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Allassa and Haldir	By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Allassa
We spend four beautiful days in Grey Havens and on last we went for ride on beach before we leave. To travel to Lycian and his city. We enjoyed our stay by sea and in walks, exploring city and speaking with other elves and of course making love hoping I would get pregnant. But we had no luck, I everyday were checking upon my belly but there was no new life. Haldir told me that I should not stress for it, that it wont help, only worse things. But I really want to make him happiest husband here by giving him child of his own.
I rode my horse and Haldir run around in his wolf form, we were ready to leave for night and Haldir said it will be better for one of us to stay in elven form, so I volunteered to do it. I was secretly afraid of pain of shifting from last time and I will feel better with my pack around me. Wait a moment. I have only Haldir now, when Lycian become alpha of his own group. Well at least I have him all for myself.
"Come on Haldir, we are going on road again!"
Wolf follow her from behind of their horses slowly as they left port behind five days went away a blink of an eye.
She rode occasionally looking at him even when there are bond she prefer eye contact to see all is alright.
Wolf look up at her but continue to walk behind sniffing ground going on left side of her horse.
"Just don't go too away from me... you know I should not stress myself..." She smile at him and look behind at his horse walking behind her his reins tied on her saddle.
Wolf look up at her and huff taking same tempo as her horse then go in front of her making small empty space between them.
She follow him whistling silently.
"Haldir .." She call to him. "... I am bored. I even think if I should shift too...."
He turn fully at her stopping before horse and bark at her.
"What?" She takes reins to her stopping horse looking down at him. "Speak to my mind I can't understand barking in elven form.."
'Go in forest tie horses I will turn back and watch you shift' He sit down.
"Fine..." She take horses from path leaning into forest and go down tying horses to branch waiting for him.
Wolf run away from her look to shift coming back as elf.
"Give me pants."
Allassa went in back taking them and throwing them at him.
"Here you go my wolf prince."
"Thank you my princess" He took pants smiling he put them on and took his boots from horse. "Now I know that you're afraid but I am here to help you."
"What if it will hurt again and I lost consciousness again?" She gets her boots down and start undressing.
"It can't hurt you more then me first time when I shifted. It was like someone kick me and brake my bones.
I will take half of your pain."
She looks at him getting her wedding ring on chain.
"I don't want to cause you pain Haldir... but my wolf needs to go out."
"I can stand it just don't worry I will help you and you will feel better when you let her out."
"Alright." She looks up at him with frightened eyes. "I am going then.." She close her eyes and call wolf to her starting shifting she groan and goes on all four her body changing slower than normal with pains and sounds of changing bones.
Haldir channel her taking part of pain turning his eyes yellow and his marks blue trying to help her as much as he can.
It takes longer than normal for her but she shift completely silver she wolf laying on ground instead of elleth she looks up at him licking her nose whimpering.
Haldir kneel beside her caressing her head.
"Good girl now let me look at you" He took her front paws checking bones then her sides then back legs playing with her tail. "You're good to go."
She lie her head on paws huffing and closing eyes. 'Tired'
Haldir look at her asking. 'Do you feel any pain?' Try to get up you need to work out your wolf body'
'Tired. And ache in low belly. Scratch me? ' She turn on her back showing her belly and wriggling tail.
'Yes I will but promise to get up after that?' He scratch he touching her lower belly little pressing. 'In time you will feel better '
She huff satisfied and then turn and stand up shaking her all body and fur. 'Scratch behind ears now?' She walks to him rubbing her side on him.
He scratch her between ears and under jaw on her neck.
She makes happy sounds and stand on one or second paw stretching her head up. ´Feels good.´ Then she takes step back looking at him. ´Want my mate.´
'I am not sure that is good idea he was long without you' He looks at her thinking what to do.
She title her head to side shaking it, trying to think better as elf. ´You think you can attack me?´
'No I didn't think I will attack you just he will maybe try to have you and you don't feel very well and I can't help you as wolf if something goes wrong or you suddenly feel pain'
´You are right... but she is trying to take over and just want her mate, she was long out.´ She sit down licking her paw. ´And its true, if I get hurt in any way I can't heal and we are not good in channeling as wolfs both of us´.
