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Allassa and Haldir	By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Allasssa
Three months flowed around us like mad and I was in my fourteen week of pregnancy. Glorfindel listened to Haldir and packed his things, returning to Rivendell. I don't know if Haldir and him did plan about losing his memories, I was too tired and weak from morning sickness and even little workout around house and animals was taking its prize. I was all day laying down in sofa or on our bed. Neume told me, that it would be away in next two weeks, that I just need to hold myself. Curuphin continued his trial to become royal guard and Haldir was training him and another ten candidates. Sometimes I just didn't know who got home more tired, if my husband or my nephew. Like this morning, I opened my eyes as we slept outside in our bed in woods and there was big surprise.
"You didn't wake up all night and you don't look like you will vomit, how are you feeling?" Haldir was awake too, even slightest of my movements and he was ready to call Neume or to get me morning tea for pregnancy.
"I feel good. Like really good." I checked upon child in me and it was calm and alright.
I smiled at Haldir turning on my belly continue doing nothing in bed as he got over me kissing back of my neck and pressing himself lightly on me, I finally felt like this day and next that are about to come will be only good.
Haldir held his arm over hers lightly touching their fingers together he was longing for physical contact with her but he was also afraid of hurting her he kissed her neck, barely touching her back with his chest.
Allassa closes her eyes smiling softly.
"How do you see it today, you need to go back to training yard?" She hope he say no, because he come home everyday in sour mood and he is behaving colder than usually.
"You will be alone over night but now I am free for you" He rub his nose over her neck.
"You will go to guard on border in night? So Arun will be here, right?" She shiver by his contact.
He run his lips over her neck and ear speaking.
"Yes he will keep you safe and I wont be guarding I will train them for night attacks."
"I see. So it will be better to sleep at home tonight, right?"
"Yes he will sleep on tree.You wont even see him"
"I was not speaking because of Arun. I was speaking because of your training."
Haldir move away and lay on his back.
"I will be with them all nigh."
"I will be home, it will be better." She stay laying on her belly.
Haldir turn on side caressing her back.
"How you feel?"
"Sleepy. But finally my stomach don't feel like tornado is living in it." She turn her head to other side to open eyes to him.
"Better" He smile. "I will close our bond over night so you wont feel me"
"It will be that drastic?" She turn herself fully to him. "You can't close our bond, what if it will domore bad than good, you feel constant flow of darkness between us to our child."
"It will be rush but not worse then all days before will you be able to sleep when you feel me all night?"
"I feel you normally all days, I don't see why this should be different? I will make lavender tea before I go to sleep and I will be fine."
"That is because all days I was just shooting on them and giving orders now I will hunt them."
"Hmm... that sounds like fun. You hunted me down few times too when we were in wildness... and on our wedding too. I liked that." She smile.
"This won't be same love I was playing with you."
"Sometimes it didn't seem like playing, but fine, I get your point. Just don't kill your nephew, will you?"
"He hate me and his father too."
"Why is this again? You are not doing anything wrong, it was his choice to get to those trials and you wont let him pass just because he is family."
"I can't even when he is family."
"He have no reason to hate you Haldir. He is young and complicated in his age. Our children will be same in time." She lift her hand caressing his arm.
"He think that we do this to make him fall but he is not ready."
"He is not, he don't have experiences and age to this. I am not even sure if I go get through those trials if I tried."
"I went trough them when I was 120 years old."
"Still young I think, but you are different from him, you lost your parents, took care of siblings and you needed job to keep everything going."
"Yes but he have what his father and I lost. He don't have my problems he can still be child."
"That is what I wanted to say. That he can be normal boy, not you or his father, even when it is nice of him, wanting to be like you, but still... he have time."
"A lot of time but he want this so he got what he wanted" He look at her. "That commander that helped him I just don't know what came into him to do that?"
"Maybe Glorfindel? He has his hands in this too.." She turn back on belly thinking and waving hands. ...maybe he wanted to please him so he helped him? What if he is his lover?"
"It doesn't matter Glorfindel is now in Rivendell he...or better to say we escaped our evil fate."
"That is true, I don't hear rumors anymore since he is away." She nods.
"He is out of their eyes and that wizard helped him so even if someone want to look in his head will find nothing."
"So he don't remember anything we did intimately, right? But what if he start to feel back his feeling for us when he come back? You saw it with me, even wiped memory, I somewhat know you are dear to me."
"Yes like yours mind once his is now. I hope he wont remember he pleaded me not to do this but I had no choice."
"Wait a moment, you did this.. " She half sit looking at him seriously..". against him?"
"He accepted but as closer we get to it he was trying to get out of it he wanted other way. Do you see other way?"
"Without losing everything? No.. but.. what did you do to that wizard, he must know what we did when he erased those memories."
