Allassa and Haldir | By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Allassa
We got safely back to Lorien after crushing last camps and forces of orcs near Fangorn. Glorfindel was alive and more hero than he was before. Haldir and me lived and that was enough for us, so we let him have his fame in this war and battles. We got safely home and Haldir started to work as marchwarden again and I had nothing to do, no one of our lords needed my services as emissary, so I just got myself drown in books about anatomy and healing and even few of using forgotten and forbidden techniques, with Galadriel's guide I was more and more knowledgeable about my body and its function.
Haldir come home in late evening, I was outside reading and not even lifting my head, he stopped before me kissing my head.
"I think I got it, my love." I look up to him. "I think I know how to make this work and we could have our baby."
"Then I shall see to make you meet head healers daughter tomorrow. I did my part Orophin is now near her now she need to do hers."
"Aren't you manipulative bastard..." Allassa looks at him. "But I hope this will do good for Orophin. He deserve better."
"And what did you think that you are only one evil here?" Haldir kiss her lips. "Rumil will take care of that elleth that is in his house."
Allassa takes hold of back on his neck keeping his head in place returning his kiss and rub their lips together.
"Oh I am evil yes but you my love... you are worse I worked alone while you get all family interested. And even Glorfindel. I heard there will be hold feast when he will be better. For his defeating of Balrog."
"Yes it will be you heard good glorious feast in his name and in ours for saving his golden ass"
"What a joy..." She sigh letting him go and lean back in chair looking down at book. "I should then go and find some new dress..."
"Well party wont be that soon he still can't walk normal he is slow but back to him old self and he want to see you when you have time."
"Why?" She looks from her lap at him. "I don't want him to thank me for saving his life. I still hate myself for my reaction when he fallen... Thranduil was making jokes on that all time when we returned to camp with Glorfindel on stretchers."
"He feel guilt for hurting you and making you hate him,and Thranduil was shocked too when he fell and after all you're women its normal for you to cry."
"Yes... but you felt it too that pain here" She reach and touch his tunic in place where heart is. "It was like you lost someone very dear to you... it was weaker but I know how it feels when you lose someone who you love. We both know this we both lost loved ones..."
"I felt your pain and you felt mine. I could not breath seeing him fall and I told him well you can imagine" He sigh. "He is happy to be alive and he is making jokes again so don't worry old Glorfindel will be with us soon."
"Good for him. So he can wait a little longer before he will see me as you can see I have full hands of work..." She look at book and then back at him. "... or I should go now to have it over sooner. What do you think my love? What is your advice for me?"
"Its best for you to go when your heart is ready to speak with him he probably want to say that he is sorry like he said to me."
"Then you can tell him that it is alright he don't need to apologize. We both said things that are making us sad so we are even. I don't want to see and speak with him. I have others things pressing me and don't have time or mind for conversation with him. I need to solve me now."
"I will then. I will tell you what he told me he said tell her that I am sorry for everything I was angry but I am grateful for saving my life. That is what he said to me."
She only nods at him opening book again and find part where she ended and start reading again.
" I will go inside to make tea do you want it too?
"Tea? Yes that would be nice." She smile at him taking old book from stash of books looking into it searching for something its cover was called Blood rituals and dark magic formulas.
Haldir got up looking at book.
"Where did you found that book?"
"In forgotten part of library under actual library... where we were once remember?" She says not looking at him. "Please don't tell me you think I can do it easily I need to sacrifice something for making this work..."
"Neume told me that she can make you work without dark magic or sacrifice."
"I don't believe that. If it was so easy then there will be more elven children and less sterile ellith..."
"They are not sterile as Neume said a lot of ellith are alone or they don't want children and last thing evil that still live on this land is killing their spirit and they are afraid to give birth."
"Well I was bare and Elrond made sure I wont be... but I found this and few books from Milandra's experiments that can help me... after all she took her own ovum getting it into me so I think there is a way... and we both know you are potent. So I will make it possible... at any cost."
"Listen read all but don't do anything before speaking tomorrow with Neume she didn't told me all she said that its better to speak with you."
Haldir smile and turn her head to him.
"I can't do this on my own of course. I will speak with her and even Galadriel is trying to help so all is under control... you don't have to be worried my love. After all... there is still chance that even we got my uterus back I will not be fertile remember they told I was not making ovum in me..." She looks away from him. "I am half blood after all I never should be fertile like others probably."
Haldir smile and turn her head to him.
"We shall try everything in our power now I am going in to make tea" He left her going in house.
She get back to reading listing in book and then close it and lie it down back on others sighing heavily taking her head between hands.
"I think I should stop for now..." She mumble.
