade in time. You need them for fight but look what will happen when I touch him and push all my powers on him."
Haldir lay his hand on Lindir's chest and it burned his skin he scream from pain his skin stayed red and mark of Haldir's hand was on him.
"Oh. Poor Lindir. Should I heal it for you?" She look at elf with burned chest. "Maybe next time." She looks at Haldir. "Give my powers back."
" I will give you your powers back but heal him that is deep burn and he can die. If I use this on someones head he is dead."
"You are no fun and I don't like him. But fine I heal him. Really."
"Wait you have to take my powers to channel and then to heal him"
Haldir put his hand on her cheek and give her back her powers and channel his in her. "Now heal him remember why we are here." He then move his hand from her cheek.
"I know why we are here and I want Changer dead... but I am not sure about Ther. He did nothing bad only helped us." She reply in his mind going to Lindir and heal him.
Haldir reply to her 'I wont kill him. I have other plan for him if that go well he will be free and alive'
"Good. Take him away." She stand up from elf looking disgusted. "We should let him take bath. Two weeks are showing he smell."
Haldir unchain Lindir, took his powers from her and close channeling taking Lindir to bathroom.
"There wash yourself don't try to run away they will kill you."

"I wanted to eat but I don't know what Ther want to train today so I wont eat. Don't want to vomit like other day..." She sigh. "I miss fresh food here."
"I can ask him to let me go to land of his men and hunt something. I believe that he will let me because he don't lock us anymore and there are no more guards by our doors."
"That would be good. And I could kill for mead.. but no alcohol for us... we need clear mind."
There is knocking on door and guard comes.
"Allassa Ther wants you in wolf form in warg yard."
"Tell him we will be fast with him" Elf nod and leave. "Shift here I still don't like when others look your body."
"And I still don't like shifting with audience." She undress goes to kiss him and shift.
Haldir look at her and lead way to the warg yard looking at Ther.
"You are here good." Ther said.
She wolf goes to greet Ther licking his hand but walks back to Haldir's side touching her side on his.
"I want from you today to channel at me in fight to supply me with energy. Be my mediator." Ther said.
"Yes before that I wanted to go to land of your men and hunt fresh meat and at same time to practice connection on far and when I get back we can do that what you wanted?"
"That is good idea. But she stays here to train it with me in case we need to use this in battle." Ther said.
"Of course I trust you will keep her safe? Do I need to take some of your men with me?"
"We both know she is safe here. After all we both were made to complete her. I will give you group of men you worked already. They can help you get what you need." Ther said.
"Alright I will just take bow and arrows and be on my way,and.." Haldir give Ther his hand so they connected their darkness. "Do you feel me?"
"I felt you two from moment we channeled first time." Ther smile to Haldir and pet Allassa.
"Just making sure that you're not disconnected" Haldir smirk at him and leave warg yard with three elves and two men.
She wolf whimper running after him but then stop and return to Ther, he helps her get instincts down so she is more herself than wolf and they exercise together, combining their powers.
Haldir lead company over the borders of Mordor into land of men of east his heart was happy to feel sun on his face and breath fresh air he lead them trough meadow into forest searching for something to hunt down.
"Good, now when we are channeled, I will fight with wargs and you will try to supply me with power. Don't overdo it, just a little by time is fine, after all we both need to survive. It is same princip as you did when in elven form, now we just open it and get it better for you as supply in wolf form. That was your original meaning, to supply power to dark lord." Ther say and they try, but at first it don't go, and when it go she gets tired easily.
Haldir stop company behind him when he saw deer on edge of river one arrow and he killed him with shoot in head then they went to river and Haldir took it up over his shoulders and carry it back when he saw one village trough trees.
"Who live there?"
"Men like me they have families and children we can pass by them if you need something more?" One of Man said.
"Yes if they have some fruit or cheese?"
"Then I will lead you to my woman she will give you what you want" Man said.
Haldir nod and follow man to village.
Allassa and Ther train more, just when she thought she got what he want from her warg attack her instead of him, but she run quickly away before it can lay a paw on her. 'Do something with him, he injure me and Haldir will be too and I can't heal in this form!' she said Ther in mind.
"You can, when we are channeling, you can take my power to heal, but not today." Ther got warg back to cage when Allassa fall down, shifting into elf form from exhaustion, staying laying down breathing slowly.
"Looks like that this is your limit." Ther stand above her watching her.
"Give me something to dress." She look up at him when he give her long tunic he have there for situations like this when they shift.
Man lead Haldir into his house. Haldir look around man had house like everyone and two children his woman gave them fruit eggs and small bottle of mead after that they go back passing borders again entering Mordor. Haldir was confused by what he saw they were same, village everything only on other side. Company slowly entered warg yard.
Allassa sits near cage with the biggest male with Ther giving him water.
"You are back, good, Haldir come here and give her some power, looks like she finally cracked and she is exhausted." Ther said.
Haldir put down deer and bag with other things he got from village, he kneel by her and put both hands on her head he push his powers on her turning eyes yellow.
Allassa looks up to Haldir with yellow eyes too, touching his cheek and feel better.
"Looks like today I messed up. Need more training if I have to be supply for you in battle."