"He wont say Lyc saved his life so he just did what Lyc asked for without questions."
"I hope you are right and you know who to trust." She turn herself on back looking up. "I don't want to get up, but my bladder is reminding me that I need to take care of it."
"Well in that I can/t help you. At least we are outside you can do it where ever you want" He got up from bed waiting for her.
She sigh standing up and taking tunic around her shoulders letting it be open and walk to one bush far from bed.
He follow her nude standing behind of her.
"Can you turn around at least Haldir? How would you feel if I watch you pee?" She turn at him raising her eyebrows.
He mumble growling but turn around crossing arms on his chest.
"Don't growl at me, you make me nervous watching me and I can't relieve myself.." She makes few steps from him hiding and get down taking care of her business.
"Are you done princess? You're hiding like I never saw you."
"Shut up Haldir, you are not helping me..." She walks back to him. "I just don't like anyone to see me when I pee, whats so bad about it? You don't like people watch when you shift and me too, take this like its same problem." She roll her eyes.
"I don't like to someone see me shifting because its horrible. Pee is natural I saw you peeing when you were wolf."
"That is not so bad as when I am an elf. I just can't pee if you watch me like hawk Haldit, it makes me nervous."
"More like bear" He growl laughing.
"Bear. Really." She walks around him not laughing at all going back to bed laying on her back caressing her belly. "Neume told me that my belly will be growing more now."
"What? You don't think that I can be bear?" He look at her belly. "Baby growing belly too."
"I think you hurt your head somewhere probably."
"Just you take care of yours if I am hurt that is my problem."
She roll her eyes turning her back to him taking blanket over her.
He lay on back as before closing eyes as sun rays came over his eyes.
She fall into sleep quickly breathing slow and steady.
He was awaken letting her sleep he got up taking pants on him and tunic leaving her looking around.
She turn on other side as after few minutes Arun jump before Haldir.
"My lord, should I keep check on her?"
"No its fine I still feel her and I won't go till night fall. The last part of training only two of them are really ready to be guards."
"Yes I watched you few days ago and I think maybe one or no one will past last trial." Arun nods standing up looking at Haldir with his one eye.
"You are not pleased, my lord, I can see it in your eyes."
"I bring too much stress home my woman is with child and she need peace and care. I can't give that to her when I have to be all night with them and they are not ready. You saw what Curuphin did he disobeyed direct order and end up with healers."
"Your nephew is trouble maker and what is worse, there are group of them follwing his lead. He should be putted down before others but that will probably make him hate you and not open his eyes. About that stress thing and your lady... you can sleep in barracks, but as I watched, she is not good with you away from her, looks like she feel more vulnerable when she is pregnant and look for you to defend her and child she carry."
"He already hate me but family or not I respond to Galadriel and to this realm if he don't do task right he will not pass. And tonight he wont pass his hand is maybe healed but he is not ready shooting arrows without shield on arm was stupid idea from his part."
"I know my lord. He is good, but he don't have any experiences, he was never in battle. Most of royal guards got their places after they get through some war. After they get honor to be guards. Not just wanting post. They helped to keep this realm safe."
"I should kill person who planted idea in his head to be royal guard he is still child. When I took him in simple hunt he killed deer with second shoot if that was orc he would be dead"
"He is young my lord and we have peace now. He tries to prove to all around him he is prepared, but he is not." Arun turn his head to side.
"Your wife."
Allassa's heartbeat is quick and she toss herself in bed whimpering softly as she have nightmare.
"Nightmare she have them sometime" Haldir cover her waking her gently as she open eyes he asked. "Is it same dream again?"
She nods with tears in her eyes.
"Yes they took my baby again." She shiver from fear she feels.
Haldir hug her.
"No one will took our baby. I will protect you, Arun will protect you" Haldir smile to ellon. "And if we fail there is Galadriel and she never fail"
´It was her who took our baby from my breasts Haldir. It is always her.´ Allassa cuddle into him her tunic falling from her shoulders she cries softly.
"I am afraid."
"Maybe it will be better to take her into house and get her calming tea my lord." Arun said.
'She wont take our child she was protecting you and when she go west you and I will be on her place'
"Yes Arun I will take her home" He wrap her in blanket and carry her back.
She curl in his hold laying her head under his shoulder.
"I will come to your house when you leave for night hunting training to keep her under watch, I will find herbs that helped me sleep after war, they will help her too, they are harmless for child in her." Arun said.
"Thank you Arun" Haldir smile to him and carry her up in house taking her in bed room. "Don't cry its just dream nothing will happen its just stress."
"This stress isn't good for baby..." She looks up at him. "But I can't order what to dream. I am afraid they will take it from me, or something happens.."
"I will protect you. And the baby you know that. I protected you even when you didn't want that remember Dale and darkness?"