Haldir put two cups on plate and fill them with hot water putting herbs inside taking them out to her.
She looks up to his coming form.
"I ended with reading today my eyes can't take it anymore. Oh hey boy..." She scratch dog that come to her from back of yard. "Where were you sleeping hm?" She turn at Haldir. "I think we should get puppy soon he is old and last from Lilith line it will die with him... it is shame there was only males in her grand grand daughters
litter... I really liked their behavior for all those years."
Haldir give her cup placing his on table.
"Shame I shall try to find dog or wolf something to replace him."
"That would be nice..." She takes cup from him and look down at dog lying down by her legs. ".. well I think he can live for year or three longer who knows... but maybe young blood running around him will make him more active." She blow on her tea.
"You don't mind if I lay down by apple tree?" He took cup drinking looking at her.
"No I don't... you have work days behind you so please relax as you like." She smile at him. "I will go feed this old one and maybe lay with you after? If you want my company."
"Yes of course" He smile as he drink rest of the tea he got up and walk to the tree laying down in its shade.
Allassa sit there for more time then goes inside and returning with bowl of bones slices of meat and rest potatoes calling dog to her walking with him to his house and pet him while he eats.
Haldir let himself fall in light sleep with his arm over his eyes.
Allassa let dog to feed and walk to him, moving silently she sit next to him watching him for while and then lean down to him kissing his lips softly.
Haldir smile as she awake him,not moving arm from his eyes.
"Run elleth if my wife find you that will be your end."
"Would you like it if I was another elleth?" She ask him quietly lightly touching her lips on his. "Maybe it will be more adventurous for you? To turn you on because it can be dangerous? Hm?"
He move hand from his eyes looking at her.
"No I don't want another that was just joke since you wanted to kill healers for watching me."
"I was joking, I didn't wanted to kill them just pinch their eyes out..." She roll her eyes. "And you didn't want me to get my tunic down so Thranduil wont be on my ass as you said. I think we are even it this..." She give him quick peck on lips and lie down getting her head on his chest.
"I am not only one who he want near his throne actually, he is taken aback with your wolf form..." She move her head up.
"When in the name of Mordor he said that I never should shift near him or let him touch me."
"Just that you are beautiful in wolf form and we both will look good by his throne.. nothing more.." Allassa smile speaking.
"We are not pets or his play things we are elves just like him."
"I am half elf and I am definitely not like him." She huff poking him into ribs.
"You know what I wanted to say if he want to be shifter I can help him with that."
"No you can't, he will die as any other elf... he isn't like us, Haldir.. and we are not like him." She lean back from him looking into his face.
"What?" He touch her cheek. "What do you see?"
"I see ellon I love for more than half a century and cant live without him. Who is planning to turn woodland sprite to shifter.. you sure you are not hallucinating from working too much, hm?" She touches his hand with hers on her cheek.
She squeal and try to get away from his hold laughing.
"Haldir! Haldir stop it, you hear? Ahahahaha, Haldir!"
"Now you're mine" He laugh but stop holding her sides.
"Only yours..." She lean to him gently touching their noses and rub her cheek on his purring softly.
"Do you want to go for walk with me or maybe for riding or we can turn its been four days since I let him out?"
"I would love to go for riding with you..." She says to his cheek kissing him and lean back, sitting next to him. "And we can take walk with horses too on our way back."
He turn her to him kissing her deeply running his hand into her hair.
"Now we can go."
"Ummm I hate when you do this... make me all breathless from your kiss and just go doing whatever you want..." She look at him, but get up caressing her skirt of dress.
"I can continue deep in forest it will be easy" He whisper to her ear. "Just pull up your dress and you're mine"
"Oh stop it or we wont go anywhere out, but inside to bed..." She kiss his cheek and touch other. "Just your words and promises can make me ready for you..." She whisper to him and bite his ear playfully and then go away from him.
Haldir smirk following her to stable.
"Wait outside I will get our horses ready."
"Alright..." She lean on wall next to entrance and wait for him to get her her Campanero.
Haldir got out with Campanero on his right side and Súletál on his left.
"I got you lady saddle because of your dress."
"I can ride in dress without saddle or in normal saddle, but alright, I will ride in that.." She sigh letting him help her up into saddle.
"I like to watch you ride like this like high born lady" He got up on his horse and kick him softly to start walking.
"I was born like high born lady, I am still princess.. now probably queen if my people lived..." She take her horse next to him. "And I don't like woman saddle, well I look all high and mighty.. but I need to move freely with horse on his back.. I like the wilderness of ride on that..."
"Well chose what you want dear wife to be princess or wild creature like me."
