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Part
eight
At Last

Sean
stood at the end of the upstairs hallway, listening to the clock tick and
hoping, oh hell, not just hoping, praying he hadn�t made a mistake.� Time slowed to a crawl and every tick of the
clock seemed to last forever. How long had he been standing here, waiting for
Billy�s decision?� It seemed like
days.� Perhaps he should have left well
enough alone.

But
no, he couldn�t have done that, not after that kiss.� Just thinking of the kiss yanked him back to that moment with so
much force it gave him a mental whiplash.�
He could feel his lips tingling, could feel the warmth of Billy�s bare
skin under his hands, and feel Billy tremble in his arms, like a baby bird in
his hands.� Sean�s throat tightened as
he thought about it.

�My
God,� Billy had said, almost choking on his words.� �That was� that was amazing.�
I could feel it from the top of my head��

�To
the soles of my feet,� Sean had finished.�
�I didn�t know a kiss could do that.�

�Neither
did I,� Billy had said, his voice a weak rasp.

�Like
a drug,� Sean had continued.� �I need� more.�� He had tightened his trembling arms around
Billy and kissed him again.� Damn!� How was this possible?� Sean�s entire body had felt hot and
hypersensitive against the fabric of his clothes.� �Oh, God.� Oh, my God.�

�Yeah,
me too.�� Billy had said with a
shuddering sigh. �Make love to me.�

�Wait,
not here.� Not good enough.� Not good enough for� this.� For you.� Not now, not after that kiss.�

�Not
here?� Where, then?�� Billy had looked at Sean then, his green
eyes as wide and curious as those of a kitten.

�Someplace
you don�t know about.� There�s a
room��I�ve never slept in it. Had it done after, well, just after� I thought a
change might be good for me.� Give me
something to look forward to��For if I ever found someone to share it with,
yeah?� Only I just never got to that
point.� So I never used it, never slept
in it.�� No one has.� No one has even been in there but me, and
the cleaning lady, when I�m gone.� I
keep it tidy, always telling myself I should use it.� But then I don�t.� Every
week it�s the same.� Clean sheets,
Hoover and dust, lock it right back up again until the next week. I hoped
something wonderful would happen some day, and I�d want to have saved the room
for that.� Well, laddie, it�s time.� It�s you that was the something
wonderful, the something I�ve been waiting for.�

�But
what�s wrong with this room?� Billy pleaded. �We�re already here.�

Sean
had grinned at his befuddled expression.�
He could see Billy�s heartbeat pulsing in his neck and had been drawn to
it irresistibly, so that Sean had been compelled to nuzzle the hollow of
Billy�s throat.� Listen, baby,� Sean had murmured against the warmth he found
there,� �This would mean so much to me,
if you decide��

�Decide
what?�� Billy had panted, his arms
around Sean�s neck tightening, his body, warm and needful, arching up to meet
Sean�s body.

�Look
at it this way: if you decide to take me up on my offer, entering that room
will be entering a new world, for both of us.�

Billy
had become very still suddenly, and he had chuckled nervously.� He had become almost taut in Sean�s arms,
and Billy had looked up at Sean with his eyes narrowed, like some wary, wild
thing that had wandered too close to a trap, and had become vaguely aware of something
being� different.� �You sound like
you�re proposing,� he had said, and something about the way he had said it
conveyed to Sean that Billy had been still afraid, afraid of the depth of his
emotions, and fearful of having his heart not just broken, but utterly
destroyed.

�Clever
lad,� Sean had smiled warmly, trying desperately to show Billy some sign of
reassurance, and then watching Billy�s face as the truth sunk in; Billy�s
expression had softened and sobered.�
With his hand cupping Billy�s sweet face, Sean had suddenly found he
could speak the words he wanted so desperately to say.� Not so much as a trace of doubt had clouded
his mind: the words were right there, as if he had somehow memorised them in
his sleep and awakened to find he knew them by rote.� It had been as if the words had been carved in the lumber of his
heart, from the day he was born. He had laid his finger over Billy�s lips, so
Billy would know Sean wanted him to listen carefully and not interrupt.� �Listen, baby.� I love you.� Not just for
who you are, either.� I love you for who
I am when I�m with you.�

�Sean,
I��

� �Hush, now, let me say this, baby.� I need to tell you this.� I love you, Billy.� Not just for what you�ve made of yourself, but for what you�ve
made of me.� For the things in me that
you bring out, the way you put your hand into the wreckage of my soul, the way
you looked past all my foolishness, and the weakness I know you can see
there.� You walked right past the pain
and darkness and fear, you found all the beautiful things inside me, you shined
them up and brought them out into the sun, things no one ever bothered to look
for.�

�I
love you for helping me make from the wreckage of my life not a tomb, but a
temple, out of the minutes of my every day life, not a dirge, but a song of
joy.� You�ve made me good.� Far more than fate alone could have done.
You�ve made me� happy again.� You�ve
done it just by being yourself, and being with me.� And at the end of all things, baby, that�s what being in love
is.� Stay with me, Billy.� Be with me.�
Walk through the door of that room with me.� If you decide to do that, I�ll never have to look for happiness
again, and neither will you, because I�ll do anything to keep you happy, to
keep you by my side until the day I die.�

�I�m
going to go and unlock that door at the end of the hall, now.� If you want it� and I hope to God you do�
all you have to do is join me there.�
I�ll walk into that room naked as a newborn.� If you decide you don�t want that, I�ll take what you can give me
without complaint, but deep down I�ll always be waiting and praying for you to
walk through that door, naked, with me at your side.�

Billy
was speechless, his remarkable eyes had become large and liquid, and this time
it was Billy who had gone catatonic.�
Sean kissed him tenderly, and then said, �I�ll be waiting at the end of
the hall for your decision.�� With that,
Sean had rolled out of bed, leaving Billy alone to make up his mind. He had
walked to the end of the hall and, taking a key from the drawer of a small
table beside the door, he�d unlocked a set of double doors.� He had opened the doors, turned on the
light, turned back the covers on the enormous custom-built bed, built a fire in
the biggest fireplace in the entire abode, and then pulled back the curtains
hiding French doors which led to a small balcony overlooking the garden.� All of this he had done without hesitation,
as an act of faith.� Then, he had
stepped back out of the room and closed the double doors, waiting for Billy to
decide.And the clock ticked, and ticked, and ticked again.� Sean stood studying the pattern of the
hallway carpet in an agony of anticipation and dread.� What would Billy do?� When
he heard the bedroom door down the hall open, he shut his eyes tightly, his
head bent like a man who expected to be struck, his heart beating against his
ribs so hard he was sure they would crack.�
He couldn�t recall ever feeling so much as if he stood on a
precipice.� He heard Billy softly
padding closer, felt Billy take his hand, almost numb with fear.� And then he felt Billy�s lips brush his own,
and heard him speak softly.

�Take
off your clothes,� Billy said.� �Let�s
go into that room, now.�

Sean
opened his eyes.� He gazed at Billy,
smiling gently, and Billy had that sparkle, like champagne.� Sean almost forgot to breathe.� And then, as the weight of Billy�s words
sank in, he embraced Billy and took his mouth in that amazing, magical kiss
once more.� Billy gripped Sean�s
shirtfront in his fists, popping two of the three buttons at the neckline of
Sean�s shirt.� The buttons bounced off
the double doors and chased each other down the hallway.

�Sorry,�
Billy gasped.� The kiss had left him
gulping air like a drowning man.

�Looks
like you�re going to have to learn to sew buttons back on,� Sean said.

�If
you don�t take your clothes off, there won�t be anything left to sew them
onto,� Billy grinned.� �I�ll rip them
off with my teeth, if I have to.�

Smiling,
Sean peeled off his Blades shirt, tossed it on the floor, and then stepped out
of his trousers and boxers.� He gathered
Billy to him again, slipping Billy�s boxers down with one hand as they
kissed.� Then he opened the double doors
and let them swing wide.� �Ready,
baby?� Are you ready to step into our
new life?�

Billy
gulped.� �Oh, shite, I feel like if I
try to take one step, my legs are just going to turn to jelly.�

�Well,�
Sean laughed, pulling Billy into his arms.�
�Shall I carry you, then?�� Sean
kissed him again.

��Good, old-fashioned English lover-boy,�
Billy said.� �I�ll be all right if you
just hold my hand.� I�m ready now.�

Sean
brushed Billy�s cheek with the back of his fingers in a feather-light caress,
took Billy�s hand and kissed each knuckle. Hands linked, they stepped through
the doorway and into the bedroom. Sean scooped Billy up in his arms, delighting
in Billy�s hobbity little squeak, and tossed him onto the bed.

�Wa-a-aw,
stoat! What
a grand room, Sean!�� Billy said, his
eyes dancing across the room to take in the beautiful marble fireplace, a huge
whirlpool tub, a veritable garden of plants and potted trees and, in the corner
near the balcony doors, an easel on which a drawing had been sketched of the
view just outside.� �Oh, look!� Billy
said, �I can see the branches of our apple tree just there!�

�Yeah,�
Sean said.� �Our apple tree.
Ours; I like the sound of that.�

Sean
picked up the remote and turned the stereo on.�
Etta James came on, singing At Last.�
Sean crawled into the bed beside Billy, curling up around him from
behind, wrapping his arms around him tenderly and nuzzling his ear.