"Yes I know..." She sigh and sit up. "I should go to make breakfast, I need to feed little one and animals in barn."
"I am home now let me take care of you. Before you protest take plates outside I will take care of rest ok?"
"You know my reactions too well." She smile at him going to dresser to take light summer dress out and walk into bathroom.
"It would be bad if I don't then I could imagine your reaction." He lean on side of door way and look at her.
She wash her face and hands in bowl with water drying with towel taking fresh panties and tossing night one to basket with dirty cloth.
"After all those years it would be sad to not knowing." She get panties on and get dress over her head tying bow in her waist.
"One kiss and I will set food for eating outside yes?"
"Only one? You are from cheap country." She goes to him holding him around neck and peck his lips.
Haldir kiss her saying between kisses.
"I want so much more but I can't have it so I want kiss." He continue to kiss her opening mouth more for her more so she can taste him.
She slip her tongue inside moaning from contact with him, pressing her body against his.
"You can Haldir, Neume said it in last control, we can have sex normally and I can ride horse in slow motion, that baby is securely in womb growing fine, so no spontane abort will not happen."
"You saw what happened last time when I wanted you. I was afraid you were nervous from me and we did nothing." He move her head and kiss her neck holding her sides.
"Well that was two months ago and we didn't know if I will not abort and look, I am on my fourteen week, nearly fifteen, so everything is alright, baby is safely inside of me growing healthy." She smile titling her head more.
"Baby will be safe when you deliver it on this world." He kiss her neck down to her shoulder unable to stop.
"I think it is more safe in my body now." She caress his back rubbing her face on his chest.
"I should stop and do what I was going to" He untie bow on her dress.
"Looks like that you are not stopping." She laugh a little and pull on his hair to get him from her shoulder and kiss him.
He kiss her lips sucking on her tongue when she push it inside.
"You're not helping me to stop."
"Because I want to have sex with you." She circle on his tongue trailing her hands between them under his tunic.
"I want that too but" She shut him up with new kiss.
"I don't take but as an answer." She tell him untying his tunic and getting it from his body, nibbling at skin on his neck with her lips.
He sigh from her lips on his skin caressing her hair trowing away her bow from dress.
"Animals can wait little longer... they will not run anywhere." She whisper on his collarbone kissing trail to his nipple.
Haldir took end of her short dress roll it up and took it over her head.
She lift her arms so he can put dress away smirking at him.
"Don't mess it up please, I like that dress."
"I won't" He put dress aside touching her gently.
She smile at him laying her hands on his shoulders backing him to edge of bed.
Haldir move back as she push him stopping when he touch bed with back of his legs.
She looks up at him kissing his lips slowly and sensually, pushing on his chest so he can fall down.
He let her lips go as he sit back on bed looking up to her caressing her thighs up to her hips.
She hold him around neck caressing its sides.
"I feel your worry. Probably it will be best to stop before you feel guilty."
"I can't help it . I want you. You know that" He pull her to sit on him. "I won't feel guilt you're mine I am just afraid that I will hurt you both"
"If we will be careful we won't. You heard Neume, we can make love carefully till nearly end of pregnancy." She kisses his nose. "I understand you are afraid thats why I don't want to press you and why I didnt press you like I normaly do when I want to mate with you."
"Normally by now you would be on me or under me or up against some tree in forest."
"Yes trying to make love with you as hard as I can." She smile caressing his chest muscles. "You are more muscular now when you are training those youngsters. I like that."
"That is why I am afraid that we will lose ourselves in passion. And about my muscles. I train them they me I feed different and here is result."
"You know there are many other methods how to release yourself and I am always happy to help. Just tell me." She wink at him.
"Yes I know. My love" He turn her down. "It would be shame to let you like this when you are undressed my lips can't hurt you" He kiss her lips caressing her under him.
"I still think no part of you can hurt me, but I am not arguing with you." She smile and moan when he caress her breasts, that are more sensitive now.
Haldir caress her neck with lips and rub her nipple between his fingers.
"Arguing wont help you I will not be inside of you."
'You are cruel mate." She sigh biting her lower lip, rubbing her hips against his. "Even when I will plea you?"
"I will help you as you say other way" He trail kisses over her collar bone between breasts teasing one of her nipples with tongue.
"But I don't want other way...." She moan shivering under him. "... I didn't have you in me for three months and this is torturing, sleeping and living next each other and you wont let yourself in me."
"Alright but slowly if you feel any pain let me know" Haldir kneel and untie pants watching her.
Allassa smile happily nearly squealing, watching his face but goes with eyes down to his groin feeling pleasure just from anticipating of seeing him.
Haldir took it out stroking it few times watching her.
"Come here I need help."
