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Allassa and Haldir	By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Allassa
There was war again, it looked like from nowhere they came long crowds of orcs and trolls attacking on our borders, knowing, that there is only little number of us and humans are far away to come to help. Haldir keeped me at home, taking Arun and run to fight, to help on border. I was in yard closing animals in stable when our old dog started to growl dangerously, I turned around slowly, because I was in my last month of pregnancy and I saw three orcs there ready to attack. How did they get here I have no idea, I alarmed Haldir throught bond, but he was too away, I took rake we used on leafes in fall and defended myself as my dog attacked too, I killed one and second get our dog, it was dead immediately and when it attacked me I pierced its neck when I felt press and pain in belly and darkness inside me started swirling, trying to heal. I looked down and saw arrow stock up from my upper part and I felt how my baby were hurt and after that its darkness started to fade, bond between us fritter like mirror.
"No! No, my love, please no.." I screamed holding my belly as last orc that fired arrow was ready to end me too, fall dead with arrow in its chest, there were Rumil shouting that there are another in his house that he need to get there and I felt as Haldir took me in arms, I was crying and chanting all over two sentences.
"I can't feel my baby, I cant feel it, Haldir! Its dead, they killed my baby!" I didn't notice that now it is my life in danger, because as baby's blood were spilling in me, I can't heal.
Haldir gently put her down as Neume run to them and Orophin came to guard she was crying for baby and Neume did her best to help us looking at Allassa to save her if she can't baby.
"it is started she is open pull out arrow channel her to heal skin inside will heal when she push baby out" Neume said.
"Neume I can't feel it, I can't bond is not there, darkness was taken into me and it stopped to move they killed my baby!" Allassa cry holding her belly with blood oozing from around arrown and between her legs.
"Take arrow out or you will both die" Neume looked at them. Haldir did as she asked taking arrow out and channeling her as wound start to close.
"I see head push Allassa" Neume said.
"I can't more, I am doing what I can.." Allassa push as much as she can, blood oozing from between her legs more. I can't feel myself healing inside, Neume..."
"Good that is good almost out. Haldir push your darkness in her help her heal." Neume took baby.
"Oh my this is impossible"
Allassa lift her head. "What is it Neume? Tell me..boy or girl?"
"It is boy and second is on its way lay back don't get up. Hold her down Haldir" Neume said.
'What second? Aah.." Allassa old her belly as it starts hurting again. "What for Valar sake is happening?"
"Twins as Galadriel saw. Boy is out. Orophin get me water towels fast" He nod and run. "Stay down second boy is alive you can hear him cry he is good,blood stopped that is good too. Haldir continue to support her" Haldir just nod holding her.
"I hear the first one, how can you hear second when it is still in me.... oh... it hurts too much, just kill me already." Allassa said she was all lost in pain and fear.
"Second is out Allassa do you still feel pain?" Neume look at Haldir not understanding as Orophin came she took water and towel. "Haldir is she healing?"
"She do but slow and painfull she is under stress shaking." Haldir said.
"Can I die now? To go after my children?" Allassa looks tiredly up to Haldir.
"She is in shock. She lost a lot of blood take her in house she is good. Now she need rest and you by her side" Neume said.
"What about our childern?"
"Second will live but first" Neume shake head. "Hard that he will survive"
"No, I dont want to leave them, they will took them from us, don't let them take our children, I want to bury them, dont let them take them Haldir..." Allassa get hold of his forearm digging her nails into his flesh.
"Calm down Allassa she will bring them both in house one boy is alive. Go Neume in front of us so she can see you." Haldir did as Haldir asked.
"Haldir.. I feel it again..I can feel them. Channel me, the second one is living too, he needs doctor or us to heal him, Haldir, we can safe them both.." Allassalooks at him closing eyes. "Yes there are two darknesses one stronger and one nearly dying."
"I will channel Neume she will help baby survive youre too weak" Haldir put her on bed and second boy to her taking first in his arms nodding to Neume to start.
"My sweet little boys.. come to nana dear.. you must be hungry..." Allassa takes baby in her arms untying tunic and get breast out to feed him.
Neume start to work sighing from too much power as she heal child Orophin got her from behind stopping her from falling.
"Take her in my room and stay with her." Haldir said.
"I feel both stronger now, was it ssucces?" Allassa looks up from one feeding boy to one in his arms. "Give him to me."
Haldir sit by her holding boy in his arms.
"First feed him then you will get second don't worry."