�M-m-m-m,
that feels so good,� Billy said.� �I
love that song.�

�At last, my love has come along, my lonely days are over, and
life is like a song�� Etta sang.�

�� At last, indeed.� Funny it should be that song on the radio just
now,� Sean said� �This is nice.� Never was much of a cuddler, but I�ve learnt
from my mistakes.� Now I understand why
people love it.�

�Oh, at last,� sang Etta, ��The skies above are blue, my heart was wrapped up in clover, the
night I looked at you��

�Not a cuddler?�� Billy
said, snuggling back against Sean.� �You
don�t know what you�ve been missing.� I
love cuddling, it�s just the best thing.�

�It is with you, at any rate,� Sean said, then gently turned Billy
around, so he could cuddle with Billy and see his face, too.� �Ah, Billy, my own sweet Billy-lad, thank
you, thank you so much, baby.�

�For what?�� Billy said,
smiling up at Sean.

�What a face you have,� Sean said.� �You look like an angel.�
I have an angel in my bed.� In my
arms.� In my heart.� Thank you for not forgetting
Wellington.� Thank you for making me see
it was you I needed all along.� Thank
you for coming into this room, into our new life, by my side.� In my arms.�
My own angel, right here in my arms.�

�I found a dream that I could speak to, a dream that I could
call my own, I found a thrill to press my cheek to, a thrill that I have never
known��

�And I thought you were devastatingly handsome, before,� Billy
smiled up at Sean.� �You look wonderful
in love, Sean.� It suits you.� You should wear it all the time.�

�I�ll be wearing it the rest of my life,� Sean said, looking into
Billy�s eyes now, mesmerized by the promise he saw there.

�Well, you smile�� You
smile, and oh, the spell is cast, and here we are in heaven, for you are mine��

Billy�s arms slipped around Sean�s neck.� With eyes half-closed, he offered his mouth to Sean, and Sean
accepted, slipping back into that phenomenal kiss, like some sweet dream once
thought lost, now reclaimed.

��at last��

How long they lay there floating in a fog of bliss they could not have
said.� Perhaps it had lasted a minute,
perhaps an hour, perhaps always.� It
left them both gasping.

Billy, looking at Sean, suddenly laughed, �I can almost see little
cartoon hearts floating around your head,� he grinned.

�Entirely your fault,� Sean said.�
�I want to eat you.� Like a
pudding.�

�Like a pudding?�

�Mmmm - hmmm.�

�Not before I take a good look at this room,� Billy said.� Laughing, he squirmed free and rolled off
the bed, springing to his feet, as lithe as a cat.� �That bed,� Billy said, �It�s big enough to hold several small
countries.�

�Nothing exceeds like excess,� Sean quipped.

�And is this a tub, or a pool?�

�I fall back on my previous comment,� Sean said.

Billy walked to the balcony doors, and yet again, Sean saw
firelight and moonlight paint his lover�s body in red and ghostly
blue-white.� The moon hung behind the
branches of the apple tree like a halo.�
�Ooooh, Sean!� This is a great
view of your weeds,� Billy said.

�Don�t move,� Sean said.

�What?�� Billy turned and
gave Sean a curious glance.

�No, no, turn back around!�
I�m going to sketch you.� It�ll
make a wonderful painting,� Sean said.

�You never told me you�re an artist,� Billy said.� �How do you want me to stand?�

Sean got up and went to him.�
He posed Billy so that he stood hipshot with one foot hooked behind the
other ankle, a hand resting against the doorframe, so that Billy was in the
same pose he had been in when Sean had heard him talking to himself, wishing
aloud for Sean to love him.� Kissing
Billy�s cheek, he said, �Be still, this won�t take long.� I already have the branches of the tree
sketched, I just need to add you and the moon.�

Sean went to the easel, picked up his sketch pencil and
began.� Swift and sure, he captured the
masculine beauty of his subject with a fiery inspiration born of love, love for
the sake of creating as well as love for his subject.� And what a beautiful subject Billy was.� Such well-muscled arms and legs on that small, neat body with its
fine frame and trim waist, such a wonderfully rounded little bum.� Sean was even captivated by his small, neat
feet, and the bottom of his foot, which exposed the pads of his curled toes.� He had Billy�s body sketched out now, and
swiftly sketched in the faint lines that accentuated Billy�s toned
muscles.� Stepping back, he appraised
his work, making mental notes of the colours, light perspective and shading he
would use, nodding to himself with a grunt of approval.

�Beautiful,� Sean said.�
�All done!�

�I can move, now?� I want
to see,� Billy said.