"I am both, I always was..." She smile at him kicking her horse to ride faster and run ahead of him with laughter.
"High born lady cant be wild she needs to be with well manners" He push horse to catch on her.
"I wasn't taught in that way because I was locked in Sauron's hold... but my mother was queen. At least with status I am royal if not by blood." She let reins free letting Campanero take his own fast tempo.
"I like you wild. I cant imagine you to say to me my lord or act like all wife's do to their ellon. I like you to do things challenge me provoke me but you are also good wife you do house works garden work. I just cant complain you're good for me" He shrug his shoulders.
"I am trying to be good wife to you... and you didn't run or died so I think I am making it good way.." She smile back at him.
"You know what Rumil said?" He smile remembering. "That in two hours he would run mad from you he like you and respect you as his friend or sister but he would never take you as his wife."
"Yes because I wont listen to his commanding and wont stay away from weapons and exercising... he need house elleth not warrior.. " She nods remembering. "And one who don't argue with him about his decisions."
"But its stupid to obey in everything where is fun in that? I would get bored from that kind of marriage."
"I am too stubborn and wild minded to do every word you say... I am not your slave.. well in some things yes, but not in all."
"And I don't want slave. I want you as you are with all good and bad parts" He looks ahead taking her hand. "Someone is on our bed do you see leg"
"If that idiotic hero have elleth in our bed, I am gonna kill him, saver of our life or not.." She says growling her eyes turning black with yellow freckles.
" Let me go first" He kick horse going in front of bed finding Glorfindel sitting on it massaging his leg. "Are you alright? What are you doing here?" Glorfindel look up to them.
"Healers said that I need to walk and make my body work but my leg is getting tired fast and it hurts sometime"
"Then walk a little way not all way here, how did you plan to go back? Your bones were crushed what were you expecting, it is miracle even that healers get it right this good." She look down at him then away.
"They advise me to walk and to be outside as much as I can" Glorfindel look up at her. "I know that you saved my life."
"And I don't want to speak about it you should thank others healers they did more work than me. And I would do it to everyone in that position." She goes down. "Show me that leg I didn't work on that so I don't know how it is healed."
"Don't do that. I am sorry for hurting you for causing you pain" Glorfindel pull himself up to bed taking boot off he rolled up his pant leg to the thigh.
" I don't want your apology as I told Haldir. Lie down..." She walks on side of bed touching lightly his leg checking it with healing. "All bones are alright but its as they said it is better if your muscles heal slowly." She takes his leg and get it up bending it in knee trying moving with it. "Relax it I want too see how is your mobility..."
Haldir got down from horse looking at them.
"You know that your little brother is real devil he get rid of that elleth in five minutes without collateral damage he will be better then me when he get older" Glorfindel said.
Allassa looks at Haldir rolling her eyes letting Glorfindels leg on bed getting her boots down and get over him to his other side to middle of bed.
"Try to lift your leg over other to my direction."
"Do I want to know what he did?" Haldir asked as Glorfindel smirk.
"He just snoop around the house and found her letters she was writing to lover and he planted letters for Orophin to find them" Glorfindel move leg as she asked.
"You are devil." Allassa takes his leg pulling it to her so he turn on stomach. "Feel any pain this far?" She bend his leg in knee again getting it as far to hiss ass as she can.
"Me? I am not I just gave him few tips what to do and no that don't make me pain only when I walk then I feel pain in hip and in femoral,if I walk too long like now and they forbid me riding" Glorfindel said.
"Let me see that hip and femoral of yours.." She move herself up him lightly touching him there through pants and then press more on his hinge. "Does this pain?"
"Your touches only make sweet pain to me kitten"
"Stop flirting and tell me current feeling Glorfindel there can be something blocked or you will need to go for therapy exercises...." She looks at him pressing on his thigh. "This hurts?" Then press on hinge. "And this?"
"I only feel pain when you press my thigh,they say that all my nerves are fine I just need to work out my body to bring it alive again. I have herbs and creams for body so don't worry I will be good as new soon"
"Yes your nerves all alright but you need to heal muscles stretching them but not overdo it like this." She takes her hands from him sitting on legs near him. "Your ribs don't hurt? They were smashed too badly."
"I had trouble with breathing first days but now is all fine fucking Barlog almost killed me"
"Well you killed him first and we got to you in time so you are alive." She pats his arm.
"He started first he wanted to kill you both I could not let that happen" Glorfindel smile to them. "And of course I wanted to be hero again"
"You are unbelievable Glorfindel..." She shakes her head. "But don't do that again.. "
"And what did you expect from him he is back to normal." Haldir added.