Haldir kiss her and help her fully to feel better.
"Are you hungry? I have one surprise for you."
"She should eat yes, even I feel she is hungry. You need to make sure she eats better, if her body is strong, her mind is even stronger. I let you go now, I will see you tomorrow Haldir and Allassa, tomorrow. I give you free day to get yourself together and I will call for you after that." Ther said Allassa nod to that, standing up.
"I always push her to eat more but she don't listen and I told her that she needs strong body but she always eat little and say I am full" Haldir make voice to sound like her.
"Well she is small as elf, maybe it really needs a little for her. But at least make sure she eat at all."
Ther said as she roll her eyes.
"You two looked and find exactly each other."
Haldir say goodbye to elf and start to skin deer he cut of his head and take out insides.
"Toss head to wargs."
Allassa do as he told her.
"Be careful with skin, I can make you something from it..." She sits by him feeling light headed.
"I will. Do you want meat to cook in our chambers? I have apples with me cheese and eggs and small bottle of mead."
"Where did you get all that? And yes, I want to cook it in our chambers.. and I think even our pet will be happy to get something normal to eat."
"They have village one of men lead me to his home he have wife and two children they live just like us. Weird ha?" Haldir took deer again she took bag and they went into their rooms finding Lindir who was sleeping in their sofa.
"We forgot to chain him back... let him sleep, we can chain him after." She walks into kitchen corner preparing things for cooking. "So they have normal life like us, yes? Just on other side of things.. or they think we were on other side. See, why not to stay here with them? Why go back?" She turns to him.
"Again with that no?!" He groan. "We are not them how you don't understand" He unpack bag getting things out.
"You are not them, but half of me is, or was supposed to be. And I can't help it, I feel it like this... even when few meters under ground is my old cell. I can't help to feel like this is it, this is what I was directing to." She take meat from him, taking knife and slice it then get it in pot and some for roasting. "This feels right for me."
"What I have to do to make you see you're nothing like them killer who kill women children who rape is that who you are?"
"Yes I am. I killed women, I killed children. But that is what their people see when our elves and people go to war, they do exactly same. And here? They follow Ther and Changer because they believe in them, not because someone told them to. I like it. I really do. But I know you don't belong here. And I belong with you. Even when I don't like it."
Haldir stop talking when he heard chains Lindir was up going to them.
"We will talk about this later Lindir you're up" Haldir toss him apple.
Lindir get it looking surprised at him, but thank him and eat, while she turns back to cooking.
"What do you want to eat with meat? Did you get potatoes or something else?"
"No just eggs. Why so surprised Lindi?"
"I didn't think you would give me actual food. After all, I am just your plaything or pet as she likes to say." Lindir say as Allassa looks from cooking at him.
"Stop complaining or you can go back to be chained in hall."
"I didn't have better food and you're more stupid then I thought if you think that I enjoy in this. Your masters wanted this so say thanks to them when you get home" Haldir said all that to Lindir's ear so no one outside can hear.
"Are you trying to tell me that all of this is act?"
"Lesser or more. We are double agents in this." She takes eggs and get them on pan. "We need to learn control over this and Changer needs to die."
"I could not save all three elves and I would never kill elleth with child so that high healer had to die unless you wanted to offer your neck Lindi?"
"Like he would." She roll her eyes getting eggs on plates and start taking meat from pot.
"I like my head on my shoulders intact thank you." Lindir said.
"Good then stop provoking me,you fast forgot who sent me here your lord Elrond powerful who is now safe in Rivendell while our asses are cooking in Mordor remember that."
Lindir shut up only watching them.
"Haldir come take try.." She takes spoon with food blowing on it.
Haldir turn from him and go to her smiling taking spoon into his mouth.
"Wonderful its so good" He kiss her lips. "I am hungry shall I set up table?"
"Yes you can. I just get it down from fire and give on it meat for slow roasting so we wont have to check on it frequently." She smile at him kissing his tip of nose and turn to cooking"
"Lindir come here since you say that you're pet take plates and everything that table need and set it up."
"Pet not slave." Lindir said.
"You can be both. Stop complaining and work or no food for you." Allassa hissed so Lindir went and make table.
"Just set table and be happy that you're not elleth or someone would rape you by now."
"Like someone wants to rape him..." She laughs taking pot to table. "Here you are. Enjoy Lindir who knows when you will have next."
"I will chain him but with longer chain so he can go by himself in bathroom" Haldir leave kitchen and come back with chain and change it. "There now you can move more."
"Thank you." Lindir said.
Allassa sits down getting meat and sauce on her plate.
"Sit down and eat before they found we are so merciful to you."
"He is chained and don't sleep in sofa again"
Haldir sit next to Allassa taking meat into plate and sauce. "I forgot to take out bread" He got up and take bread from bag and put it on table. "I don't know why am I still showing mercy to him you remember how he act while we were in Rivendell."
"You are too soft." Allassa says to Haldir.
"You wish me only worst." Lindir said.
"As I would believe you wish me best. We don't like each other from day Elrond took me in after my escape from Mordor."
"Of course you are too much trouble and danger. " Lindir said. Allassa look at him taking piece of bread. "I am."