�I�ll let you see if you promise to let me eat you.�

�Like a pudding?�

�Yes, like a pudding.�

�Well, all right, then.� I
promise.�

Billy joined him, appraising the sketch, head cocked and
falcon-eyed, then, nodding his approval, he said, �You�re a man of many
talents, aren�t you?�

�Some more than others,� Sean replied, taking Billy�s hand and
leading him back to the bed.� They
tumbled onto the bed in a tangle, both of them laughing.

�Wait,� Billy said.� �You
can�t eat me like a pudding!�

�What?� Why?�

�Because you�re the pudding,� Billy teased.� �You�re a Yorkshire man, so�� Yorkshire pudding.�

�No, I�m the beef, remember?�
Yorkshire pudding goes with beef.�
That makes you the pudding.�

�Oh, I see!� Very
logical.� Well, then, I suppose you had
better eat me, now.�

�Yes, I think I had better,� Sean said, nuzzling Billy�s throat
and then kissing his mouth.� From there,
he went to Billy�s ear.� He gently
guided Billy onto his belly, then kissed, licked and nibbled his way down
Billy�s back, taking pleasure in the little twitches under his lips and
tongue.� Squeezing Billy�s buttocks,
Sean kissed and tongued the sacral dimples.�
How he adored those dimples, those little indentations that begged for
attention.� Billy moaned and pushed his
bottom up to meet Sean�s mouth.� Unbelievable,
how quickly he opens up for me, Sean thought, plunging his tongue inside
deeply.�

Grasping Billy�s legs, Sean had him roll over, and then he kissed
and nibbled Billy�s inner thighs, slowly making his way to his groin.� He licked and suckled Billy�s balls, then
trailed his tongue languorously along the shaft of his cock, teasing the
swollen head and lapping the clear fluid up before sliding his mouth down
slowly, nearly swallowing the turgid shaft.�
Billy�s fingers nested in Sean�s hair, warm and gentle.� He gasped and bucked his hips, and Sean
placed his hands on Billy�s hipbones to hold him down like a cat grooming its
kitten, then began in earnest to drive his lover insane as slowly as possible.

The taste of him reminded Sean somehow of toffee, and he felt
himself slipping into an almost altered state of consciousness, lost in the
sensations of giving as much pleasure to his lover as he could.� It was almost like drifting into a realm
where sensuality was life itself.� He
forgot that this was for Billy�s pleasure, too, so wound up in the fog of lust
and yes, of love, that for a while, the taste and smell of Billy�s flesh was
everything.� Now and again, he paused,
just for the sensual treat of kissing and licking Billy�s tight stomach and
firm thighs, enjoying the way it made Billy�s muscles twitch and kink,
savouring every gasp, every groan, every ragged breath.� His need of Billy pushed the world into the
background, and there was only this, only the need to feed on this little piece
of heaven.� Billy was Sean�s bread and
wine, and he meant to have his fill.� It
wasn�t until he heard Billy�s soft whimpers and his desperate pleading for
release that he realised how good he made Billy feel, and then he put all his
will into making it so good for his lover that Billy wouldn�t be able to live
without it.� He slid up Billy�s body
long enough to take a greedy kiss, long and deep and oh, so sweet, then paused
just so he could hear and feel Billy gasping against his lips, �Please, please,
please, oh, please, please, please!�

�Yes, baby, yes, don�t fret, now,� Sean said, husky-voiced.� �I�m going to let you come, right now.�� Then he slowly kissed and licked his way
back down.� Billy�s trembling body
gleamed and glowed under Sean�s tongue, and he slowly lapped the length of
Billy�s cock before taking it deep, now demanding that Billy give all his
pleasure up.� He must have it, Billy�s
pleasure; he was starved for it.� He
slid his hands under Billy�s bottom and all but swallowed him whole, squeezing
those sweet round cheeks.� Billy�s feral
cry filled his ears like exquisite music, and he felt Billy�s cock throb
against his tongue. He greedily gulped down every drop.� He held Billy�s cock in his mouth until it
went soft, then licked and kissed his way back up to Billy�s mouth, soft and
slack with satiation.� He kissed Billy
deeply, then rolled onto his side with Billy cradled in his arms, his body as
limp as a wet rag.

�How was that?� he asked.

�Mmmm,� Billy said with a long sigh.� �I want to curl up in your lap and purr like a kitten.�

�Do you, now?�� Sean
laughed.� �I�d love to make you
purr.�� He sat up, pulled Billy into his
lap, and began first gently petting the tender skin behind one ear with his
finger and thumb, then softly scratching Billy under his chin, just as if he
was petting a kitten.

�You�re mad,� Billy laughed.�
�Kiss me.� I want kissing.�

�Then kissing you shall have, my bonny wee thing,� Sean smiled and
obliged.� �Billy?�

�Yes, oh Captain, my Captain?�

�I�m going to take care of you.�

�Are you, now?�� Billy
said, looking up with a small smile and shining eyes.