"Yes well said" Glorfindel approved
"And have line of ellith in his bed, yes.. so you can leave OUR bed and go to them to make them happy."
"I don't have line I just want one and she is not interested" Glorfindel got up walking slowly away. "See you around"
"Poor you, I just hope I don't know her. And don't overdo yourself, take breaks on your way home, do you hear me?" She sigh looking at Haldir. "What did I do to deserve this?"
"What him or me?" Haldir smirk provoking her. "And yes you know her."
"Poor me and poor her..." She lie down on bed looking up.
"And why poor you do you miss something in your life?"
"Poor me to know her... and to be her, probably..." She close her eyes. "Will you stand there all evening or will you join me here?"
"You're just weird I don't understand you" He go to horse taking down his saddle setting him free then he go back to her taking down his boots going on bed.
"I can be weird and you can not understand me, but I am your soul mate and life mate and your wife..." She turn on side looking at him.
"I never said that you're not" He turn his head to her.
"She smile at him I know my love... you are good husband to me." She reach and touches his cheek.
"If you say so wife" He smile caressing her hand on his cheek.
"I say it yes... you are sometimes really provoking me with your actions, but I am not better in answering them..." She lean to him kissing his tip of nose and lean back. "Without you my life would be dull.."
"Well you sometime really are asking for it and I am unable to control my tongue so we make storm, but if this plan of ours to have child turn successful no more storms at least not in front of child."
"I agree with you on this one... and I think it can work... even if I had to sold my soul, I always wanted mine child and I really want child with you... to carry something we made from our love in me..." She lay her hand form his cheek to her belly. "Here, under my heart."
"Wait your soul?! I don't want child made with black magic and definitely don't want it to live without parents as I did."
"Why should it live without us? You don't want to have a child with me?" She sits up looking at him.
"Yes I want but not if that will hurt you or change you."
"I am prepare for it to be painful, yes... but I wont do anything that can kill us... and if it will show, we cant have child... well it will be sad, but I will feel good that I tried everything I can."
"We shall see what head healers daughter have to say tomorrow when I take you to her."
"Yes, she will tell us if it is possible or not... I will take her my notes I took over last days and show her how I think it could be done..." She lie back down.
"Yes you do that I will take you there and let you two work she feels uncomfortable to speak with me about that."
"You are ellon and speak about woman anatomy and how it works.. well that is just.. weird."
"Well it is so you can tell me what she said when you get home."
"Of course I tell you... after all you need to know.. you have role in it too, you think I can get myself pregnant alone?" She smile.
"Yes if you find another to help you."
"Are you deaf or you just don't listen to what I am saying? I want children with you, not with another, I am doing all of this for you..." She feels hurt and turn her back at him. "But it looks like you will be better with another, you have weird speaks today."
He lift up turning her to him.
"I listen to you always and you are doing this for both of us you want child as much as I do."
"So why are you implying I can find another to help me achieve that? I know you are back to your work and I was locked in my room for last days and didn't have too much time for you and your needs... but implying something like that.. that was low, Haldir."
"I have to work its my duty to work feed my family and make your life better and easier. I just said that without thinking Allassa."
"And I was searching for way to make our family complete too.." She looks away from him. "I am trying Haldir, I really am.... but I like our life in wilderness better than this."
"So what you saying that we should go away again? To live on our own?"
"No... I know you are happy here with your family, Haldir. I cant take you away from them,you will be sad again and I don't want it again..I just.. looks like today is not my good day, I am sorry."
"Listen if this work and you can carry my child we can go away for while and make it in wilderness but after that you will be safe here I cant wander around with you pregnant and risk."
"I didn't thought of raising our children alone, you don't have to worry about it. And if this can happen and I will get pregnant, I will need to be under constant check on healers so nothing can go wrong..."
"I am not worried you will be good mother. I am just saying to you what we can do." He smile to her. "Can we sleep here?"
"It is our place, so no need to ask... I don't want to go back, or I will lock myself in books again..." She lift herself up and take her hands from sleeves, getting dress down on her body.
"Good" He smile. "You should rest for tomorrow your body and mind."
"You are right... I am a little stressed from it..." She fold dress and put them on end of bed so they wont be dirty from ground. "... you have free tomorrow?"
"No I will left you early and come back for you and leave you to Neume and leave you again" He took off his tunic and lay in bed.
"I am not speaking about today, I am speaking about tomorrow... if you don't have night shift.. you know I would never want to leave you for sleeping.. unless I am not mad at you..." She smile at him.
"I don't know if they need me more I will send someone to inform you don't worry" He put his arm under his head.
"I will always worry for you Haldir..." She lay her hand on his side above hip and feel more relaxed and better when she can touch him. "So it is better for us to go to sleep, we both have too much work tomorrow. Good night mate, sleep well..." She closes eyes.