"And you hate elves." Lindir added.
"Some of them yes. Look what they did from me. Just to keep others safe and alive."
"You all showed that you hate us that you want us dead why should we love you or wish you good?" Haldir added.
"Then why are you doing this? You can just join them. She already did that." Lindir look at Ally.
"It is only matter of time till you see it from her perspective too march warden."
"So now I am march warden? Fuck you Lindir when you need my help I am march warden when you don't I am masters dog."
"I thought both mean same thing." Lindir said.
Allassa stood up taking him by chain and toss him to hall.
"You probably don't see who is in charge here." She chain him back to wall. "Stop with that high speaking or I will make you." She walks back looking at half of her plate. "If you will eat that My appetite got away."
Haldir came to her and lead her back to table and put her in his lap.
"Eat my love you know what Ther told you strong body mean even stronger mind."
"I can try. But I am not hungry that much." She take spoon and eat slowly.
"Eat then we can go for walk he give us free day. I can find Teo he can take us both to village ha?"
"I am not sure that is good idea Haldir. What if that only harden me on staying here?"
"I am afraid for your mind but is it good idea to keep you only here like prisoner?"
"My mind is fine. Yes I will go out with you then."
"Then you have no reason to fear do you trust me?"
"If I didn't trust you I wouldn't be here would I?" She stands up from his lap going to clean table.
"Then you need to get out and walk and feel sun and fresh air and if you have some problems with staying here we will solve that when happens" He pick rest of things from table and follow her into kitchen.
"That is the problem Haldir I don't have problems staying here. I can imagine living here for some time. To live this kind of life." She gives things into sink looking from window. "Even when Ther train us for killing... but it was our free will. It still is."
"Yes I know what is your problem and we will cross that problem when we have to leave this place and don't tell me that you're same as them because you're not."
"I am not same as them no. I just.. belong to life like this. I was living like this before... until I got under white council. I want that freedom back. Now even more."
"And you will have it. I was thinking when we lay to sleep last night. I will complete this task and I won't go back after that. I need time to be free and to put my mind together."
"We can do that. Find some place where they can't find us... but what about Lindir? I really don't want to adopt him after this like pet or child."
"We can leave him near Gondor and that is limit of my mercy for him and we are done with white council you know how?"
"We kill them all?"
"No. We are strong now they can't control our minds and if they attack us we have power to stand our ground and defend ourselves. Do you really enjoy that much in killing?"
'"It will scare you if I say yes?" She turns and look at him with dark eyes.
'"No" He turn his eyes yellow. "I feel same and when I turn into wolf even more."
'"So then yes I enjoy it. And no. I am not scared of it. I stopped being scared some time ago."
'"I don't feel anything only love for you and care for my brothers nothing more" He hug her on him.
She hide her face on his chest hugging him back tight.
"For me no one other care, only you. You are only one I can trust completely."
"I love you so much you can always trust me I will always be here for you" He put one hand on her head other on her back.
She nuzzle her cheek on his breasts nearly purring from satisfaction she feels.
He run his fingers trough her hair holding her with other hand.
"My kitten purring from satisfaction."
"Hmm..." She look up at him smiling lazily. "... so now I am kitten to you?" She nibble lightly with lips on his jawline.
He kiss her lips caressing her cheek.
"You're my little wife who purring like kitten."
"That makes you my big husband who growls like wolf." She smile at him rubbing her cheek on his.
He smile at her rubbing on her cheek and kiss her neck.
"I could stay like this with you all day."
"I can think of better positions actually but you wanted to take me out, and that I await and welcome more than laying in your arms."
"You don't like me to kiss you?" He made sad face.
"No I don't like your kisses." She let her hands from hugging him fall down looking serious.
"No?" He let her go moving hands away from her. "Then its better to find Teo so we can go in village"
"No." She look at him from under her eyelids walking to room to take cloak. "I definitely love your kisses."
He took sword and daggers. One he put in boot other on belt with his sword.
"I am ready mate and I heard what you said."
"It was meant for you to hear." She walks to him hided in cloak around her. "We can go." They walk into hall where she kick Lindir lightly to get from her way and walk from their chambers.
He walk behind her don't even looking at Lindir taking her where he was with archers.
Teo?!" Man turn when he heard Haldir.
"Yes say what is it?" Teo asked.
"Do you have free time to take us to your village again?"
"Yes. I never thought that elf can be so interested to be with humans except on battle ground" Teo said.
"He wanted to show me." She says and man nod telling others he will go to village.
They follow man.
"You don't like elves?"
"I don't like elves from your kingdoms. Can you love someone who get into your land burn your house rape your wife and daughter? Why am I explaining to you when you left everything and came to us to be free." Teo said.
Allassa looks at him reminding him their speak before.
'See they see us exactly like we see them.' Allasa say to Haldir's mind. 'And I just sympathize with them. I know very well how it is... to be taken from home and when you reach of age raped. It don't matter on which side you are. '
Haldir look at her answering in her mind
'They do the same to us let me remind you that thanks to their poison you almost died'
"Ther told us that you will lead part of us if war come and that we should listen you as we listen him" Teo said to Haldir.
"He trained me for that yes."