He caress her fur between ears and on back trying to calm wolf. 'I promises her that she will see her mate next time you shift I will stay all day and night wolf just to be with her'
´You try to get me or her pregnant?´ She makes joke and rub her head on his chest. 'Can I run around? To stretch legs?'
'I think that.... that will be same our child will be their child too. Yes you can run around I sniffed river not far away go if you are thirsty howl if you need me I will make camp here' He stand up letting her go.
She turn around and run in direction he showed her, sniffing water after some time, she run fully through wood letting wolf take over her and just be happy from freedom.
Haldir unload horses letting them be free to eat grass and enjoy in free time he place furs on ground two bowls getting fire started to roast meat and potatoes.
Allassa run to river and drink then turn back and trot back to his position getting from other side of him walking to his side and nudge him with her muzzle. ´Back.´
'Oh Valar you're so wet and your muzzle is so cold' He turn to her. ' Hungry?'
´Was in river. Shift back.´ She turn and start shifting, it takes lesser time and she moan as elf now sitting on ground.
"I fee like when I got first few shiftings, like new shifter, its so painful..." She catches tunic he toss her. "And yes, I am hungry."
"Well you didn't saw me, Glorfindel did. I was shifting slow it was very painful. I hoped that I will lose consciousness and stop feeling pain but that didn't happen. I felt every bone braking now its far easier but its still painful"
"I know Haldir, trust me." She get dressed and sit on other side of fire. "It took years for me to get to that easy shifting you saw first time and then I shifted normally from standing, you still needed to kneel in start."
"I have to every time when start legs don't want to listen if I don't kneel I can fall" He put meat over fire. "I let horses free they wont go far and our stuff are there" He point with his hand in that direction.
"Good..." She lie her hand on her belly and close eyes concentrating on checking on her inside. "All is well, no damage done to new part while I shifted."
"Good to hear that" He turn meat and move to her giving her light kiss.
She return his kiss touching his cheek.
"You worry too much for me my love. All is and will be alright. I promise."
"I will always worry and love you" He took small piece of meat and give to her. "Eat take bread from bag I forgot it."
She reach to bag on her other side and taking bread from it.
"Here we go... thanks." She takes meat blowing on it and then eat it. "Mhhmm...good but too hot."
"I just got it from fire I should give you plate" He lean over to other bag taking it and give it to her. "Better?"
"Yes thank you." She reach and kisses his cheek taking dagger and slice bread giving him part.
Haldir smile taking bread and slice part of meat to eat giving her more on plate,putting aside potatoes to slowly roast.
"If you continue to feed me this way I will get fat Haldir." She eats meat and bread. "And we don't want that do we..."
"As you said long time ago I never saw fat elf" He laugh. "My love you can't get fat with all activities we have in our lives."
"You are right but still I need to be in good condition." She smile watching him laugh feeling happy.
"You will be and you are my dear wife" He took potato out. "You want one?"
"Half of one will be enough my love I have all this" She show him plate with meat.
"Alright" He took potato and peeled it taking knife and cut it on two half's giving her one. "Here my love."
"Thank you Haldir.." She takes it and with small bite eat it. "Oh its sweet potato... try it its good."
"What would you tell me if i start to call you Vixel?" He look at her eating potato.
"Why?" She stop eating potato nearly falling down from her hand. "Why would you do that?"
"I don't know that just came to my mind. When I once called you that way when we made love remember when we were free"
"Yes and our love making stopped after you said last part of that name.... It was name given to me by him and he called that imposer he created from my darkness by that... I am not Vixel, I am Allassa."
"I don't know why I did that. I just felt strong pull from your darkness and called you like that."
"Yeah and I thought you got possessed by Sauron and was afraid of you for few hours. I am not her I am not so evil." *She look away from him feeling of her happiness getting away.