"Losta, hiril vuin (Sleep, beloved lady)" He close eyes and go to sleep.
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Haldir
In morning I went to my usually patrol watching over my ellyn and Glorfindels too since he was still weak and in afternoon I was home helping Allassa to get ready for move we need to go I said to her she just nodded and I took books from her leading her to Neume she was daughter of our head healer our last hope. Young elleth was in front of her house collecting flowers in light summer shirt and red skirt she smile as she saw us welcoming us with small bow and with hand on her heart.....
"Nice to finally meet you Neume my husband was speaking highly of you so I could not wait till I meet you." Allassa bow to elleth before her.
"You too Allassa. I hope our meeting will end in pleasure news today. Please come inside so we can speak and plan what to do." Neume said.
"Alright you two work out I will leave you and continue my work with ellyn" Haldir smile to girls and leave.
Allassa follow Neume to her kitchen and they sit down Neume getting them water and tea Allassa show her notes she taken and they discuss for some time and then Neume asks Allassa to lie down on sofa to check upon her insides.
"You were right I don't feel any uterus so Elrond took it completely.. but that we can repair on behave of your notes.. but ovary are where real problem." Neume said.
As they get inside he stop by Glorfindel's house to see how is he doing then he went to his guarding spot doing his usual patrol,while in house Neume finish check upon Allassas body she wash her hands and let her dress taking her notes to see will that can help them more.
"I am afraid that it wont work... even when we heal your uterus.. your ovum don't products ... and without that you can't be pregnant. Well I think we can start on your uterus and then I will see if we can work other parts." Neume said.
Allassa sit up nodding at her. "I thought that worst part will be with making me fertile. Looks like I knew how it ends."
Haldir make a tour over their borders and leave them going back to Neume to see how they are doing he knock on door waiting for answer.
Neume walks to open doors.
"Haldir... come inside we just ended. I checked upon your wife to see how it works inside of her."
"Neume I brought you two more books that even your mother maybe didn't showed to you" Haldir enter house letting elleth to guide him. "One is about my anatomy and Allassa's and part is journal written by Milandra and her progress on us."
"That is great maybe we find there some answers.. because as I see it now... I am sorry Haldir but I cant make her fertile when she doesn't have ovum with half of her information that need to get yours... I can give her back uterus but I cant make her fertile if her body don't know how to make it."Neume said.
"Yes I understand that but if you make her body grow uterus and ovum maybe they will product ovum but they just don't come on their place and never get impregnated,because if I read well what Milandra wrote here when she cross us over she got out her ovum and put it in Allassa maybe you can do the same with Allassa if that is possible with her own ovum if her ovaries are productive."
"That is the problem I didn't feel any ovum in her ovaries... they can be blocked of course or they cant be there at all. I will take her to healing centrum as soon as I can to look better." Neume walks to room with sitting Allassa.
"Hi Haldir.." She smile at him.
He smile to his wife and touch her hand lightly.
"One more thing I was wondering if you make her body heal then that part will be like any other like in every elleth new it wont be connected to her heritage since you will use elvish magic and healing spells."
"Heritage.. well she is half elleth and half maia, her flesh is like that and her womb will be like that. She is unique and even when she heal, she stay like that. Her anatomy is elven. But if I make her able to be pregnant, she will give all of her to her child as you will do too." Neume said.
Haldir took Milandra's diary.
"But I don't understand this thing here she wrote that Allassa is healthy and good to rise whole raise from death what is that suppose to mean?"
"Yes, she was. And she can, if we take ovum of another woman into her, she can make baby grow in her. But not her own, she isn't producing her own ovum. Until I get why, I cant help in anything. And if we can make it, that she can have her own baby... she can give it life, yes. But with her genetic. It wont be only elvish. It will be elvish, maiar and there is probability that it can be shifter too. And it will have born darkness as her mother and yours too." Neume said.
Allassa look at Haldir. "I told you, we cant have normal baby, Haldir. It will have everything we have in our blood."
"I am not worried about that I knew that will happen but look that in brackets written "I just need to block her reproductive vessels and I will have my baby" what is that?"
"That there is way for you two to have baby. I get it now! It is not, that she wasn't fertile... she wasn't prepared to have baby, she was like... child. That she didn't start her re productivity, that it took longer for her, to her ovum to be ready for impregnation. That can be possible, she just blocked her for longer time, so she wasn't ready to get her ovum into uterus... have reproductive cycle as normal elleth. If this is the thing.. she can be mother in few months or year or two... just need to grow new uterus will take few weeks, even with her healing abilities.. and then I unlock her ovaries... and after some time when we will see that she is producing them.. you can work on your baby." Neume said.