"He needs it now, more than first one. Give me my child Haldir or Valar helps you."
"What is it with you they are mine too?" Haldir gently give her dark haired boy.
She takes him to her other breast finally feeling whole again.
"You should make sure we are safe here, I think it will be best for us to move more into center of Lorien, I have no idea how orcs come here without notice."
"War troll killed four elves and that is how they passed in. I am home now to protect you and archers have arrived too in few moments Glorfindel will be her with army of Rivendell elves"
She looks up from feeding babies.
"I won't let anybody hurt my children and no one will take them from me I was rising them in my body under my heart and no one will take us apart, I won't let them, I nearly lost them, I can't get them to dangerous situations."
"No one will take them. I love them too I will protect them no matter what never forget that. I could not come sooner to save you and when I felt arrow in you and blood running all over my tunic. I just...I am happy that you are all alive."
"I am tired, I need to rest." She takes first boy slowly getting him to Haldirs arms. "And we will need more craddles than one."
"For now this one will be good they are small" He took first boy and put him inside of cradle then second one and put him inside,looking at them.
"I need to wash, I am still dirty from everything..." She looks disgusted at herself and walk into bathroom. "Watch them, I will be right back."
Haldir sat on bed and take off his dirty tunic bloody and cut from swords touching his belly where was wound from arrow.
Allassa got into tub turning all bucket of water on her clenching her teeth together as from between her legs flow away rest of dirt from birth and blood, looking scare for one moment.
"Haldir!"
He left children getting to her.
"Yes say what is it?"
"Is this normal?" She looks at him standing in tub filled with blood and other fluids. "I am still bleeding and there were some weird juices going from me. I have no idea what to do?"
"I will call Neume she is still here." He looked at her calling her darkness. "I don't feel any pain wait." He left her coming back with Neume who started to look at her.
"How you feel any pain? Do you feel sick?" Neume asked.
"I am really tired and I have what to do to stay awake."
She let Neume help her wash and look at her after.
"Well as a woman who never given birth and only watch others to do it, I have to inform you this is normal even for normal ellith(females), you are cleaning yourself, all things that helped your childs growing in you just got away. I will tell Haldir to keep eye on you and to give you teas for strong and for milk, you can be happy you even have some, you will need more, you have two child to feet. And I order you to rest for few days, maybe even weeks. I will come to look upon you and babies tomorrow and every day." Neume get hand on Allassas forehead.
"You have slight fever, we need to get it down. I will tell Haldir what to do and Orophin will inform others that he won't be on duty, he need to take care of you and babies."
Allassa went to room to find Haldir by craddle.
"I dont like this actually, I calmed her down, but I need you to look over her, she have fever and she is tired, thats quite normal after birth, but not like this. I will come in morning to see if her bleeding from womb stopped." Neume said.
"Wait tell me before you go do I have to be worried about her health? Is she out of danger?" Haldir asked.
"Honestly? I don't know, she has normal reaction after giving birth, maybe this all will go away till morning, after she rest, she had to give birth to twins before her termin and she was injured. Just try to not let her stress and it will be better if your family and friends come over to don't let them stay too long, Allassa and them need rest and to aclimatize here. I will get you herbs making her more milk so you wont have to find another with milk, I am not sure she would like that." Neume said.
"Alright leave herbs in kitchen I will look over her. Her healing ability is coming to normal I can feel that. Stay here rest with Orophin youre not well too all day in camp and now this."
"I am just happy we saved all three here. We nearly lost one baby and to be honest, I think she was getting her life force into babies while she was hurt, so maybe thats why she is so weak. Thank you for your hospitality, I will took upon it. I send Orophin to lady and lord to tell them you will be off from your duties for at least month." Neume looks up as Allassa walks into room immediately going to craddle to see if everything is alright.
"Thank you go and rest my brother will come back for you" Haldir hug Allassa as she come to him watching babies.
"They are so small..." She smile looking at sleeping boys. "... so how will we call them?"
"Black and white" He smile happy. "Just kidding do you have any idea?"
"Hmm.. Túrion (victory) should be name of the first one, because he really did victory on his life... and other I will let you." She look at him and back into craddle.
"By the tomorrow night I will tell you what name I pick for him. Now while they sleep you get rest I will watch you all."
"You wont take them away, will you?" She looks up at him.
"To take them where? I love them can't you feel?" He looked at her in disbelief.