Haldir touch her cheek and suddenly hug her on his chest to comfort her.
"I am sorry for bringing this up. I remember how scared you were from me."
"Oh.." She let surprise gasp from her mouth. ".. a little warning before you do this suddenly. I nearly mashed potato on both of us... and I remember it too... Your eyes and marking were glowing when you called me that and I really thought you are not you..."
"Sorry if we get dirty because of me. I will wash out tunic" He look down to her. "It was me but too much darkness was freed we were channeled while we made love."
"And until you said that name it was really really really good... we should make it again sometime.." She smirk into his tunic. "But without Vixel of course."
"Yes without her we should try that maybe then you will carry my child."
"You think we need darkness to make our child?" She looks up at him.
"Not in that way you thin just as help or when you get in heat maybe then" He look at her caressing her cheek smiling.
"Heat is made to get female pregnant and after three days of fucking I think every one must get pregnant..." She smile at him.
"We just need to leave stress behind and not think of it just to make love and enjoy in each other. Now get rest I will clean up camp and with first sun we can move on."
"It will be in few hours..." She looks up to sky. "... we can travel as long as we can." She stand up and goes to bag making pillow from it.
"You rest I will take care of all" He took fur waiting for her to lay down. "This will keep you warm. You know what we didn't do for long time?"
"Hmmm...." She think and then shake her head. "I don't know.. what?"
"Cross swords" He look back at her while he put out fire.
"Yes you are right... we didn't... maybe we can while we will be in Lycians home." She lean her head down on her hand. "Come to me mate or you will keep watch over me from there?"
"Just let me clean all and I will be with you" He pack rest of meat and potatoes they didn't eat and pack all in bag going to her taking off only boots. "Move or I will use you as bed."
"That is treat or promise my lord?" She move back letting him lie down next to her she reach to him and kisses him. "You taste like sweet potato."
"Promise turn your back to me I want your ass in my lap" He said to her ear.
She shiver and half close her eyes.
"As you wish my lord." She kiss his chin and turn to other side sighing when he press her to him.
He kiss her neck holding her hips pressing her on him.
"You shiver my lady I wonder why?"
"Because your seducing is affecting me my lord." She answer to him and move her hips to find better position.
He caress her neck with his lips breathing on it finding spot between her tunic and pants and slide his hand in.
"Aah, Haldir..." She moan and turn head stretching her neck more for him. "... I thought you want me to rest?"
"I never said that I wanna rest I told you to rest and then you called me to lay by your side so you asked for this."
"I asked for this? You know I feel safer and better when I am falling asleep with you by my side... and I am asking for this? Males..." She shakes her head.
"Why you get upset? I was just teasing you. You respond so beautiful on my touch" He kiss her skin behind ear.
"I am not upset my love.... and that tickle and you know it. And I am your mate and wife it will be bad if I wont respond to you..." She lay her hand on his still on hip under her pants.
He smile moving his lips from her neck.
"You're all ticklish show me where you are not?"
"I can imagine all places where I am..... oh maybe forehead isn't ticklish..." She turn head up to look at him with body staying in his hold. "...you know my body nearly better than me, so you know how it works."
He pull his hand out of her pants and let her turn at him.
"Forehead you say?" He kiss her there. "Youre right there is safe to kiss."
"See... I didn't lie." She smile at him and hold his hand in hers. "Can I cuddle to you or you still prefer my ass in your lap?"
"Yes you can cuddle on me because if you give me your back again. I will continue where I stopped and you wont get any rest."
"And rest is important for now. We can make love later in our stay by Lycian, but now we will rest." She press herself against him getting her face on his chest.
"Yes sleep well we have few hours before dawn" He hug her. "Good night my lady."
She close her eyes pressing her cheek to him and hug him too.
"Good night my mate, sleep well. I love you." She fall asleep after while his heartbeat function as lullaby for her.
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Haldir
After two days we were in hidden city to find big surprise time there were still passing different then in rest of world. When we arrived we found snow and very happy Lycian with girl next to him his mate he welcomed us in his house speaking about his life and strange turn of events then I asked how he become pack leader......