Allassa looks ahead of her answering Haldir in head
'I remember that. Our nations don't do anything others didn't do too.'
Haldir look at Allassa answering.
'In war there is no good side we all kill'
Teo lead them into village greet few men on the way to his house.
"You can sit in yard at the table I am going to see my wife. I will be back fast." Teo said.
Allassa nods sitting down looking at Haldir.
"They are like us. Have their families and lives... fight for things they believe are right."
"As will be my fight to keep you safe and us alive" After a while Teo was back.
"My wife will make you hot drink you never tasted something like this" Teo smile at them and sit down.
"You look quite good here. I never saw man in that hide place when I was as a child there. Did you come after Saurons fall with Ther?"
"From these lands we come my distant family served Sauron thank Gods that he is not alive. Thanks Haldir for killing that woman she was death itself but Ther is nothing like them he do not look at as us slaves. He and us are same we just learn to protect ourselves last time when elves attacked us we lost two villages but now we have ten and we are free. I have only one life and I will protect my family"Teo said.
Allassa looks back at Haldir and then down.
"Well you were probably not even alive when I got from there. It was forty years ago nearly now."
"My grandfather was but Sauron was worse thing that could happen to us we don't want him back we just want that elven lords leave us be but if they don't we shall kill them all" Teo said curling hands in fists.
His wife come with cups. "A there it is black drink try it" Teo slap his wife over ass playfully. "Bring us vine my dear wife."
"Black drink? Why black drink?"
"You see its black we make it from this black bean from trees. I can show you trees if you want?" Teo said.
Teo's wife come back with wine. "But first drink" Teo look at them and give them cups for wine.
"Ther wont let us drink to keep our minds clear. But I think that after today I could drink some."
"Did he give you day free?" Teo asked.
"To me yes he exhausted me today and I collapsed. But Haldir have to go tomorrow to train with him."
"Then you can drink and he can stay sober to take you back" Teo said.
"You want to make my wife drunk shame on you."
"Why not..." Allassa take cup and cheer with him.
"Thank you so much. Teo next time when Ther ask me to pick man with whom I wanna fight I will pick you"
"Oh stop being like that Haldir" She roll her eyes. "I can have some fun here too."
"Its just fun let her rest mind a bit. I never saw that wine kill elf " Teo said.
"Wine not but honey especially poisoned yes" Man look at Haldir..
"Yes Changer hit elves of Lorien good now they see how we felt when they destroyed two our villages" Teo said with no remorse in his voice
"Haldir's brother nearly died because of that poisoning. And me too I am healer and even I nearly died because of your poison. I made poison family dinner."
"He never wanted you two dead or his brothers someone give you that to kill you all with one strike" Teo said to Allassa
"Still it was his doing. And I have too much experiences with him from before trust me. Changer isn't on list of my favorite beings." She take long gulp from cup.
"Well no one is perfect. I think that now is better for you two to go back Ther won't be happy if night catch you here" Teo stand up to take them back.
Allassa walks silently next to Haldir speaking with him in mind
'You are right. We have no place here too."
Haldir look in front of them answering.
"I told you we are not like them when we kill Changer and take Ther with us they will try to kill us we need to plan our moves careful and to get away for while."
"We will be renegades for good. I can take it. Can you?" She reach her hand lightly bumping into his as they walk.
"Even if I can't what choice do I have? Maybe shifters accept us they wont take part in this."
"No. Shifters no. I don't want elves after them.We need to make it alone. So no other will be included and hurt."
"We shall see how end of this will affect us and then we shall see how to act Ther will teach me how to change face like his father and how in wolf form to lead wargs with you."
She is a little shocked but totally displeased with what he told her now.
"Change faces? Is that... really necessary? Haldir... mate, you are just becoming like him."
He took her hand as they entered Mordor.
"Be still my love that skill may help us when we need to run and hide when he teach me. I will teach you so we can survive alone and avoid others to recognize us,and what shall I tell him just no?"
"I don't want to change my appearance. Even if they find us, I wont do it. I wont hide on face of others.Not even with illusions. It would not be me." She shakes her head strongly.
"It wont be completely like him you see" He said bye to Teo and enter their room. "Our true look will stay this will be just like mask to help us survive"
"I will take nothing from him even if it have to kill me and you with me." She let his hand go, saying this loudly. "Never. I will never be like him and use his dirty tricks on others!"
"That won't be dirty trick you wont kill anyone for this and if I remember good we are in deep shit here" He turn her at him. "Look into my eyes" He took her hand and place it on his cheek. "I only need every skill to save us and after that we will be free."
"I don't want it." She takes her hand back. "I don't want anything. I just don't want to be dog and slave again. I don't want them to mess with me as my body that my mind. What hold me from sending Lindir to his master... in pieces? I can kill him now to show Elrond to do not mess with me again."
"Even if they want to mess with your head no one can enter it our powers are at full and that is impossible. I just want to save you and myself as for Lindir do what you want I don't care."
"You know what? I don't care too. I just take whatever they give us. I am fed up with this arguing in last days with you. You can go to sleep on sofa again." She goes into room slamming doors with force.
Haldir groan in displeasure but left her few hours alone then he go into bedroom and enter bed on all four.