"What if you just will wait till I will fall asleep and take them from me? What if Galadriel comes and take them from us.... or she make someone else to come for them, no I can't go to sleep, I need to look over them."
She shakes her head holding edge of craddle.
"Listen to me" He turn her at him. "No one will take them. But you need rest you need to be strong if you get sick or you lose your milk they wont survive. I can't believe that you don't trust me after all."
"Believe what you want, my priority now is my children, not you." She take step back from him going to sit on bed. "Fine I will sleep, but Valar helps you if something happens to them."
"So is mine and you too. If something happen to you they are lost do you understand that or you will make more drama?"
"I am not making drama, I just want them safe. They took two children from me, I won't let them take those who are from my flesh and blood." She move more on bed laying on her side to see on cradle.
"I will end this right now before anger take over me." He blow candle letting room to be in dark leaning against wall he sit down near window.
She stay silent awake for few whiles and even hours, but her tired body and mind just stop working and she fall asleep after that, her darkness whirling around her bond with children.
He stay silent letting her sleep watching her sleep feeling better knowing that she will get rest.
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Haldir
As days go one...One day she was okay other she just wanted to kick me out of house and away from our children. The worse part was when elves come to see children and wish us all best,she was worse then guards on our border ready to kill any intruder. I could not stand this any longer at evening when she pushed me away from children I could not be quiet any more.
"What do you want" I shake her holding her by elbows.
"I love them too,they are part of me as they are part of you.Why you doing this what is the meaning of all this?To hurt me?"
She looked away from me as I let her go and slam the door behind me going to study room. Where did I made mistake to awake this in her? I want my wife back I want the woman who love me and who will share our happiness not the one who push me away from our children.....
She growl angrily at door he left and turn hearing children ton they start to cry, they probably got scared from Haldirs shouting and her scared surprise when he took her and shook her, she walk swiftly into children room and to craddle taking one of her sons to her chest and second next to it, making soft sounds to calm them down.
"It is alright my loves, nothing wrong is happening, everything is good, I wont let him hurt you my little birds."
Haldir was angry walking in room. In anger he threw all from his table even chair braking it against wall holding himself above table breathing hard.
Allassa heard as he destroy his room and she close doors, taking boys with her to bed, getting back to wall shushing them and feel panic raising in her.
"Psssh,everything will be alright, I won't let anyone hurt you, not even him, mommy will take care of us..." She speak silently to them hugging them to her body watching doors ready to run with them or fight for them.
Haldir got out of his room taking of cloth in hall shifting on his way down leaving house running into forest.
She felt him getting away from house and boys stopped crying, she now start to feed them, laying her head on wall behind her breathing hard as her fear starts to fade and she calms down.
He run trough forest until he lost his breath getting on lonely hill howling painfully.
After feeding she carefully clean each of her sons kissing they foreheads as they fall asleep again, getting them back into craddles and she lie down on bed facing them and close eyes, letting her senses sharp to look for any danger that can occure there.
Haldir lay down looking in front as wind playfully runs over grass and trees as Glorfindel came sitting next to him without words.
She check upon bonds with her children ignoring bond with him and fall to little sleep with one hand under her pillow and other near her neck going to rest her mind and body.
Haldir went into hunt with Glorfindel taking down buck.Glorfindel pick him up and help him carry it home. He push door getting inside moving away so Glorfindel can get inside with buck over his shoulders.
As she hears someone she immediately open her eyes taking dagger from under pilllow and look towards doors quickly getting from bed to stand before craddle.
Haldir shift back into elf taking cloth putting on only pants helping Glorfindel to hang buck on hook in pantry inviting him to drink with him.
She check upon bond realising it is him in house sitting on edge of bed and let dagger lay next to her sighing.
"Its just your ada."
Haldir drank with Glorfindel and chatted with him untill he went back saying that his woman will be worried about him. Haldir follow him to exit wishing him goodbye.
Allassa feed boys again and then just watch them sleep not noticing she didnt eat and drink from morning anything, she just stay with her children keeping watch over them as she do now.
Haldir went to kitchen to make something for eating since she stopped to cook he trow few pieces of meat and potatoes making salad while he is waiting putting more cheese in it for her.
She goes to dresser and open it, taking little clothes for babies from it, unfolding them, folding them again and put them back inside smiling for herself as she imagine her boys in them when they will be bigger.
Haldir took food on plate taking it to her entering room he put food on table don't even looking to her or speaking going to his boys watching them with love in his eyes.