"That is funny thing to ask I never wanted to be pack leader we have now twenty wolves and when she came I wanted her even more when she turn in heat but I could not mate her and my fight with others was for nothing I become alpha" Lycian look at us disappointed when she smile to him and touch his hand.
"What you mean you could not mate with her?Like wolf or elf? She is human you could like that well I don't need to explain you.You make Ally to obey you."
"Its not like that come with me both of you she will shift and then you will understand." Lycian lead us on meadow where some of his pack members were playing she took off her cloth and only necklace was left around her neck she started to shift I could hear breaking bones and her pain she was feeling pain shifting like me but when all was done she was nothing like me she was something between beast and human walking on two legs or four if she like almost two meters high, now I understood Lyc. I watched her in awe without words...
"She stays humanoid in some parts. How is this possible?Is she daughter of someone who Milandra was making experiments? I never saw shifter who shift like this..." She looked at creature before her surprised. "And I totally understand that you cant mate in wolf form."
"I never saw something like this" Haldir look beast from all sides. "Can she understand all that we speak?"
Lyc just nodded as yes.
"So all is like normal shifter but she looks like this. Is she wolf in head or human when she shift? I mean, how she behave, you saw me as wolf, I can be in my mind or let instincts over and be like wolf and elf is hidden..."
"Well that is crazy part she just change skin mind is always hers" Lycian said
"She doesn't have wolf cravings and instinct? She then isn't true shifter but shapeshifter or something like that..."
"She never lose control her mind is always hers she don't kill unless she want to" Lycian said.
Allassa looks at Haldir surprised.
"You know how this look, right? Like evolution of shifters to better one."
"Yes I can see that she looks like that she can kill us easy she is next step for them as our children will be for elves."
"If I got pregnant and we can have more than one child." She reminds him. "But you are right, she is killing perfection in this form... and if Lycian got her pregnant, her children and children of their children in few centuries will all look like this and normal shifters will be extinct if they mate with them."
"Look her hands human fingers all five."
"She can climb tree in blink of eye" Lyc added.
"And she has more reach limit for choking you or kill with nails. Well I am happy she is on our side.."
Allasa smile at them.
"Yes but one knife in head or in heart and she is dead and she will grow old and die" Lyc said.
"I didn't want to say it loudly.. but yes she is human and she will die in few decades." Allassa looks sadly at Lyc. "But you love her."
"I know but I love her and her shiftier side will make her live longer then simple human but in compare to life of an elf that is short" Lyc added.
"Yes you are right. But I am happy for you that you finally have someone you love and care about."
Allassa smile at him caressing his arm. "Even when you have your own pack I will still see you like pack mate."
"I will you both still see as part of my pack but we live far away and I just need to make my life normal he have you and now. I have her" Lyc said.
"Yeah that is right... I have Haldir." Allasa smile at Haldir touching his hand.
Haldir took her hand in his.
"She was that surprise that I was speaking about" Lycian gave her cloth and let her go to shift back.
"Then it is good surprise. And even better you became alpha you always have leadership in blood."
"Yes tell that to Haldir he wanted to bite off my head when he saw me for the first time" Lyc said.
"You sniffed around other predators female you got what you asked for." Haldir simply replied.
"He nearly bite my head after that too because my wolf liked you and nearly let you jump her." Allasa smirk at him and squeeze Haldirs hand.
"I saw that while that blond good for nothing elf was holding me with sword on my neck" Lyc said
"Don't remind me of him... I was happy that I didn't hear about him for some time now..." She groan.
"Why? If I remember right you three were....?" He stop speaking as his mate came back in human form.
"We were and for forty years we are not. I will tell you some other time." She smile at him and then at girl.
"I am sorry its not my place to ask come I will show you your room where you can rest and unpack" Lyc smile and lead them in east wing of castle far away from place where they were prisoners of Milandra.