"Don't tell me you are afraid again and even seeing me wont help you... like last time..." She sigh turning herself on all four getting to him. "So how can I help you my lord?"
Haldir took her hand to rub him.
"Play with me."
"I can do much more..." She whisper leaning over him and take him in hand caressing his slit on tip with her fingers, circling around and start stroking him slowly, while she take his nipple in mouth and other hand give under him to caress his balls.
Haldir moan caressing her back and sides.
"Mmmmh...yes faster" He move her head up to kiss her.
She kiss him, stroking him harder and faster laying her hips nearly on his rubbing tip of his member on her womanhood. "See how prepared I am, I am crying for you.."
Haldir rub her gently wetting his fingers.
"Yes you are so ready" He kiss her neck breathing on her ear. "Lay down."
"As you want.." She rub herself last time on him leaning back to lay on her back spreading legs and touch herself on flower watching him.
He move over her directing his member into her sliding in slowly watching her closely holding himself high above her.
She moan backing her head in pleasure as he slide in her inch by inch.
"Yes... finally..."
"Finally? Now you can't say that I didn't pleased you well." He push inside whole going out and in again.
"You did but your mouth and fingers feel differentthan your member." She moan scratching on blanket under her. "Oh shit, I think I will come just from few moves."
He push slightly harder and faster.
"Don't hold yourself come."
She whimper in answer moving against him and groan when her pleasure start making her tighter until she release in cries of pleasure.
He held her down to control her.
"Don't do that."
"I... I.. I can't help it..." She moan shivering under him with closed eyes and half open mouth.
He pull out of her going aside to kiss her lips.
"No, go back... go back, we didn't end..." She mumble against his lips protesting. "I want more."
"Yes we did at least you did." He smile caressing her cheek. "My sun."
"No. I don't agree." She turn her back at him pressing onto his front and lift leg. "Back. Now."
"This is not how we said" He shake his head. "This is last time"
He place himself behind her directing his member again in her gasping.
"See you like it and this is exact how Neume told us, that this wont hurt me and child. The safest way."
"I never said that I don't like it. You have no idea how much I want you" He rock his hips to her moaning relaxing and enjoying in their passion.
"Then show me without hurting me..." She join him in moaning, running hand over her body as pleasure became so delightful she start to move lightly against him.
He gasp on her skin breathing harder holding himself tight so he won't thrust harder.
"Yes my love...you are great...just keep going like this it is alright...." She bite her lower lip moving slower to him tightening her walls around him and groan.
He hold one hand on her side pushing in and out letting all gasps on her ear. "Oh...." He groan again.
"Yes.. yes.. I want you so much Haldir, I love you..." She move little faster feeling her pleasure grow in her lower back. "Do yo fell it? That I am all ready and wanting and nearly on my tip of pleasure because of you?"
"Yes I feel. I want you like mad.I love you and I need you need for you is killing me." He move in slowly gasping then continue in same tempo faster closing to end.
"As you see and feel you can have me every night when I feel alright, so your need wont be so big as now... ah!" She cries as he hit her sweet spot few times every time making sound that make her more aroused.
"Oh....yes...mmmmh. This is enough for now" He push again making loud groan which she welcome with moan her cry make him come that minute.
She shiver as she come with him touching his buttocks and dig her fingers into flesh.
"Valar...." She gasp. This is so good."
He dig his fingers into her hip holding her tight on him.
"Now are you satisfied?"
"For now yes..." She lean back to his front breathing hard. ".... but I think I will want you again soon."
"I barely survive this,I was so uptight. I never had sexual intercourse with pregnant elleth(female)"
"Well if it will help you, I never had sex being pregnant till now.." She smile and turn herself letting him slip from her with yelp.
"You're not helping. But still it was good I missed you.How you feel? Do you want to take bath? Shall I start fire if you feel cold?"
"I am not cold, its middle of summer Haldir and yes, I need to take bath, I have your liquids all over my flower and thighs."She smirk kissing his lip.
"Alright.Without my liquids you can't have baby" He smirk getting up and leaving her to fill tub.
"I like your liquids, if not, I wont fuck with you." She walks behind him taking cloth to clean what got from her down.
"I can't hear you from there!" He shout from bathroom filling tub.
"Nothing...." She mumble going to bathroom and toss cloth to dirty clothes basket. "Will you feed animals while I will enjoy in bath?"
"Yes and leave you to your guardian." He wipe his groin and lower parts dressing up. "I have to go and prepare."
"Look if there are any eggs, two days ago there were four."
"I shall don't worry" He kissed her for goodbye and leave bathroom taking bow and quiver, leaving house going straight to animals feeding them taking to them water checking for eggs there was only two. As Haldir was leaving Arun was near he nod to him giving him eggs. "Go to her wait her in kitchen I have to go"
Haldir left archer going to meeting spot.