�I am, indeed,� Sean smiled back, knowing that his honesty was
plainly showing in his voice and his face.�
�You took care of me, after all.�
I needed someone to take care of me, and you did, even knowing you could
wind up heart-broken.� You gave so much
to me, just to make me whole again.� I
was worried about you seeing me as a father figure, when all along, it was you
who took care of me. I was so weak, so wounded, and you took care of me.� You dusted me off, helped me up, and gave my
life back to me.� You loved me, without
expecting anything in return.� And
because you did, there isn�t anything I wouldn�t do for you or give to
you.� I feel alive again.� You did that, baby.� So, I just thought you should know I�m going
to take care of you.� Just proves the
old saying.�

�What saying?�� Billy said,
radiant with the warmth and love Sean�s words kindled in him, so that he glowed
like the embers of their apple wood fire.

�If you want something, first you have to give it away.�� Sean kissed Billy�s temple, then pressed his
lips there to feel Billy�s pulse, feeding on it, drawing nourishment from it,
again, like comfort food.� �You gave me
your heart.� Now you have mine.�

�Well, there�s another saying, you know,� Billy said, circling
Sean�s chest with his arms.� �Two hearts
are better than one.�

�Very true,� Sean said.�
�You know, I could get used to having you in my lap very easily.�

�Well, you had better get used to it, my British beefcake,� Billy
laughed.� �You make a wonderful piece of
furniture.� I intend to sit here often.� You�re very comfy, you are.�

�Well, that�s good to know,� said Sean.� �I hope you make yourself comfy in my lap often, but I�m still
waiting for my purr.�

�I�ll try really hard to purr for you, then,� Billy said, innocent
of the realisation that his burr rolled every r and actually did sound
like a purr.

�You just did, imp!�� Sean
laughed, pushing Billy down for a little rough tickling.� In a vain attempt to stop Sean, Billy,
whooping with laughter, wrapped his legs around Sean�s waist.� Laughter shifted to sounds more passionate
as Sean�s cock stiffened with no conscious effort or thought on his part.� �Now look what you�ve done, you bad
boy!�� Sean growled.

�I�m bad?�� Billy batted
his eyes innocently.� �Have I been
naughty?�

�In fact, yes, you have,� said Sean with a mock scowl.� �I haven�t forgotten about that British beef
thing, you know.�

�Well, Mr. Bean, if you had, I intended to remind you,� Billy said
with a generous amount of cheek, almost daresome.

�Oh, you are bad,� Sean said.� He rolled Billy once more onto his belly and gave each cheek a
slap, then watched the skin there blush pink in the exact shape of Sean�s
hand.� He kissed the glowing skin, and
with a pat on Billy�s bottom, said, �Such a fetching little bum you have.� I�ll be right back, something I need to get
from the other room.�� Sean scrambled
out of the bed, went to the other bedroom and grabbed the tube of lubricant,
then went to the bathroom cabinet and grabbed a bottle of massage oil, trotting
back to Billy like a horny teen.

Setting aside the oil and lube, he climbed back on the bed by Billy,
who had remained in the same position he had been left in.� Just for the fun of it, he gave Billy�s
bottom another few swats, grinning wickedly at the results as well as the
feeling it gave him.� Billy rolled over,
and Sean saw that he was partially erect.�
Putting his hands on Sean�s shoulders, Billy moved Sean to lie on his
back, and then crawled up to drape his body on top of him.� Billy kissed Sean, softly at first, and then
more eagerly.

�You�ve had your pudding,� Billy purred.� �Now I get my beef.��
Billy kissed his way down Sean�s chest, pausing to suck his nipples,
scraping them lightly with his teeth.�
Sean watched his face as he did so, and the pleasure written on Billy�s
face made something twist inside Sean.�
Billy slid a little lower, pausing to blow lightly on the skin of Sean�s
belly, then kissed him just below the navel.�
Billy�s fingertips trailed across Sean�s ribs as he rubbed his cheek
against Sean�s lower belly in that cat-like way.� Then Billy�s fingers trailed down further still, caressing Sean�s
balls.� He looked up the length of
Sean�s body, watching Sean watching him, then grasped Sean�s cock, tickling the
tip of it with his tongue, letting the tickle shift to a swirl, and at last
sliding his mouth around the head, taking Sean deeper and deeper with almost
sadistic slowness.� Sean let his fingers
curl into Billy�s hair as his hips rose, eliciting a vibrating moan around his
swollen shaft.� Then, squirming away,
Billy slipped from the edge of the bed, pulling Sean�s ankle so he knew what
Billy wanted.