"Just take time I don't want mistakes she is my wife and I don't want to see her in pain read her journal and these too books she knows more about medicine then anyone I meet before."
"I will do that and I will prepare healing center for Allassa in few days to check upon her with better conditions... but if this can be true.. that would be little miracle. Every elleth start her circle in her first century and Allassa was two hundred and something when Miranda stopped her.. probably her body was getting ready for start it... I never met anyone who get adult this late." Allassa laughs. "That makes you pedophile my love.."
"Very funny you're enjoining don't you making me look bad?" He look at her smirking. "Then her body should work normal she will have cycle as another elleth that is why her wolf continued to have heat no matter she wasn't able to have children.So theoretically I married child or adolescent?"
"It is not exactly given when one is adolescent or stop being child, but I think she should have her cycle by then, so she was adolescent... There is no line saying where exactly girl become woman... if it is first cycle or first night with man. And she is still young, a little younger than me, I will be third century in few years and I become woman not long ago..." Neume smile at him.
".. I probably have to thank you for that. But I had my cycle in seventy years of age. So did I become adult then?" Neume said.
"He is really perverted old elf, I know it." Allassa added.
"Again I am bad?! She love him I just did them a favor my brother is blind when he cant see what is in front of him,I had to give him push and I saw how you look at him. I hope you both will be happy as I am"
"Give it time and everything will go as it have."
Neume said.
Allassa hop down from sofa.
"We should let you be, you did good job for us today, you gave us hope that I can be full elleth again. I will see you in few days, when we will go to healing center."
"It was my pleasure and I am happy to be able to help you both." Neume said.
"Thank you Neume" He hug elleth lightly. "If my brother start to be pain in ass you say to me or to Rumil we shall make him obey" Haldir smile as he lead them out.
"I think I wont need your assistance, but I will keep it in mind. Thank you."
"Well thank you... I will see you then when all be ready for us to start healing. Have a nice rest of day.." She hug her and walk after Haldir out of house.
Haldir wait for her to join him when she came to him he hug her and they walk slowly home.
"I am so happy Haldir..." She looks up at him and then back at way. "... imagine that in few years there will be running our child around our house... Thats is... just the feel of think about it.. I will probably explode from it!"
"I know how you feel" He put his hand on her cheek. "I feel same we shall have fruit from our love part of you and me in our child" He hug her tighter. "If she succeed to help you we shall be parents I just wonder where Milandra learned all these things?"
"I don't know and I hope all who knows something so bad as this is all dead... imagine how many lives hey could destroy.. and how many she destroyed.." She sigh leaning more into him.
"She cant do anything to anyone she is dead and her sister too for good at least their knowledge can be used for good things now. And her journal all those details how she worked on us make my skin crawl."
"Tell me about that.. and I thought they just let me lie there drugged... looks like she was really creative.." She shiver in his hold.
"She was discussing bitch and I ended her she died fast at least she can be happy about that" He hold her getting up in house.
She nods at him.
"Should I warm us dinner? And did you feed dog, we were away all day nearly..." She walks into kitchen.
"I didn't fed the dog. I pick up books and come to you both since she didn't took all books from library."
"Then one of us should go to feed him... I will take his portion and you can go? Are you free tonight to be home?" She walks into pantry.
He took it from her.
"I shall, free to sleep home and to go again back in morning" He go out calling dog.
She goes to make fire and to warm their meal, preparing tea for them.
He come back to her with empty bowl.
"He is really hungry where shall I put this bowl?"
"Get it into sink.... I will get him something in morning too..." She turn from table where she get cups of tea. "Sit down, meal will be ready in five minutes."
He put it in going to her he hug her while she was taking care of dinner he nuzzle his cheek on her neck.
"Hmmm?" She stop slicing meat and turn her head touching her cheek with his.
He kiss her cheek.
"Nothing I just wanted to hug you" He let her work and sit by table.
"Oh and I though you want to train for making baby with me..." She takes plate and get it before him going for hers.
"Do you want to train?" He smirk. "Listen when she start to work on you ask her whether you're going to have side effects from therapy? How you have to eat or sleep?"
"I will ask her. Maybe I cant do my work as emissary when we will be growing back my uterus... I read that it can take few months but with my healing I think I could make it in weeks." She get her plate down and sit starting to eat. "And one bad thing for you... I wont be able to have sex with you... at least not normally."
"Yes I tough that you say that will you be virgin again when you get back uterus?" He continue to eat.
"I am not sure about that... if that thing will grow again with it.." She looks at him and then back. "But I think if it be like that that you will enjoy it." She smile.