"Still angry at me mate."
Haldir rub his cheek on her naked back.
"I am angry at everything. I don't know what to think about all of this. I don't want to be here and I don't want to go back." She says not turning herself. "I just want peace... I am afraid I have to die to get it."
"No if you die. I will find your ass and bring it back to life. I will tell him that I don't want to learn that skill" He got under furs and pin his body to her back. "I need you body and soul with me."
"No, do what he wants, learn that, but don't make me to learn it from you. I cant take it. I don't want to do it. I think I am going crazy here, my darkness just wants to run free here to do what it wants... I cant have that, Haldir. I don't want to be evil... not again."
"You wont be evil don't torture yourself. I will watch over you rest yourself in my hold" He turn her pull her on him. "Don't send me away from you I only have you."
"You have your brothers too, don't forget. You have someone to come back to. I have nothing without you."
"My brothers have their own lives Rumil will be father there is no place for me in their lives I only have you without you I am dead."
"I hope Ther let me be for more than one day. I am exhausted mentally, I am exhausted physically... I just want to do nothing. Not thinking not moving."
Haldir turn to lay on back and pull her fully on him.
"Rest sleep I will protect you and help you with everything."
"You should, it is your job as husband and male elf." She murmur with closed eyes.
"That is not job its my pleasure to do it" He cover her her back with fur.
"Then better do it right." She breath slowly with hand in fist laying next to her head on his chest.
He caress her arm from shoulder to hand making her relax on his touch.
"Stop it and just hug me, how I am supposed to sleep when you do that?" She squirm on him a little, trying to find better position for sleeping.
"Then good night my love, my lady, my mate, my reason to live" He hug her and close eyes to sleep.
"Good night Haldir." She fall asleep really quickly drained from constant training even his energy didn't function long in her, she just need to replace it with hers.
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Haldir
It's passed almost a year my hair was long again and hers too. Ther let my hair long he said warrior need long hair to show his full power. I know now I am different she is too we are stronger more powerful nothing scares me only thing that kept me going is my family and she. Ther took us to the land of evil men finally grass and sun but my happiness was short. I know why he took us there he give me new armor light on my skin and big well how to call it blade for cutting throats big fight awaits us he want me to lead men with Allassa against elves who made camp near Gondor lands to attack us that force was mix of Mirkwood elves and Lorien elves he give me horse like one I had on my wedding day fast horse half of men were spear men and half horseman and archers.I get them on move and soon we were on one side and elves on other it was like nightmare. I was evil and killing started first elf fall by my hand.....
Allassa uses her daggers and sword for killing, going through battlefield like silent death, killing only those, who attack her, in defense, she checked upon herself to not fall to killing spree, but still she enjoyed it, the cries of death and warm blood on her face when she sliced neck of elf before her.
Haldir lead attack on the elves from Mirkwood they had the biggest force from time to time he look upon Allassa and continue to fight Ther was between them fighting with elves from Lorien.
She was in fight with one of swordsman from Mirkwood, when Ther comes from behind her,taking her by shoulder and pull her aside, thanks to than elf stroke her with sword, she hiss in pain, but healed immediately.
"I want you to back off, it is not your place in battle. You will supply us with energy, they are tougher than I thought. Go back to safer place." Ther said and she nod quickly backing away, telling Haldir quickly what Ther wanted from her in her mind.
Haldir answer her to stay back with wargs and men who wait for second attack,when he killed elf before him. Legolas was next Haldir didn't want to kill him. They cross swords and Haldir managed to tell him that he is still by their side and Legolas pull back letting him to fight his royal guards but Tauriel run between them to defend Legolas not knowing truth guards pull away Legolas who could do nothing but to pull back.
Allassa got safely back to commanders of their second army, they immediately get her water and helped her clean blood from skin, she drink then and get on the big warg, trying to see her mate on battlefield when Ther asked her to channel him some power, she did that, her eyes black and yellow.
Haldir felt her power his eyes turn yellow in seconds he had no choice but to fight her she was weak for him he continue to cross sword with her she fall down his sword was on her neck Ther run to him.

"Kill her!" Ther shouted.
Allassa felt his distress wanting to go to him, but others stopped her on Thers command, as they said her, she has to be here and not there, so she cant interfere.
"Fuck it, he played it good..." She cuss jumping down from warg and start pacing with eyes of soldiers around her on her, she is heavily guarded so she cant go to help her mate, she even felt, that Ther blocked her mind from Haldir's.
Haldir had no choice better Tauriel then he or his mate at least he saved Legolas and he can carry message to others. One cut of his sword and she was dead. Lorien elves start to pull back message was delivered,thunder ripped the sky and rain start to fall.
Allassa paced wet as mouse as their army goes back, looking over men and elves to see her mate, she run to him, finally they let her, she calls his name jumping and ending around his neck hugging him and making sure he is alright.
"Make line again we still haven't seen Rivendell elves! Haldir be ready to lead wargs. Allassa stay here. I don't want you to be captured then they can make us weak" Ther said.
Haldir hug her and listen to him.
She nod at Ther, going to safe place with guards.
"If it will be needed, tell me when to channel power. And Ther..." She looks at him. "If you block me again from my husband..."