Sean sat up, his long legs hanging off the bed, and Billy, with a
rather feral smile, curled up between Sean�s legs on the floor. His hands slid
up Sean�s legs from ankle to upper thigh as he kissed and nipped his way
up.� He paused to tongue Sean�s balls,
then licked his way back up to swallow Sean�s cock again.� �Oh, fuck, that�s good,� Sean groaned again,
twining his fingers into Billy�s hair.�
�My God, what an amazing mouth you have,� Sean said. �Oh, yes, that�s
good, so deep.� Take it, baby,
deeper.� Oh, yes, like that!� Don�t stop, don�t stop��

But Billy did stop.� Gazing up
at Sean, he licked and nibbled Sean�s inner thighs, went up to Sean�s belly,
back down to his balls, pausing to blow hotly on the head of Sean�s cock.� �Come on, Billy, suck me, please,� Sean
moaned.� Billy continued to tease Sean
until he felt he would burst, but his pleading wasn�t getting the results he
wanted. Billy still looked up at him, the spark of mischief bright in his eyes
and suddenly Sean understood.� �I know
what you want,� Sean growled.� His hands
held Billy�s head firmly and pulled him down.�
Thrusting upwards, he plunged his cock deeply into Billy�s mouth.� �Suck me, you little leodag!� Do it, yes, nice and hard.�� He pulled Billy�s head down lower and felt
the tip of his cock slide down the back of Billy�s throat.� The results were unparalleled.� With a shuddering moan, Billy shifted his
position a little, raising up from his place on the floor just enough to be
able to rub himself against Sean�s leg in an effort to encourage Sean to go a
little further.�

Sean�s hands went to the back of Billy�s head, pulling Billy down
forcefully while rolling his own hips upwards, driving the engorged head of his
cock deeply and forcefully into Billy�s eager mouth again and again.� He felt Billy�s swelling cock pressed
against his shin; heard Billy give a tremulous whimper, and felt Billy do his
best to completely swallow Sean�s cock. Holding Billy�s head in an iron grip,
Sean pulled down hard until he felt the head of his cock go deep down Billy�s
throat.� Billy gulped, and Sean could
feel his lover�s throat muscles rippling along his shaft in an inundation of
sensations.�

Sean�s brain burned like hot coals and his mind, ravenous as his body,
became a dark, red, hungry pit.�� Sean
all but lost control, empty of all but his most primitive drives, the little
sounds Billy made urging him on. Sean guided Billy�s head back until only the
tip of his cock brushed Billy�s swollen lips, then pulled him back down again
until Billy�s nose pressed against Sean�s pubic bone, holding Billy in place
then again pushed Billy�s head back up just long enough to allow a gulp of air
before pulling him back down. He did it again and again, Billy eagerly taking
all that Sean would give him.�� Quite
the wee slut, eh?� Sean growled, �God, you can�t get enough, can you, eh?� You want more, I�ll give it to you.� You want a bit of rough, do you?� Not willing to settle for anything less,
yeah?� Well, I�ll give it to you, I�ll
give it to you good.��

Billy made soft growling sounds like a fierce little fox. Obviously
Billy wanted taming; Sean was more than happy to comply.� The more forcefully Sean handled Billy, the
harder Billy ground his own cock against Sean�s leg, and Sean could feel the
wet, slippery proof of Billy�s arousal.�
Billy twined his arms around Sean�s thighs; gripping them so tightly the
biceps of his arms bulged and quivered.�
Sean began to give an animal grunt each time he pulled Billy down.� �Oh, my God, � Sean growled, �Oh, fuck,
baby.� Swallow it, baby, yeah, take it,
take my cock.�� He pulled Billy down
almost brutally.� �Is this how you want
it?�

As an answer, Billy tightened his grip on Sean�s thighs, pushing down
even further than Sean had pulled him, and when Sean tried to push him back up
for air, Billy refused to comply, grinding his mouth against Sean�s pubes
hungrily, working his throat so eagerly Sean felt his cock might be sucked
right off his body by the roots.� �You
do that like it�s an instinct.� Fuck,
it�s good�but I�m going to see to it you get to be the best.� Lots of training.� You�re going to learn to do it perfectly.� Oh, fuck, you�re a right greedy little
thing, aren�t you?� But you�re not
getting it just yet,� Sean rasped.� He
managed to push Billy away, forcefully but carefully.� Billy moaned in frustration as Sean pushed him all the way off
his cock.� He squirmed, still grasping
Sean�s thighs with his arms, doing his best to force his way back to his prize,
but Sean held him firmly just out of reach.�
�Beg me,� he demanded, �Beg me and maybe I�ll give it to you
again.��

Billy looked up at Sean, his face a picture of desperation and ferocity
mixed with insatiable hunger.� Their
eyes locked.� �Please, he gasped,
�Please, please let me have it, let me suck you.� Fuck my mouth, please, do it hard, let me have your come.� I want to swallow it�I want to swallow your
cock. I want to feel you shoot down my throat.�
I want to drown in it, all hot and wet.�
Please, I�ll do anything. Please.�
Please.�� He looked longingly
into Sean�s eyes, so sweetly ravenous that Sean saw Billy was possessed by his
desires; he was the perfect pupil, his hunger feeding on itself.�

Still gripping the back of Billy�s head firmly, he allowed Billy to get
a little closer, just close enough to swirl his tongue around the very tip of
Sean�s cock, so swollen the skin had become an almost angry red, so taut that
it shone like polished glass.� He pulled
Billy a little closer still.� Now Billy
opened his mouth and accepted half of Sean�s cock-head.� Sean held him still, watching Billy suckle
him, a fathomless depth of lust and need in his eyes. Billy�s swirling tongue,
practically scorching-hot, probed the tip, and then lashed around and around: a
mute plea for more.� Billy�s frustrated
whimpers and moans drew the primitive, possessive beast roaring and rising up
inside Sean again.� He bucked his hips
as he plunged his cock upward into that wet furnace, only allowing Billy a mere
half of the length of his cock, then held him there so firmly, so still, that
Billy could only suck it, mewling his frustration in a sweet, keening
whimper.� Billy trembled harder than
ever now, his hard cock grinding against Sean�s leg in swift little circles,
hot and slippery.� At last, almost at
the end of his control, Sean pulled Billy�s head down and bucked his hips
upward almost brutally again, sliding his cock smoothly deep down Billy�s
throat.� Bracing his feet firmly on the
floor where they bracketed Billy�s kneeling body, he pushed up with his hips
harder still.� Holding Billy firmly,
with his lips crushed against Sean�s groin, Billy�s throat undulating around
Sean�s cock, Sean growled,�� That�s a
good boy, it�s time I gave you what you need.�
I� oh�� Fuck, oh, fuck, oh,
fuck, yes!� Take it; take it now, now, now�� With hands and hips, Sean drove his cock
in and out from tip to base, fucking Billy�s eager mouth with hard, fast, deep
and almost violent thrusts.

Sean�s cock leapt in Billy�s mouth, and with a sharp pulsing throb, he
came, Billy�s moans sending waves of vibrations along the length of his shaft
right to his balls, intensifying the pleasure of Sean�s orgasm almost
unbearably.� Billy swallowed, his tongue
and throat milking every drop from Sean�s balls as he gulped it down. Even
after Billy swallowed the last drop�so much it dribbled down Billy�s
chin�Sean�s cock continued to throb.�
Still kneeling on the floor between Sean�s knees, Billy pressed his
mouth down, sucking and swallowing until Sean�s cock slowly grew softer. Drained,
Sean fell back on the bed, legs still dangling over the edge of the mattress,
soaking wet with sweat, his chest heaving.�
Billy climbed back onto the bed and flopped down next to him.� Sean opened his mouth to speak, and Billy
kissed him deeply, trapping the words in Sean�s throat.� He plunged his tongue into Sean�s mouth, and
Sean could taste his own come.�
Apparently, Billy wanted more, and Sean was willing to give it to him,
even though he knew it would take a while to get his strength back.� All the more time to spend kissing, he decided.

Grasping Billy by the shoulders, Sean guided Billy onto his back, using
his weight to pin Billy beneath him.�
And he needed to pin Billy down, needed to keep him in control until he
could catch his breath.� He kissed a
trail from Billy�s mouth to his ear, listening with pleasure as his lover
chanted, �Sean, Sean,� in a desperate murmur.�
Sean busied himself kissing and sucking Billy�s ear, listening to
Billy�s moans growing increasingly urgent.�
Billy squirmed beneath Sean�s weight, his desire more like a demand,
now.�

�You�re such a naughty thing, teasing me like that,� Sean growled.� �What am I going to do with you?�� He felt Billy�s cock poking into his stomach
and felt the slick, clear fluid that oozed from its tip.� He gently but irresistibly rolled Billy onto
his belly.� Sean�s hand rose and fell a
number of times on Billy�s squirming bottom.�
Billy moaned, pushing his bum upward, eager for the next smack.�� Sean pushed his body into the mattress,
forcing him to be still.� Then, kissing
the pink, fevered skin, he commanded firmly, �Be still.�� Billy buried his face in the covers, giving
Sean his unquestioning obedience.� At
this, Sean felt a deep satisfaction at his core.� Mine, he thought, this wonderful lad is all mine.� Sean felt a surety within himself like
nothing he�d ever known before now.��
The lad trusted in Sean to take charge.�
For Sean, it was like a stone foundation on which to rebuild his life,
his heart, and yes, even his manhood.�
This was why stags had antlers, why the peacock spreads his tail
feathers.� This was why the lion roars,
the stallion prances and the bull tosses his horns.