"This brings memories...." She look around. "But you rebuilt it good." She walks with them entering room. "Wow didn't know there were chambers like this..."
"It was not that hard we did most of it while Maglor was alive now his children run this place young blood work faster and they are good people" Lyc smile to them seeing their faces he knew that their memories about this place were not happy.
"I am happy it ended well like this.. that many shifters have community like this and they can turn to others..."
"Yes its good to have home not to wonder like I did. Dinner will be in few hours you two come down in main hall ok?" Lyc smile going to door to leave.
"Yes of course thank you Lycian." She walked in room more looking around. "It feels nice.. like home."
"Home? We had better home in Mordor then here. When I remember what she did to us. I could kill her again. That girl is definitely one of her experiments."
"She is daughter of one of experiments, she is too young to be Milandras.. that was more than 40 years ago.. and she looks like twenty five top. And I wasn't speaking about home then, look how it looks now, you have three rooms and bathroom here."
"You asked she didn't say anything and she can be her daughter twenty years difference think about it."
"Like Milandras daughter? Haldir that can't be true, maybe grandchildren if she get pregnant with you and had baby..But I don't want to think about that."
"Maybe she had child before she got us or she had more girls like you to carry her child."
She look away from him.
"I don't want to hear more about this... she is dead and she stays dead. Thanks to her I can't have baby and its questionable if I even after healing can!"
"Fine I will shut up" He rise hand and go to unpack their things.
Allassa walked through rooms, there is one that looks like common room with sofas and chairs, one bedroom and rest one looks like common room and work office together.
"Bedroom has balcony from which we can see city underneath..." She return to him calmer this time.
He turn to her.
"And do you like what you see?"
"Not really. But people here did big work on this place in those decades.. I still feel bad and insecure here..." She says quietly.
"We wont stay long few days and we go home my love try to rest and relax do we have kitchen here?"
"Umm, I will look again..." She return to first room from where are enters to others finding small kitchen. "Yes, its opposite of bathroom!" She calls to him.
"Good I shall make tea to calm down do you want it too?" He took pack with herbs going to her.
"I am not sure tea will help too much in this place... but do it anyway and make mine stronger than normal..." She open door to kitchen for him standing on its side.
"I know. I will make my stronger too. I like our friends here but I don't like this place it just" He look at her getting in going to table.
"I understand Haldir, we both feel insecure here and there are more than many bad memories and still we don't know all of what that.... woman did to us." She walked to common room sitting on sofa.
Haldir let water to warm up while he search for cups when he found them he put herbs in and fill cups with water carrying them to her.
Allassa looks at him as he get cup before her on table and sit next to her leaning to his side immediately letting him know through bond she looks for comforting.
Haldir hug her caressing her head and hair pulling her on him trying to comfort her as much as he can.
She sigh holding around his middle like her life depends on this.
"I hate this place. And it psychical terror to be here but Lycian live here and I like him so we need to endure this."
"Yes it would hurt him and others too if we never come to see them" He kiss her forehead. "He gave us room in other wing of castle far away from our old room."
"He knows how uncomfortable we are here so he tries his best to comfort us too..." She nudge her face on his collarbone kissing front of his neck. "... he is good friend after all we got through."
"Yes he is" He lower down and give her light kiss on eye. "He liked us and life in Lorien but he need mate as I."
"Yes I know. But human? Like really? He will be heartbroken..and imagine she will grow old and he will be young..." She sigh. "I cant imagine to have sex with old man while I am looking like this.."
"Well when you love someone you do that what would you do if I am human?"
"I will be alone because you will be dead. And I probably too because I can't be without you." She cuddle on him.
He took cup with one hand and give it to her.
"Drink and relax no more stress talk."
"I love you. Is this good talk?" She looks up at him taking cup and drink slowly.
"Yes that is much better I love you too my sun" He smile taking his own cup to drink.
"But still... I can't stop thinking about this new shifter form... I know we can kill her anytime but still somehow it scares me."
