Arlothiyenne: A Tale of Destiny | By : phatangelbaby Category: +Third Age > Het - Male/Female Views: 2421 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter Four: Dinner, A Tale of a Life, Marchwarden's Outburst
Haldir stood outside the healing talan. His mind wrapped in thought on what had just happened. Noticing her through her clothing, and for the first time, feeling a flush to his senses. Why, he could not understand. She had only just returned and he barely knew her. He looked to the sentinels standing by the door, and continued to walk down the stair and to his talan. His thoughts now, were beginning to run with him. Her face and sudden realizations about her physical appearance burned into his memory. Seeing her in that state, stirred him deeply and it bothered him in a way that he never expected. When with her, he only saw her as the child she once was, but now, more so than that. Why? Thinking of her as a child, was all he wanted to do, but in a glance that changed. He recalled the last thing he told her all those years ago, but she was just an elfling then. Then his feelings were of adoration and the love for a child. But now, her here fully gone, she was not the same. He needed answers for this newfound revelation and needed it quickly. Entering his talan, he quickly bathed and donned a new set of warden's clothing and left the talan. His steps quickening as he reached the guest talan to meet with the lord and lady. The sentinel bowed to him. “Please announce me.” Haldir told the elf. The sentinel entered and returned shortly after. He opened the door and motioned for Haldir to enter. Haldir began feeling the butterflies fluttering in his stomach. Was he nervous? He thought. Yes. The Lord and Lady sat at a small table for two, drinking their tea. Galadriel stilled as she saw him, reading his thoughts. Haldir looked away from her almost embarrassed to look. Celeborn stood and walked over to him, taking his arm in a firm elven handshake. “Haldir, come and sit.” he bid him. Haldir took a seat not far from them, and waited to be spoken to. Celeborn sat back down and looked at him, concerned. “My foster son, it is a surprise to see you here. Is there something amiss?” Haldir did not know how to act or speak, for the first time in his nearly three thousand year life. Still not able to look at the lady, only looked to his Lord. No words coming forth. His gaze shifted when the Lady spoke. "His heart is in turmoil, my love. Troubled even by new feelings he cannot understand. Is that right, Haldir?' she asked him already knowing. Celeborn looked to her then back at Haldir. “Haldir. Is what my love said true?” he asked furling a brow in question. Haldir could not speak but nodded his reply. “Aye.” he finally choked out. “Haldir, do these feelings reflect a return of a certain young female thought to be lost forever?” he questioned. Haldir looked at him and nodded again. “It does. Do not get me mistaken, I have forever glad she has return, it is just-”he stopped almost afraid to go on. “Haldir, you must tell us, what you want to know. We will help you understand the best we can. Now please, spill it.” The lady warmly urged him. "As you already know, My Lady, for many months prior to her arrival, I had been plagued by dreams. Of her. Why did she come to me that way?” he stopped but not for long, “Why is it that the feelings I had for her when she was so young, not the same anymore? Why I am noticing little things about her appearance, or staring at her all the time?” he could not stop the questions, they kept coming now. “Why is it that when I do look at her, all I want to do is protect her, shield her, and hold her close? Please tell me. Why is it that instead of total joy of her being home residing in my heart, my heart is troubled?” He was feeling perplexed now. Almost feral in the need to know. The Lady smiled gently. “Haldir, you know that time changes ones heart. Look at who you were before she first came here all those years ago, and what you were during her time here. Your mixed feelings are normal, for one who sees his one true mate after years of absence. As an elfling, you held her heart, and she knew it even then. You, on the other hand, did not see her that way, for you were much older. The connection with her, was fated by the Valar, long before she came here. Her absence, though hard on all of us, was hardest on you. Did you ever wonder why, you adored her so much, even then?” the lady stood up and walked over to him. Kneeling down in front of him, she looked like a mother comforting a child. “You stare at her because, though in your heart you hoped she would return, your mind had actually given up on hoping. You stare because, your heart is overjoyed and your mind is stunned. Though she is changed, older, wiser now, she is still the same sweet and loving young girl she once was. You predicted to her, that she would be more beautiful, and it is so. It is only natural to feel an attraction with her.” “Why me?” he asked looking down at her. She smiled at him warmly, reaching out she lovingly took his hands in hers. “Pen nath, you are meant for her, and she for you. That is your connection. Your strength is her strength, your heart is her heart. Without you, she will not be able to go on. She feeds off you, in every way. It is why the Valar chose you for this. You must be strong, Haldir, if not for yourself, but for her. In the coming weeks, she will need you more than ever.” the lady stood and looked down at him. “Haldir, I will tell you this, during her time away, it was you she missed the most, craved to see. It was you that gave her the strength to make that journey.” Haldir did not know what to say, to what he had just heard. He and Arlothiyenne, meant for each other? He could not believe it. This was a girl to whom he adored all those years ago, and it was hard to see her as more than just that. But that afternoon, seeing her there, in that thin gown, the light behind her, her curves, her body's outline. It sent his mind to other ways. He looked up at the Lady and then to Celeborn. Two more questions loomed. “How can I be strong, when one moment I look at her, I go weak in my thoughts, my strength? And the next moment, all I want to do is take her pain, protect her, shield her Celeborn smiled at him. “Haldir, when one is in the presence of their one true mate, it is natural for them to feel weak and protective. How you feel for her, is normal. How you feel for her, will guide you. Your feelings will be the strength she needs. If anything, the weakness you feel and the protectiveness, is all she needs. Arlothiyenne trusts you Haldir, you and your brothers. That is a bond within itself to help her through the task ahead of her. You love her Haldir, always have, even though she was just an elfling then, you still were drawn to her, and she to you. Worry not, allow this to take its time. There is no need to rush, what is already there. Let it grow.” Celeborn stood and came to place a comforting hand on his shoulder. Galadriel looked at Haldir, who was clearly still in awe of what he had just been told, unbelieving even. His face relaxed a little, but she could still feel the turmoil. “Haldir,” her voice came out strong, low for a warning tone, “I will add. Celeborn is right, there is no need to rush this. I want to say only one word of warning. Though you feel for our adopted daughter, she must remain pure, untouched. The task ahead of her has to be done by one that is white as snow in her mind, body, and soul. You cannot consummate your love for her. I know that it is the farthest from your mind at this moment, but I feel the need to say it.” Haldir nodded, understanding a little of what they had said. So quickly did this realization happen, even for an elf, who usually feels things so much quicker than men. He stood and bowed to them both. “I understand, though I am still perplexed, I will take it in stride. 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