"I think that wont be necessary now. Go."Ther said.
Allass turn around and walk away.
"We should expect them from here, but Ther be careful if they catch you we will be forced to surrender."
"No, we don't. They will follow you. And I believe my father take me from them as I did for him. If they don't kill me. Then all man have to choose if they will follow you or go back to my father. I hope, they take the first choice." Ther smile to Haldir patting his shoulder.
Haldir look at him surprised.
"I hope that We wont come to that just watch out and call me if you need help."
"I hope too. You know I never agreed to ways of my father, but as you love your brothers, I love him. I am his blood and flesh. And it is time when elves from Middle earth find, that they are not rulers anymore. If needed, channel to Allassa, she can supply both of us and I have healer with her, so he can give her power if she need." Ther take his weapon and go to give orders.
"I know you can't run away from your blood. I will defend you on battle ground they are near. I can feel them if you see Elrond stay away from him he is best with sword" Haldir took weapon from ground and take with him part of man and wargs.
Ther nod at Haldir channeling on Allassa to tell her to stay safe with guards and to order them to set traps in case they will follow them.
When elves show themselves on horizon Haldir lead his force from left side Ther on right they started to circle elves to defeat them fast.
Allassa shows group of man with her where to make hidden pits and where get archers on trees then go back to hiding place to tent quickly made for her and commanders she pace around with healer elven man in robe looking at her.
Haldir give orders to his forces at same time as Ther and the battle started Rivendell elves shoot arrows at them.
Allassa felt his feelings sitting down and calm herself to give him support of moral and power too.
They shield themselves and push on with attack he could see only Elrond leading forces which mean that they listened to Legolas and that Glorfindel will attack from behind he let Ally know that.
Allassa reply to him that she will be prepared and run to commanders telling them to prepare for battle and they immediately start to prepare because they don't have time to evacuate her so they get her in center to keep her safe.
Haldir let her know that Glorfindel wont hurt her if they win and that he will keep her safe until he come to them when Elrond take down Ther.
She look up when elves of Glorfindel attacks them she lost connection with Ther so she channel burst of power to Haldir when she sees Glorfindel getting his way through man to her position.
Haldir saw Elrond taking down Ther as his prisoner he saw their survived men run away he took horse and ride fast back to her. Entering seeing dead mean and elves around and Glorfindel's forces who let him pass he get of the horse and run inside to her.
She stood in circle of fallen men she took their energies and powers in her her markings glowing and eyes completely dark because she is not channeled to anyone this is her own power.
Haldir came to her and stay by her side.
"Stay away from her" He point his long spear to Glorfindels face.
"Hallo to you too. Its over you can stop pretending." Glorfindel said.
Allassa touches Haldir's arm channeling half of power into him her eyes going yellow as his.
Haldirs markings start to glow trough his light armor he put down spear.
"It is not over Changer is still out there unless you got him?" He look at Glorfindel.
"No but we have his son. It is not enough?" Allassa shakes head on Glorfindels question.
"You have wrong elf. Changer is the one you need."
"No its not enough Ther is not like him he is powerful yes but more like me and if you plan to control him or read his mind that wont work." Haldir added.
"Then we go and march to their hiding place and get him together with you two." Glorfindel said.
"You think that elves can stand smell of Mordor?"
"You two are alive after year. We can take few hours." Glorfindel said to Haldir.
"I am not like you anymore."
"You are Lorien elf you are my kin so stop speaking nonsense. Take Allassa and show us how to get inside." Glorfindel said.
"Then call elves who wanna go and I will lead you on."
"Alright my men can take Allassa with them to camp." Glorfindel said.
Allassa look at Haldir telling him in mind. 'They will take me as hostage for you'.
"No she is going with me or I wont help you" Haldir take her hand in his and with right hand he took sword from dead elf next to him.
"I have orders to take her to camp and with you to get rest of them." Glorfindel said.
Allassa squeeze Haldir's hand.
"I am not going anywhere without Haldir."
"Don't make it difficult kitten I don't wants problems." Glorfindel said.
"I said no, don't make me fight you" Haldir pull her behind him. "Try to take her from me and I wont help you."
"Fine. Both of them are going with us. Inform Elrond and Thranduil." Glorfindel said to elf looking at Haldir. "Lead us ahead with her I want you on my eyes."
"Who is leading Lorien elves?"
"Lady Galadriel. We thought you are dead because she didn't felt your minds." Glorfindel said.
Allasa walks after Haldir holding on his hand.
"We know how to stop mental abusing."
"She will never feel me again. I have powers big as hers. And my brothers? Did Rumil become father?"
"No. Aurelia lost her child after stress she got through when she got back from abduction. I am sorry." Glorfindel said.
Haldir look at Glorfindel then at Allassa.
"So all what I done to save her and child was for nothig I killed my brothers child."
"You didn't killed him. Elrond was there and he saved the child. But it is weak Lady Galadriel warned them maybe it will not live till five." Glorfindel said.
"Still I ruined their happiness. Why the fuck you didn't repair that spells on realms that is all you had to do? I even kept Lindir alive even when he provoke me all the time."