"I will protect you even from her if I must. She can be killed maybe she is big and half human half beast but we are fully wolves fast and with animal instinct that can help us survive."
"I know my love that you will keep me safe." She kisses his chin and drink again. "As I will have your back"
"Better have my front side from back I cant do anything" He smirk.
"You have dirty mind my love." She lay empty cup on table hugging him again. "Looks like I affected you."
"No you just support my dirty ideas and show me few more."
"I am naughty elleth what else can I tell you..." She smirk lifting head and take his lower lip with teeth sucking and nibbling on it.
He smile while she was holding him and kiss her mumbling on her lips.
"Hmm?" She title her head a little and sigh to his lips.
He kiss her fully as she let go of his lip.
"You taste like tea."
"Maybe I will be calming like the tea..." She smile kissing his cheek.
"I don't know you always make my blood run faster. My heart beat fast. And from you, soft spots become hard"
"Hmmm then not calming at all." She hug him around neck. "I tell you secret..." She lean to his ear. "You have same effect on me."
"No not calming but exciting" He turn her head to kiss her neck. "Your pulse is so fast my lady are you alright?"
"With you I am always..." She smile at him nudging her cheek on his getting on his lap sitting astride.
He smile.
"Well my lady I am glad that you are well and happy by my side."
"You should be..." She lay her head on his shoulder turned with face to him. "...I am sleepy... did you put something to that tea to make me sleepy?" She yawn.
"No just made it stronger as you wanted I can move and make you space to rest I am not sleepy and I wanted to go and see what they did with lower parts of this castle."
"Will you be alright going alone?" She get from him and stand up. "I will go to lie in bed for little..."
"Yes I will be don't worry rest yourself you can call me if you need me. Beside that I wont be long." He got up standing by her side.
"Fine.. just be careful, yes?" She caress his arm to hand and then turn going to bedroom undressing her tunic on way there.
He follow her.
"Will I get goodbye kiss?" He lower down to get it.
She kisses him softly and smile.
"You will be away only hour or longer, so stop saying things about goodbyes.." She sit on bed taking down boots and work on pants.
"Let me help you with pants" He came from her behind reaching with his hands front side breathing on her neck he painfully slow untie pants pushing them down holding her hips. "And underwear will stay or I shall put it down?"
"Well the real question is if you want to go to see that lower part of city or stay here and see mine lower part...." She turn slightly head to him reaching behind and caress his side.
"Your lower parts are far more interesting then this castle but you wanted to sleep so... I will hold my desire inside and let you sleep and rest at least you're not nervous anymore."
"No I am not... your tea did good job. You can continue in this when you come back from city and I will be rested" She turn and touches his cheek. "You know I like when you wake me up."
He kiss her lips and her cheek smiling.
"Rest well and I will be back in hour tell me just do you want to come down for dinner as Lyc said or shall I bring you here to eat?"
"I forgot about that... we should go down to him, it would be right thing to do, so we wont offend him." She lie back taking blanket over her. "I will be waiting for you."
"Yes you're right I didn't think about that. I wont be long sleep. I will leave you" He kiss her forehead and leave room.
Allassa cuddle under blanket more falling asleep quickly and sleep for some time without problems then nightmare from memories at this city slowly comes to her and she start tossing and she kickt her blanket away from her.
Haldir didn't want to tell her but some of his memories of torturing have come back and he wanted to see what they have done with that rooms and laboratory under the city.
Allassa get calm again after while sleeping soundly but whimper and mew sometimes when her subconsciousness starts to work on her dreams again, she sees Haldir on table with Milandra over him with knife slicing his lower belly, she wants to go there but she is chained to wall, she fight with chains but she cant do anything, she cry in pain together with him in dream.
Haldir got down over stairs entering room which he cannot recognize there was no chain left no torturing devices he touch wall where were once blood but now room was clean and freshly colored with new shelves some books bed in middle of room window partly open.
Allassa wake up with scream sitting and breathing hard looking wildly around her with tears in eyes. ´Mate!´ She calls him laying down into ball trembling.