Allassa go inside of tub, sitting down sighing satisfied and just sit there with back on edge relaxing for some time feeling Haldir go away from house. ´Good luck mate.´
'Thank you I will be back in morning or over night I hope'
Haldir then stop communication with her and focus on elves to explain their task.
She wash herself and relax, then go to dry and walk into kitchen to see Arun there sitting.
"You should at least do yourself a tea. I will make us both."
"There are eggs in pantry, I get them to others." Arun said.
"How much?"
"Only two." She nods. "They are still young, there will be more in time." She went to make tea for them.
She got water to boil and herbs to tea pot getting it mixed with hot water and take it to table where Arun have already two cups.
"My lady you should eat something, I get it you dint eat today. Don't forget there is baby growing in you and you need normal food few times a day. I will prepared you dish." He get to pantry to stand before her sliced bread, meat, cheese and apple.
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Haldir
Dreams. What are they? Truth? Vision? Half truth? I do not dare to think about it but after trials and Curuphins failure my head is playing with me. She is giving birth to our child,somewhere in wild with her last breath she told me
"Take care of our child don't let them take"
And she close eyes leaving me but how I am alive? Then her soul or spirit rise from her chest and take baby woman in white robe and hood which was hiding her white hair and face. I can't move pain is torturing my heart apart and I can't help my child.Woman smiled taking child saying
"You both don't deserve it"
I was truing to stay calm as Allassa came into my room but she will sense my trouble sooner or later.
"Haldir.." She come her hands on her swollen belly, she in now nearly six months pregnant. "... come here quickly. Baby!"
Haldir stand up fast to her.
"What is wrong tell me?"
She took his hands giving them under her tunic on belly waiting and then he feels light kick from inside.
"I just started to feel its, its moving Haldir." She smile at him happily.
"Don't scare me like that." He smile to her.
"I was not scaring you Haldir, you are too jumpy about it. Where were you all morning? I was in yard getting eggs and look at young ducks, you should watch them, it is funny. Oh and you will need to take fruits from trees, they are ready to be taken to pantry for winter."
"I will don't worry.I was outside helping ellyn(male) to close yard"
"I would do it myself, but I don't want you to shout at me for climbing apple tree pregnant." She went inside of his room sitting on chair by table looking at him caressing her belly. "Haldir, you feel this little one, don't you? I think there is bond forming between me and its."
"Yes I feel baby same as you, and no climbing for you."
She smile at him then look at his working table to read letters he have here.
"You didn't told me Glorfindel were writing you?"
"Yes he did that one you hold is last one. He will come to visit us when you give birth." He sit down moving map and papers to clean table.
"Do you think it is good idea to let him come back here? I know rumors died, but still they didn't say he was innocent."
"I will make public celebration when that happen so all Lorien will be with us. We wont be alone with him. Beside that if I understood him well he have same elleth(female) for nearly four months that wizard did miracle on him." He took glass and continue to drink.
She felt light pang of jealously in her masking it.
"Well, that is good for him, yes." She stands up going away from room to kitchen preparing water for tea.
'Make one for me too so I wont fall asleep."
"Alright, I will make you different than for me because..." She looks at his belly. "... you apparently aren't pregnant." She smile taking sack with herbs and get them into his cup.
"Yes thank you" He lay his head on arms to rest his head and fall asleep.
"You work too much Haldir... and you are too stressed." She says quietly getting hot water to cup and take it to him standing it next to her so he wont spill it, she caress his hair that are getting longer again. "Everything will be alright my love." She kisses top of his head going to sit across from him.
He start to twitch his hand in sleep fisting paper in his hand.
She looks up at him reaching and lie her hand on his caressing it softly.
Haldir had same nightmare again and her touch awake him suddenly.
"Stay away!" In second he realize that he is home by table. "I am sorry Allassa."
She get scared and nearly jump by his reaction getting one her hand on belly other on heart.
"Shit, you freaked me out.... Are you alright?"
"Yes I sorry." He caress her hair and cheek. "All is fine now.Is that my tea?"
"Yes it is, it should be cool down now..." She close her eyes breathing in and out caressing her belly assuring little one in it that everything is alright.
He touch her belly caressing it.
"It is steady now. I am sorry for scaring you both."
"Yes it is. It reacts to my reaction so all I have to do it to soothe it through my darkness, it is really sensitive to what is happening in outside of its safe place in me." She smile at him.
"I will let you sleep in my room. I will sleep here so baby wont have stress from me"
He took cup blow on it few times and drink.
"You have problems with sleeping? How that I didn't felt it till now when I saw you?"
She looks at him surprised.
"I don't have problems with sleeping. I have problem with stress and with nightmares. You didn't saw because it was not strong like now."