"He is alive? We thought he is lost forever. That is great news!" Glorfindel said and Allassa roll her eyes.
"Really great yes."
"Yes you worry only about your own who cares what happens to dogs they can die no one will miss them."
Haldir left tent with Allassa.
"I don't want to go back with them mate. Let them take Changer and come away with me." She plea him.
"I don't want to go back too. I shall show them way and they can fight on their own" Haldir turn to Glorfindel. "You didn't answered me why you didn't repair spell?"
"I don't know. Thanks to taking side with you they let me go back to Rivendell. and I am out of white council. So thank you for ruining lives of all your friends." Glorfindel said.
Allassa hiss at him.
"I am kidding. But it is true." Glorfindel added.
"Your lords made me do this so go and thank them here is passage go into it an you will find Changer and Lindir"
"Don't make us fight you. You and her go first."Glorfindel said.
"No I wont go and you can't make me go" His hand go blue from rage. "You don't show any regret or anything for all the things we lived there so go to hunt Changer or stay like I care what you'll do."
"Haldir we are friends. At least we were before you got here. I even have one of your dogs. Don't make me to give orders to take you and her down and drag you back." Glorfindel said.
Allassa's marks glow hard.
"We are not going anywhere. You can't make us we have more power. I took powers from guards and give half to my mate. We are strong as four of you."
"If you are my friend then you wont make me do what I don't want. I have been there almost whole year you have no idea how that is without sun fresh air without your family if was not her by my side I would go crazy so I am not going back. I did my task and you still don't trust me and you all want me dead."
"Dead? That is not solution and orders we have but if you make problems..." Glorfindel looks at Allassa. ".. we have to take her to make you obey...or kill you when we see that you become one of them. Did you become that?"
"No. But we wont be your dogs again. Let us go or we make you. There will be bloodshed. I wont have mercy when I try to get my mate out of there."
"If you take her I will never obey and if I am like them Lindir would be dead and on battle ground Elrond too. I would just give all my powers to Ther and he would kill him easily and you all showed that you no matter what I do you will treat me like dog you all turn against us on that day in Rivenfell."
"You did this to yourself." Glorfindel looks at his men.
"Get them." She immediately take defense position and reach hand to Haldir.
First elf that attacked Haldir felt his hand on his face and all his power other shoot his arm with arrow to stop him.
Allassa hiss in pain her own arm hurting but she fight with elves with daggers glowing with power making them longer when Glorfindel attack her she fight him and it is seen he have problems to keep up with her.
"Stop them before more of you die!"
"I wont do that. Surrender yourself before they say you are to be killed or traitors!" Glorfindel said.
Haldir take out arrow from arm and in seconds he bring down Glorfindel.
"Touch her again and I will kill you"
"I should kill her when I had first chance to do. How far you fall because of your love. You are doomed my friend." As Glorfindel said that, there are Changers men and elves coming to help.
"Haldir!" She calls to him signaling to end Changer now.
"Can you fight Glorfindel. I know how to kill him make your mind this second."
"I will help you, but you need to surrender or to run after that. Galadriel is keeping her mind in ours, she knows everything,Haldir." Glorfindel added.
Haldir get Glorfindel up holding him in front as prisoner.
"I will give you dagger from behind you kill two Ally can kill rest and I will take Changer so all of this will be over he is the one in middle dark haired elf."
Allassa went after them, preparing daggers in hands, when they come to Changer she sidestep taking down elf on his right with Glorfindel taking left and fight with others leaving Changer without guards.
"Haldir, now is your chance!"
Haldir run to him with dagger he put dagger trough his neck and burn him with his powers as he fall down with him Changer took dagger from floor and stab Haldir's side they both fall down.
Allassa cry in pain and get hold of her side, while her enemy pierce her shoulder with sword, Glorfindel comes and behead man but she have sword in her shoulder, he take it and pull, she fall down not knowing which should she press, if side or shoulder but shoulder starts healing, but side don't, because it is not her injury.
"Mate! Mate!" She calls, looking around for her husband.
He turn himself on back from Changer who was dead and hold wound on his side.
"Haldir!" She stand up, running to him when someone take her by shoulder and give sword under her chin.
Haldir take all of his powers and channel her to heal them wound started to heal and he slowly get up.
Glorfindel knock out elf holding Allassa and she heal little slice on her neck, healing both her and Haldir.
"If you want to have some time alone, you should run now. I saw your horses on my way here. I will tell them you just need to heal from your stay here. Find place they will not find you for some time. But come back. Haldir, your brothers miss you. And your dog too. And goat. Don't forget about that goat." Glorfindel smile at them just blabbing to encourage them to come back one day.
"Then should we run? When your family wants you safe home?" She looks at Haldir. "We should return ... home."
Haldir stand up fully and come to Glorfindel.
"You think that they will accept us back? They don't want us back even my brother will hate me for what I have done to him,but you tell them what happened here."
"No one hates you." Glorfindel look at Allassa, who says silently.
"But they hate me." Glorfindel only nods. "Because of me, he is like this." Another nod. "It is all my fault."
"No I wont go back without her. I could never complete this task alone and I love her if she cant go back you can tell my brothers that they can find me west from here in three days to say goodbye on that stone watch tower."