He look at her eating rest of his food.
"Alright I will take some free time when you start therapy to be with you."
"I will be under control of healers you don't need to take days off just because of that... but you could have free nights so I wont have to be alone." She takes bite on meat. "You know that I feel better with you near me."
"As you like. I can do that" He push plate away. "I am full thank you for meal" He smile.
"You are welcome." She eats slower but is nearly done. "I just hope it will be without complications."
"I hope for that too listen if they find out that there will be problems you cancel all do you understand me?"
"I understand you... and I will decide by my best though." She take last piece looking at him. "All will be alright I wont let us die because of me."
He got up smiling.
"My love I know. I believe you" He left her and went to his room.
She stand up taking their plates and get them to sink washing them.
Haldir get off his tunic and put on light shirt taking glass of wine he stand by window looking outside.
She takes her cup from table and walk through house to room where he is stopping between doors watching him.
He drink his wine silently deep in his thoughts he didn't felt her watching him.
She walks to him,getting cup on table and takes few step behind him touching his back with fingers and palm of her hand.
"What are you thinking about Haldir?"
He turn to her putting cup down.
"About usually things our lives needs about my duty nothing specially."
"You looked really deep in thinking...." She smile at him and touch his cheek going up and kiss him shortly. "Everything will be alright, don't worry yourself about things like this."
He smile and kiss her gently.
"I will always worry about you and your needs its my duty to take care of you. You're nervous too even when you don't wanna say it loud I can feel it."
"I am but why to worry you more... we both know what we want from life and from each other." She watch him lovingly caressing his cheek. "We can pray that Valar will be on our side."
"Since we are still alive they are probably on our side or they just don't want us to make a mess in Valinor" He laugh hugging her.
"Probably you are right.." She laugh and cuddle to his torso kissing skin showing from his collar hem of shirt.
He hug her kissing her in hair.
"Anyway we have better time here then in that Undying land."
"Mhhm.." She agree holding him around waist. "I am happy and safe here with you, I don't want to go anywhere..."
He let her hug him taking cup drinking rest of wine.
"I got letter from Lycian he will come to visit us."
"Oh that is good news.. when will he arrive?"
"He said that by the end of month he will be here and he said that he have interesting news for us you can read letter is still in my tunic."
She goes to bed where his tunic is laying she find letter and read it, sitting down on edge of bed.
"I see it... now I am really curious, why he is so mysterious about it.."
"Well since we had better things to do I told him that he can come or wait after your healing is complete."
"You said it right.. but I will be happy to see him, I didn't saw him from when we were visiting him few years ago." She fold letter and lay it on his tunic.
"I answered him so if he come he is welcome if he not we can go there when we find time he will understand."
"Good. I think day after tomorrow will Neume contact me to get date when I will go to healers, so then I wont probably have time for visitors..."
"That is what I said to him. And sent him answer while I was near library" He sit down looking at her.
She nods and get her boots down, moving herself more on center of bed making pillows to support her back.
"At least undress yourself if you want to sleep its hot here" He got up and took his tunic and letter from bed to make her more space taking tunic over chair and letter on table.
"Yes mommy..." She mock him and sit, rolling her skirt up and get dress over her head throwing it on him. "Will you be that good, to get them on chair too?" She smirk at him, laying down.
He catch it smelling it her scent was all over it he put it over his tunic.
"How many times I have to tell you I cant be mommy I have wrong parts of body."
"It is weird to call you daddy... but wait, you are the pedophile here, so why not incest daddy..." She laugh.
He turn back to her sitting on edge of bed.
"Then all of your lovers were pedophiles since you are child hidden in body of woman" He touch her side.
"You poor men, deceived by me... As I am responsible for liking to have intimate thing for your gender.." She looks at him. "You know how I enjoy it..."
"We are not poor we are just addicted to you at least I am" He took off boots and sit fully on bet leaning his back against the wall taking her legs in his lap.
"Then we should make sure you wont have withdrawal symptoms while my healing..." She watch him from half closed eyes smiling lightly.
He caress her leg.
"Well I don't know how I will last that long I will try my best to be good" He smile at her.
"Oh don't worry I can please you with another techniques... They are not going to sew my mouth are they?"
"No of course they wont they will try to heal you not to kill you.You need to feed good while your body recover."
"You know I had problems with eating before..." She sigh. "... but I will listen to everything they tell me."
"You have to or I will make you. This body will need that especially when healing start even Glorfindel listen to healers and you know him he hate to obey or to follow orders."
"Because he needs his body to be function again. And don't give me him as one who I have follow..." She groan moving her legs a little.