She turn from dresser closing it and just watch him prepared to stop him if he will do something she won't like.
He touch babies gently standing quietly as they sleep,his smile leave his face as he look at her.
"Eat."
"Don't touch them so much, your fingers are rought and they skin so sensitive." She turn head away taking step away from him in fear when he make motion towards her holding her elbows as she hug herself.
"Eat and stop pushing me away from my children. You can push me from you but from them never"
He hissed moving away from her sitting on bed felling boys trough darkness his part that they got from him.
She make more space between them going to other side of room.
"I am not hungry and I won't eat food you made." She says silently.
"I see. You don't have too. If your milk stop I will find elleth to feed them. So you don't have to eat."
"No other of your bitches will feed my children." She looks angrily at him. "Or I will just take them and leave you."
"I would like to see that. You just try to do that." His anger start to rise again. "Try to leave me. You're free to go but them they are mine and you will not take them from me."
She looks at him then at craddle and without word she walk through room to doors going throught them to their bedroom looking into her bags in dressers trying to find something.
He didnt even move staying close to children.
She walks back drinking from vial she have in hand tossing it to him.
"Here, drink it, so we can be over this, I will be free from you and I will shatter bonds with children, so you can raise them by your way, when you think I do it wrong."
"No. You need to pull yourself together. That won't brake our bond and you know it well only death will brake it. And if you continue in this way you will have me dead I hope then you will be happy.You just used me to make children like mare use stallion and after that she need him no more."
"No? Fine. Your choice. But I am leaving, so you can get here what ever elleth you want to raise my children. At least I will go as far as I can so I won't feel any of you, them or you." She turn herself going to pack her things, getting her necklace with wedding ring from her neck and throw it on his side of bed.
"You will not leave." Then he stop taking bottle and drink. "Done." He took off his dagger and leave to bathroom. "You won't feel me ever again."
"I would like to see you stop me." She shakes her head taking her things from shelves and dressers into bag. "I don't want you or them, they don't need their mother, that had them for nine months in her belly, you think they need only you and your family and others, so please, you can have it. I don't care, I don't want you and I don't want them now, you can have them and be happy without me." She shout after him.
Haldir fill tub with hot water getting inside saying his last pray to all that he love then he get fully inside checking to see if bond between them is broken when he could not feel them he cut his wrists to end suffering that is following him from months letting blood mix with water.
Allassa wait for reply from him and nothing so she walks into bathroom looking for him and let her bag fall from her hands running to him scared.
"What in the Mordor did you do, you stupid elf?"
He look at her with half open eyes as blood was leaving his body together with his life.
"Who will take care of your children now, hm? You are really idiot Haldir."
She take his hands chanting healing spells over his wounds feeling her magic go into him and her darkness dancing in her making her markings glow but it can't go out to him.
"I can't live when you dont wan't me and when you take them.Better kill me and be free from me.You wanted to leave now it will be easy" He lost his consciousness.
She shakes her head geting more magic into him to keep him alive when she hears her babies to cry as they now feel bonds shattered.
"Just better really. No, I don't have nerves for this I really don't. I don't want this."
His wounds close and he was alive but still out laying as she left him while she was healing him.
Neume comes into their room as she come to check upon children.
"What for Valar sake... oh no, what did you two do?" Neume asked in fear.
She quickly goes to Haldir getting Allassa from him looking at her wrist.
"Are you aware that vial only numb your bond, it won't destroy it? Go to calm down your children, I will take care of him. Orophin! Help here!"
Neume shush Allassa out as Orophin comes to help her, thrusting in Allassa.
"See what you did? Are you happy now? You dont deserve him and children you have." Orophin hissed.
"Orophin I need help here now, then I will look at her I told she is probably sick dont make it worse." Neume said."Your children want their mother and thats you, so go and calm them!" Allassa turn taking cloth and drying blood from her hands walking into room to take crying children to her and speak to them trying to make them calm.
Orophin took Haldir from bloody water and take him to his room placing him on furs to dry him getting him on clean one to warm him as he was going cold. Still rubbing him as Haldir got awake asking Orophin why they saved him asking him to kill him and end all. Orophin lose all his nerves seeing his family destroyed like this. He left Haldir locking him in his room going to Neume.
"This is gone too far I am going to speak with Galadriel and put them both in custody. These boys need parents and they both are out of control. My brother wants to die and she is like frighten animal" Orophin said leaving house in rage .....
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