"I will tell them. And I will be there. Run now, before Galadriel know it was me who let you free."
Glorfindel say.
Allassa takes Haldirs hand pulling him away to direction their horses are.
"I wont forget this take care of yourself or come with us if you're not sure how they will react on your story?"
"I don't know. I will see when I tell them. I will get your dog and her daughter to you. You should at least have them with you. She misses you both much."
"Fine then take care of yourself" They kick horses and ride away from him.
She looks behind them but no purchasers are sent after them.
" Are you really sure you want this, my lord husband?"
Haldir look at her.
"Yes I promised myself and to you when I said yes and take you as my wife. And I still love you as the first day."
She smile at him.
"And I am happy for that. You are my meaning to get up very day we were in Mordor together..."
He smile at her.
"My dearest Allassa,we need to find shelter before night my horse is old and Mordor ruined him. This traveling will last longer then before."
" You should find yourself Mearas horse as I have. My Campanero is alright. Even in year in Mordor... But you are right, we need shelter. I am quite drained after today."
"He is Mearas but he is old and this only make him feel worse your is younger as you are" He smile at her.
"Sorry I forgot for while you are thousands years old..." She smirk at him, turning horse to left to look over rocks there. "Try to look if you wont find some cave or something we can spend night."
He turn horse and look around then get down and walk in line of rocks leading her and horse.
"There is cave we just need to make sure that its empty"
"I don't feel darkness in it, so no creature or warg is there." She goes to place going down from horse and walk to cave with sword out of sheath.
He get in front of her looking around.
"Its empty we can rest here and move on in morning."
"Alright. Since we don't have furs with us, we should share our body heat all night. And we should get food in morning. And water, we need more water, we have only one sack."
He leave horses near them.
"I will search for river and food in morning" He find best place in cave and call her he sit down.
"Are you all right after that fight? I healed us best as I can."
He pull his cloth over head.
"All fine see?"
She trails her fingers and palm on his side.
"Yes I see." She smile at him leaning to him and kiss him lightly.
He hold her and kiss her more.
"I am all fine you healed me good and save me well us from death."
"It was you who kept us safe. You are far better warrior than me. But I fought Glorfindel and it was well.. I never thought I can stand a chance against him and look I did." She smile to his lips, getting her had from his side up to blades pressing him on her, biting his lower lip.
"He is after all ellon stronger then you but you did good give me enough time to pin him on ground" He kiss her jaw line he started to untie her tunic.
"Yes, he was tough. I could now match to Thranduil skill maybe... after all I last one round with him in past, now can last longer and maybe got injury on him..." She lean back a little to make space for him getting his armor off from him.
"Yes I almost killed Legolas he had no chance against me but thank to Valar he understood and move away on time" He took of her tunic and caress her arms up and down to her shoulders.
"But you killed Tauriel. Their captain. I think this can be problem if you want to go back to home..." She get his armor off and pull his shirt off too. "You are hot like Mordor's flame my mate."
"She didn't want to back off and Ther was near me. I had no choice. I killed her without blinking" He kiss her again slowly caressing her sides. "You're hot too at least I will keep you warm over night."
"Mhhm..." She purr to him, returning his kiss and opening her mouth luring him to there, sensually provoking him with tongue."
He kiss her lips and let her go looking into her eyes he rub her lips with his and kiss her again pushing his tongue inside he took her breast into his hand playing gently with it.
She moan to his mouth caressing his sides and lightly circling his tongue with hers sending all her love through bond to him and let him know how happy she is that they both are alive and well.
Haldir groan softly on her lips caressing her tongue with his a push one hand over her back into her hair.
She end their kiss, kissing his cheek and take his ear to mouth, sucking and biting on it, while she caress his stomach and abdomen, gently blow on his tip of ear.
He let out soft moan caressing her collarbone sliding fingers between her breasts down to her belly.
She rub her cheek on his, kissing his ear and trail with hands to his pants, untying them and caress his member. Allassa:"Just a quick love making before going to sleep please...." She pull on his earlobe with her lips.
He push his hand over hers to caress him more.
"Yes" He kiss her cheek.
"Alright..." She untie her pants, getting them down to show she has nothing under them and goes astride above him, lowering herself as he take his member from pants and direct it into her, she slowly goes down on him, taking him into her by little parts moaning.
He groan on her ear as she took him inside of her fully he let her take tempo as she like holding her only by her sides.
She goes slowly on him for few first strikes, but then fall on him harder and wilder, getting faster, she dance on his lap and moan holding on his shoulders with hands.
He run his hands over her back and over her breasts in front gasping loudly as she make him end with last hard strike on his lap. She hiss when she got over, her walls clenching and milking him still in her, she lay he forehead on his shoulder breathing hard.
"Good stress reliever.." She whisper and stand up, letting him out from her, sitting down next to him. "We really will need to find water tomorrow even for cleaning."
"I know, use one of my shirts and clean yourself and toss it away until we find river" He took of pants and lay down hugging her on him when she come back. "Good night wife I love you."
"I love you more my lord husband.. are you even lord still?" She tease him, kissing his nose. "Good night." She closes her eyes and cuddle to him sharing their warm.
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