"But that trials ended and you had few days off, you don't have stress now, so from where did it come? Why didn't you speak with me about this, you know that I don't look over our bond too much now because you didn't wanted it when trials were holding and I am acculturating myself to our little one."
"And you did well. Child is more important then me. And you don't need mine troubles on your shoulders. Nemue say that with herbal mix she gave me my mind will stop playing games."
"Are you sure it is you doing, that there is no one who try to get inside of your head?" She reach to him getting his hair from his forehead.
"It all me and my crazy head. I worry too much about all of you." He smile to her.
"Well you should not worry about me, I and our child are healthy and I am heavily guarded here in house with you and Arun and occasionally Aurelia with her little one and Neume is here every few days. You have nothing to worry about me." She smile at him.
"Yes I know all that but still something is not right. I am afraid of losing you both."
"Aren't you sweet my careful husband." She reach to him caressing his cheek kissing him lightly then lean back in chair holding herself in lower back. "I didn't get too fat and I have still about three months to go, but my back is killing me already."
"Fat? You're perfect in every possible way as you said once there is no such thing as fat elf."
"Haldir it is normal that I will be more.. you know fat now when I am pregnant, so you don't have to reassure me that I still look good. When I give birth and return to training with weapon, I will be back to normal."
"You're not fat you're with child and stop turning my words love."
"I didn't say I am fat, I said that I did not get too fat. That is different, you aren't listening to me, I am not turning anything." She huff standing up and take his empty cup going to wash it.
"Moody aren't we? I can't blame you pregnant woman all time alone in house husband running around like mad goat always angry stressed."
She growl washing cups.
"You know Neume said I have disbalances hormones, so I can be moody as much as I want and you are not helping mister mad goat."
"I am going out to take that fruit give me something to put them in."
"Basket is in pantry, bigger one for apples and there wont be too much pear this year when those trees are young, but I saw few of them there, so take the little basket." She turn at him pointing to pantry.
"Yes my queen" He salute her with hand and go taking baskets and go outside.
"Clown." She shakes her head returning to washing and let dishes dry, getting hair from her face, it fall now to her shoulder. "You ada(father) is making fun of your naneth(mother) my love, did you hear him?" She whisper to her belly caressing it with smile.
Haldir left basket under the tree and collect pears it was only twenty of them from both trees then he bring them in and left them in pantry still thinking about his dream not answering to her as she speak to him.
Allassa stop speaking when she notice he don't listen to her and poke him as he go around her.
"Are you sure you are alright or you just try my nerves with ignoring me?" She looks at him slightly angry.
"I was thinking. I didn't even hear you speaking. What is it tell me now?"
"You think too much those last months. You were too busy with trials, I get it, but now, you all do is thinking and not listening to me, will you be like this when our child comes to you asking something?"
She lean on kitchen table her arms crossed on her breasts. "I was just telling you that Rumil was here while you were away in morning and he will go to hunt, I forgot to tell you this. And that if you want you can go with him. Did you even noticed that he ended making that rabbit house next to our stables and barn? I will go to Toross tomorrow to see what rabbits he have and buy"
"Stop harass me like I am your enemy. I will thank him for help,did you saw that I finished room for our child?"
"How can I see it when you lock it like it is some sort of big secret. And I am not harassing you, you are not listening to me, ignoring me completely. First I am always alone in pregnancy and when you can be home you don't pay any attention to me, tell me, did you found lover or what? because I cant imagine what could keep your mind away from me, and when not from me, then from our child."
"Lover? Now you're getting too far do I look like Glorfindel to you?"
Allassa roll her eyes shaking head.
"I am not arguing with you, it is not good for child." She walks away from room into hallways, groaning and immediately touching her belly, nearly kneeling. "It is alright, my little one, that was nothing, only little misunderstanding.. sssh.. only nerves too tight, it will be alright." She clack her teeth in pain.
Haldir came behind her lifting her in his arms.
"Sssh all is going to be alright. My all love is for you and our child" He take her to bed sitting down with her letting her to connect her darkness with his. "I just...I cant tell you it will make you worried like I am."
She close her eyes laying her head on his shoulder and hold her belly.
"I am too moody to reason anything now, it hurts me and little one I am carrying, I should stop angering myself over every little things. On night table is water can you get it to me?"
He lean her head on his chest reaching for water giving her to drink and take it back.
"We are not best material for parents you know but I love you and our baby too" He touch her belly. "I can't wait to hold it in my arms."
"In three months you will I promise." She feels better when their darkness are mixing in bond and circle around little one in her. "It responds to us, do you feel it? Mentally and physically too." There is light kicking on her belly too.
"It is moving" He smile kissing her as he touch her belly under tunic. "Don't kick so hard your naneth you can kick your ada when you get out and grow up."