He move his hand when he heard her calling him.
'I am coming back' He run back leaving room coming up to her.
She only move head to see him run into room.
"You can get that sword back to sheath, I just had really awful nightmare..."
"What happened I felt your distress like someone is torturing you?" He kneel by bed.
"I saw you on operation table while Miranda was doing something to your lower part of body and I was chained and cant get to you... it was like opposite how we remember, or was me who was on table and you who were chained, wasn't it like that?" She cries cuddling her pillow. "Haldir I hate it here...."
"That is just your mind your mind is playing with you nothing can happen to you now we shall stay two days as we promised to Lyc and then we shall go home."
She nods at him.
"Do we have time before that dinner or I have to get up?"
"You don't have to get up its still early there is no one in grand dinner room."
"Then I order you to come here in bed and hold me."
He take down belt with sword and boots and lay behind her holding her body against his.
She press her back more to him still little trembling.
"In whiles like this I really pity Galadriel can't mess with our minds anymore... wouldn't be better to forgot all those things what happened here? Even after half century I am scared of women we killed together."
"You can let her to take that memory from you but who knows how that will end and your mind can respond bad."
"My mind is in mess even without her getting into it..." She sigh closing eyes. "... and I don't want her to look through my head. Even when she helped me in healing.. I don't trust her completely."
"And she don't know everything what is in your mind."
"She doesn't need to know everything.... we still do terrible things on our own people to keep some secrets.." She move a little in his hold.
"Yes I know what I did and if I knew what will come out from that I would never accept him in our bed."
"I wasn't speaking about Glorfindel only Haldir, but yes, he is our main problem and main secret..." She turn to him looking in his eyes. "You killed, we betrayed our kind many times but after all.. they were just asking for it, They were using us as they liked so what should they expect from us? I am not pitying choice we made with Glorfindel as our lover. There is only four of us living who knows how it was between us. We three and Lyc. And he wont speak, when he didn't till now and he heard and saw us when I was in heat and we were locked in that old dungeon."
"All what you say is true but last events elven lords knew how will end. I told them you told them but they didn't want to listen, but blood of Legolas is on Elronds hands he made that mess with Ther."
"Yes that is true. It wasn't our fault. But still they don't need to know everything. They kept too much updates and checking on me and then on us, that its miracle they didn't sniffed something like this." She caress his arm and lie her hand on his side.
"That isn't miracle that is our mind we are strong even stronger together" He put his hand over hers.
"We are." She smile at him. "See how your presence calmed me down... you should not leave my side in this place my mate." She nudge her nose on his playfully and lovingly.
"You wanted to rest, I thought that you will sleep well not with all that painful memory coming up as nightmare"
"I didn't plan to have them, they just showed up..." She sigh letting him be. "I could not control it, i didn't have one in... years I think."
"My love I didn't mean to hurt you more" He push her head on his chest to calm her knowing that his memories are coming back too. "I know this place is not good for us."
She cuddle to him.
"I feel like little child being supported by mommy right now..." She looks up. ".. and I know you miss some parts to be my mommy, you are telling it every time."
"Yes I miss parts" He laugh lightly looking down to her. "You will be mommy if Valar let us to have child."
"I hope for it." She smile back hugging him. "Daddy..." She smirk.
"Yes that we will be and you're right its better for us to have boy."
"Little Haldir junior... running around will small bow and sword." She giggle imagining it. "He will be your little copy, blue eyes, blond hair and all.."
"Maybe it will be your copy with dark hair and blue eyes running around with dagger."
"And taking home every lonely animal he can find... I prefer your copy more maybe, after all even when we have big yard I am not sure it can hold pack of wargs and wolfs and oliphant or something like that..."
"If he is copy of me you would have pack of wolves in your yard."
"Better than beast I can manipulate, don't you think?" She entwine her legs in his. "But the biggest beast.. I have now in my bed. You think I can control it or it will eat me?"
"When in all these years that beast didn't hurt you he wont do that now when he cant live without you."