"I am giving him because at some points you and him are same and watch where you kicking with your legs or I will have to visit healers too."
"You have healer right in bed..." She roll her eyes and move herself to encircle his waist with them and get her up to him on his lap.
"Yes I forgot about that you are all in one" He smile to her holding her sides as she take place in his lap.
She kisses his chin and nose rubbing her cheek on his.
"I think Neume is the all in one for Orophin too... it was good plan after all to get the two of them together."
"We all saw that is good idea but he was blind. I always thought that Rumil will have problem with choosing wife."
"And look at me, I never wanted to have husband and see how it ended..." She kisses his cheek and bite his ear playfully.
"Yes but you never were blind like him" He smile when she bit him. "That tickle."
Tickle hmm?" She nibble on his ear with lips holding hands on his ribs.
"Are you going to eat my ear?" He lift one hand to caress her head.
"No, I am not..." She whisper to his ear blowing on it. "I am gonna eat you whole..."
"Then who will help you make baby?" He caress her back up to the neck and down to her ass.
"Only you from my stomach..." She low her head to his neck and kiss him there sucking on his skin.
Haldir:"Well that is new for me" He laugh a bit. "That is good idea"
"Mhhm..." She kisses all his neck to his jaw and lips. "I have good ideas lately only.." She bite his lower lip. "Open yourself for me mate..."
Haldir open his mouth calling her inside holding her head by neck.
She growl a little when she let her tongue slip inside of his mouth trying to dominate his, clenching her fingers in his sides.
She hiss and growl silently at him titling her head to side to give him space and dig her fingers to his side scratching down to hips.
Haldir kiss her jaw and push her head down to kiss her lips again.
"Growl again."
She growl and open her eyes looking at him with yellow in them, she get her hands under his shirt pulling it up and caress and scratch on his stomach and abdomen, growling again.
"Yes" He lift his hand to help her take off his shirt he lean back when she kiss his neck going down on his collarbone pushing hands in her hair.
"I love your reaction to this... it is exactly like mine when you growl at me while getting me ready.." She says to his skin and take one nipple into her mouth, teasing him with tongue and lightly biting him, getting on other to give it same care.
He moan when she took his nipple playing with it in her mouth.
"Only dead wont be reacting on this" He slide his hand over her belly up to her breast playing with it.
"Ummh... think I can get reaction even from dead..." She kisses his nipple and lick her was down around his belly button licking over it and start untying his pants while she ride with tongue around their hem.
He help her letting him free.
"Did you found what you wanted?"
"Yes I did... and I still want it even more now.." She takes his lower part into hand and get his tip to her mouth sucking on him and circling him with tongue, pumping his lower part and with other hand she lightly squeeze his balls. "I am demonstrating how it will be for few next months my love..."
He moan deeply pushing her head more on him moving her hair back.
"Then let me get into you while I can before you become restricted area down there."
"All in time my love..." She lean back down kissing his balls and suck on sensitive skin on them then go back, taking his all length into her mouth and move her head up and down slow at first but then faster.
"If you continue like this there will be no more time left" He groan from pleasure that she was creating for him stroking her head all the time.
She let him go from her mouth with pop sound and attack on his lips.
"Take me now Haldir.... take me now.. " She plea between kisses letting him turn her on her back and lie down on her she moan feeling all of his weight on her.
He kiss her holding himself above her he slide in whole in one move.
"Uhhh" He slide in and out slow at first but then harder and faster.
"Ahh... yes... yes... harder... please.. harder Haldir..." She move her hips to meet his moaning loudly caressing his arms and get her hands on his sides getting support for her moves towards him.
He hiss when she start to move against him he push in deep and hard when his body stiffen as he came moaning in pleasure.
She scream when his coming get her over tip of her own she lift herself half up scratching on furs under them she shake violently under him.
"Oh Valar.. Oh.. Haldir... Haldir..." She lie down breathing hard looking at him.
He lower down and kiss her breathing hard like her he pull from her and lay on his back giving her space to breathe.
"What ever you did it was good even my markings start to glow."
"I didn't do anything, you did..." She turn her head at him smiling. "I am happy our neighbors are living a little far away, because if they heard this...." She laugh turning to side and lie head on hand. "I love you."
"First house to us is Rumils" He smile. "We should really try to keep our sounds lower and yes I love you too even more."
"I don't control my screaming and crying when I explode from you..." She move and cuddle to his body. "Just prepare fur on end of bed, I am too hot to get under it.." She kisses him good night and lie head on his arm. "Sleep well my love. You have to get early to work." She close her eyes and goes to sleep.
"Good night" He hug her and fall asleep after her.
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