"Maybe it is boy when its kicking that much. or is just happy to have all of us connected like this." She roll up her tunic. "Neume said that my belly will grow more, that this is still not so much."
"Well I saw ellith(females) you belly is still small she is right its still small" He continue to caress her belly.
"I have three months still to go, I just hope I will not look like balloon." She half close her eyes enjoying in his touch.
"I will love you then even more my balloon."
"You are unbelievable, really." She laugh. "Imagine how big I will be when we will have that twins..."
"Why? I will always love you no matter what. Twins you will love them more then anything."
"I know you will..." She cuddle on his chest. "You stopped caressing. Continue please, it makes good to me and to our little one too. And that thing about twins... just hope they will not be like Elrond's sons or we will have full hands of work with them."
He use his both hands to caress her belly and with other side of her belly.
"They won't be like them they will have us to guide them. After all our children will have complete family they won't be from destroyed family like Elrond's sons."
"I would love that for them yes." She close her eyes sighing happily in satisfaction.
"Now." He continue to massage her belly gently smiling when he felt moving. "If is girl will you like her to be blond or dark haired like you?"
"Hmm..." She put finger on her lips thinking. "Both are good, but I think blonde like you. Or dark but with your blue eyes."
"Imagine elleth dark hair like yours with blue eyes like mine she would be death of all ellyn like you to me."
"Just keep Glorfindel out of her path and I think it will be alright." She smile caressing her belly. "Our little bundle of happiness."
"I will. I told him before If he touch my child" He fist his hand.
"Question is if he remember that talking, I think not, because I believe he must have idea like having me and my daughter at once as I know him." She shakes her head taking his hand into hers.:"I will kill him for that. So better not try that."
"Calm yourself please, no stress remember? We are connected and you could scare or little one now."
"Sorry." He breathe in and out relaxing. "He said that to me that he would love to have you and my daughter at same time."
"Telling that to me wont calm you and it just make me angry." She roll her eyes. "I don't want to speak about him anymore. Didn't you want to show me child's room?"
"Yes I did. But I like to hold you like this its calming me down to feel my family near me."
"Alright, but after that you have to show me. I don't have key from that room." She kiss his jaw leaning back into him.
"Yes I will show you" He lean her more to kiss her. "I made you small bed in room so you can sleep near our child."
"Oh you bet I will, I won't let it alone there even if I feel it through bond, I need to see on eyes it will be alright." She smile to his lip licking his
"Yes I knew you will want that." He smile and kiss her nose he pull her tunic back letting her sit getting up and go trough his desk finding key. "Will you open it?"
"If you give me key." She stand up walking to him.
"Yes here you go my lady" He gave her key smiling brightly"
"Thank you my lord. Now will you escort me in case our child decide to misbehave again?" She reach her hand to him.
"I shall." He took her hand leading her to door of child room. "Open it."
She get key into keyhole turning it looking at him and open door walking inside, getting her hand on her mouth.
"Oh Valar... it so perfect."
"You like it?" He look at her. "I made all of apple wood it have nice smell"
"I love it..." She walks to little cradle, touching it. "...all of it. Thank you." She turn at him kissing him fiercely.
He kiss her back pressing his lips on her holding his hands on her cheeks.
She mew softly nibbling on his lower lip.
He rub his lips over hers going over her cheek kissing her jaw line.
"We only need blankets for cradle."
"I bought some when I was with Aurelia on market place on sunday morning. I have them in my dresser. And I made some clothes while you were busy." She smile kissing his cheek. "I am so happy that we will have baby soon."
"I am too. You enjoy in room I will go to collect apples ok?"
"Yes my love." She walks around room touching furniture and sit on bed near cradle smiling happily and touch her belly. "You will be so welcomed here my love."
Haldir got out and look up to apple tree shaking one bigger branch so apples start to fall he took one and call for her. "Allassa! Show yourself trough window!"
"Hm?" She went to window smiling at him. "You know that they will be bad sooner if they will fall on ground, do you?"
"Horses will like them and you can make compote from them catch" He toss one to her eating other one.
She catch it biting into it.
"It is from your old tree, they are best even after all this years." She smile at him.
"Yes our old tree. Still giving best fruit." He got up to tree collecting the rest of apples.
'Be careful not to fall down. Remember even now I feel every pain you do." She walks back to room.
"Yes fall down right. I am not stupid to endanger you like that" He took last apples and got down taking basket in house.
She got from child room walking to kitchen eating apple.
"Will you go with Rumil to that hunt?"
"Will I do what?!" He answer to her from hall.
"Will you go to hunt with Rumil?" She goes in pantry looking in meat section. "I have here only little piece of boar and half of rabbit Neume got us."
"I will go if I find him.If not I will go alone. He pick up basket and bring it in pantry.