"Hmmm I really like your answer Haldir." She smile kissing him softly. "My yellow eyed monster of Lorien."
He looked at her with brief flesh of yellow in his eyes.
"Yes I feel you do."
She bite her lower lip.
"I love when you do this on right times as this,.. you have really good talent for that."
"Your words my lady are making me do this" He say that on her ear blowing on it.
"Are you aware that you are seducing me, my lord?" She trails one finger from his side to hand and shoulder to neck and to his lips encircling them.
He look into her eyes and suck her finger lightly.
"am I?"
"Definitely." She nods moving her fingers to his cheek and then into hair pulling him to her and kiss him.
He close eyes and welcome her kiss pushing tongue inside to find hers.
She growl softly at him poking his tongue with hers and deepen the kiss.
He put one hand on her side and suck her lower lip.
"We should get ready for dinner"
"Just a little longer, you know how I like kissing..." She makes puppy eyes at him licking her lips. "...then we go to dinner to Lycian and his woman."
"Alright just one more deep passionate kiss" He kiss her again pressing her with his body.
Allassa moan to his mouth trailing her tongue in his mouth exploring it and caress and pull on his hair.
He push on her more holding himself above her.
"I have to stop now or you will lose your underwear."
"I can lose it after dinner, what are you saying, hm?" She smirk at him. "We cant let them wait can we..."
He smirk at her moving away.
"After dinner I can only fall down and sleep like dead."
"Oh poor me..." She sits up looking around for her tunic and pants. "...now, need to look representative..." She takes tunic and pants dressing in them. "Can you do my hair?"
"How do you want your hair Lorien look or just one braid or just combing?"
"This isn't official dinner it is? Just comb it and make one braid...." She sit before him with her back to his front.
"No its not I am just asking how you want it and you said so I will do it as my lady command" He took comb and run it trough her hair pulling it all back then he made three parts and turn her hair in one big braid.
She turn as he end and kiss him.
"Thank you my lord. Your hands are creative as always."
"Can you just comb mine I look like I was with head on forbidden place" He smirk.
"And that place is?" She takes comb and kneel behind him quickly getting his hair in place.
"Use your imagination and you will figure out."
"I wanted to hear it from you personally... you naughty marchwarden...." She lay comb down kissing his neck and whisper to his ear. "It is not forbidden place, its your privileged place."
He bit his lower lip.
"I like when you whisper on my ear."
"I know..." She kisses his ear licking it and lean back. "Come or we end in bed again with you in that forbidden place..." She smirk at him going to doors.
He sigh when he felt her lips and tongue on his ear.
"Yes we should go" He lead her to in dinner hall holding her hand Lyc and his woman were there already and a lot of other sifters they already started to serve dinner.
"Look like we are right in time.." She smile at them and let Haldir get her in chair to table.
"Yes, good timing. Did you rest well?"
"I had a little sleep, yes."
He return her smile starting to eat feeling his hunger more when food started to smell under their noses.
She smile for herself and speak with Lycian about his leading of shifters and changes he did in society here slowly eating while conversation continue.
He listen to them asking something between their talk interested in his progress on this place and they could not brake spell so they are stuck with time difference.
"I cant imagine who can be so powerful to get spell like that over all this place and not even Gandalf can broke it..." She drink a little of wine.
"Who ever did we never found and Milandra never said in her books that we read" Lyc said.
"Probably it was there like that when she come here too... now I understand where she can make those all experiments, she lived longer because of this place.. so she can experiment on people maybe even two or three century.. bitch."
He touch her hand to calm her.
"Yes bitch some of her experiments died on the worse possible way" Lyc said.
After long talk and eating they both bid them good night and go back to their room to spend night.
She walk in bedroom first taking down her clothes and walk in panties to bathroom washing herself quickly and walk back.
Haldir undress make up bed and wait for her warming her spot.
"Good night.." She smile and kisses him, let him hold her on his chest while she goes to sleep with him calming her sleep through bond so she wont wake up screaming from nightmares.
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