"He said he will stop here that he wants to try take Curuphin with him... he didn't sleep home again this night." She sigh. "He don't speak with anybody from his failure."
"He won't speak with me. I told him that he fail. But I will wait for them here when you say that he will stop by."
"I heard he got quite a beating there that he didn't stood a chance. But he didn't listen to anyone." She sigh.
"He got beating from winner and arrow from me."
"He deserved that. I just hope we will not make some mistake in raising our child." She caress her belly walking from pantry.
"Will you stop caressing that belly?" He smile. "It provoke me to help you in caressing"
"It is mine so I will caress it." She smile at him laying her hand on upper part of belly. "As child in me is yours too."
He kiss her cheek and pass her by going in kitchen.
She watch him happily going into living room laying down on sofa.
He drink water and take one more apple going to her.
"Lift up your legs."
She do as he say laying them back on his thigh as he sit down.
He lay hand over her legs eating apple leaning his back against sofa.
She humm soft melody with closed eyes enjoying feeling of family and safety.
"I am happy we can sit like this together, I don't remember when we were this peaceful."
"You mean when trouble is not our middle name love?"
"I thought more when you are finally at home more time than for sleeping my love."
"I should be home more.They will go easy on me because of you. Come on Rumil where are you I won't go hunting over night."
"Well child needs two parents to raise it, not only me." Se smile at him. "Patience my love..."
"Yes I know what child need" He look at her leg taking her skirt up to massage her thigh.
"You should because you had one as wife." She smirk at him.
He smile half laughing running his hand over inner side of her thigh.
"True"
She hold her breath for second watching him from half open eyes.
"Maybe you should go prepare for hunt?"
"Why? I don't like me touching you?" He lower down and start to kiss her inner side of thigh. "Is this better?"
"It is, but we both know that you wont end it normally, so just let it be. And Rumil will be here soon."
"I won't end it normally? That hurt me." He move from her pulling her skirt back.
She roll her eyes.
"No you won't, because last time I was bleeding a little and you had fit like I was dying."
"I was freaked out. What did you expect I thought that I injured you or baby." He cross his arms on chest.
"And I told you we are fine but no, you had to get Neume to look and she told you you just scratched me with finger while you were stretching me. I don't remember when was last time I was so embarrassed."
"I told you I am sorry. I can't believe that you're still angry? I was afraid what would you do on my place?"
"I am not angry at that. I am not angry at all.. I just don't want you to play with me, that is all." She looks away from him.
"After I come back from hunt. I will love you,and no more freaking out." He smile caressing her leg.
"Do what you want." She huff laying her cheek on back of sofa. "I think I saw Rumil jumping around window."
Haldir got up as he hear knocking going into hall.
"Come inside." Haldir welcome his brother and nephew placing water for tea as they sit by table. 'Allassa do you want tea too?' He asked her in mind.
'No I will go to prepare bath for me while you will be away.´ She continue sitting in sofa.
Haldir pour them tea and sit chatting with Rumil. Curuphin was still angry not speaking a lot.
As she walks to bathroom she walk around kitchen getting to say hello to them and continue to bathroom to prepare tub for her evening bath.
They left leaving cups on table Haldir took his bow and arrows going with them following Rumils lead.
Allassa get inside of bath, relaxing for some time and then dry herself, taking oil to oil her belly and take light sleeping dress on her reaching to her middle of thighs going to kitchen to wash cups.
Their prey was hunted down Rumil sent his son home and help Haldir get home knocking on Allassa's door as she came he smile.
"My lady your deer and your husbands cloth and here he is your wolf boy" Rumil said.
"I didn't know you took him as wolf. Can you take deer in pantry? I will let him work on it tomorrow. Thank you Rumil." She let him go around, taking Haldir's clothes and caress his head. "Are you Haldir or wolf, hm?"
Wolf lick her hand happily.
"We didn't planed that my lady but deer was escaping us three times so he decide to hunt him other way" Rumil said.
"Oh he just need to get collected energy away, this just did him good, believe me. Come tomorrow and you can take your portion of meat and we will have fresh chicken eggs and ducks too if you want."
"Thank you my lady I will come early to help him" Rumil smile and leave house.
Allassa close doors behind him, walking to bedroom motioning wolf to come with her, taking cloth and clean his muzzle and front legs from dry blood.
"Look who got himself all dirty."
He lick her hand constantly and lifting his head so she can clean his neck.
"Good boy are you, yes.."
She clean him all going to hand wash cloth and hang it, walking back to bedroom and half close window
"Haldir come, we are going to bed!"
She gets in bed and take warmer blanket, getting under it.
He title his head aside making sure she called him then jump on bed turning his back to he so she can warm on his fur.
"Good night my fluffy husband and lover." She kiss his neck and curl around him holding with one hand him and belly with other
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