He took the bottle of oil and squirted a little into his palm, then
rubbed Billy�s rosy little arse with it.�
Billy moaned and squirmed sensually beneath Sean�s hands as Sean
massaged the oil into the glowing, heated skin.� He applied more oil to his hands and slowly let them slip-slide
up Billy�s back, kneading those wonderfully toned muscles, and then commanded
him to roll over.� Sean held the bottle
aloft over Billy�s body, dribbling the oil all over Billy�s chest, belly,
thighs and groin.� He did this slowly;
drop by tortuous drop, drinking in each tiny gasp as the oil dripped onto
Billy�s body from nipples to navel to knees.�
Setting the bottle aside, he positioned himself over Billy, sliding his
body around as he settled in, relishing Billy�s slippery thighs as he parted
his legs for Sean, spread them wide in submission, then locked them around
Sean�s waist.� Their hard cocks slipped
and slid around each other as Sean bucked his hips slowly, taking Billy�s mouth
in a hellfire kiss.� He only had to
adjust himself a little to reach his goal.�
Pressing the head of his cock gently against that oil-slippery opening,
Sean gasped at the surprise of how easily he slid in without the benefit of the
lubricant.

Sean shuddered.� It was as if he
himself, not just a part of his flesh, was taken inside of Billy.� And really, wasn�t that the way of it, that
a lover may take a man inside, body, heart, and soul?� It felt as if Billy had become a cocoon, and he, Sean, the
creature which would emerge a new thing, ready to spread his wings in all the
overwhelming newborn beauty taken from his lover�s cocoon.� My God, how he had grown to love this lad,
this wise, loving, strong, passionate bit of magic called Billy.� And these emotions!� Sean had never known such intense feelings,
never even imagined their existence, and those feelings supercharged the
sensuality of their lovemaking.�
Apparently for Billy, too, gasping and shuddering, his voice a soft
keening that surely came from the deepest chamber of his heart.

As Billy became more and more aroused, his skin temperature rose, so
that it felt almost feverish.� The sheen
of sweat and oil made his skin look as though it was made of glass.� Sean slid his body along Billy�s, making
sure that he pressed Billy�s cock firmly against his belly, grinding it between
them.� The oil was wonderful; Sean could
even feel Billy�s hard nipples sliding against his chest.� Billy tightened his arms around Sean with a
feathery, low whimper.� Sean buried his
face in Billy�s neck, pressing his lips into it, seeking the steady pulse of
Billy�s heartbeat.� Sean�s body seemed
to decide on the rhythm, and kept time with the beating of Billy�s heart.� Sean felt as though he were sinking into
Billy, as though Billy enveloped him, and the world simply fell away, leaving
Sean in a fog, blind and deaf to all else.�
There was only this, only the hot skin, the hungry body, the pounding
heart, and the love between them, driving him on.� On and on he went, keeping that primal rhythm, moving faster only
as Billy�s heart beat faster, harder as Billy�s heart beat harder.� Sean heard himself groan, �God, Billy, oh,
God.�� His voice sounded faraway and
strange in his ears.

Sean wanted to take control, but found he was helpless to master his
own body.� Billy�s heart was in command,
and it drove Sean relentlessly, mercilessly.�
�Please, please, oh, please,� he heard his stranger-voice say, but Billy
made no reply with words.� Instead,
Billy spoke with his heart, with his hot skin, his cries and whimpers, the
needful arching of his body, and Sean�s body obeyed.� Sean could feel Billy�s heart hammering against his chest,
fasterharderfasterharder, and Sean�s body replied in kind, his own heart now
beating in time with Billy�s heart.�
Billy�s orgasm hit him like a train wreck, and he clutched Sean
desperately, crying out in a ragged and drawn-out wail.� Sean felt the tight, hot sheath around his
cock ripple, tighten and pulse, and his own orgasm was snatched out of him
almost violently: he heard his own cry, a desperate, pleading, animal grunt,
muffled in the crook of Billy�s neck.�
He felt Billy�s come explode between them in a hot, slippery flood.� He felt his own come fill Billy�s body with
gush after gush until his head felt light and his vision blotted out
completely, his blood roaring in his ears like the pounding of the sea until
Billy�s body was full and Sean�s body was as empty as the sky.

Beneath him, Billy gasped and trembled, and Sean gathered the shattered
body to him gently, gratefully.� All he
could do was bury his face in Billy�s neck once more, gasping, �Billy, oh,
Billy, my Billy�� Sean knew he was trembling, too, and from
much more than just sexual gratification.�
Billy�s shaking hands drifted up and down Sean�s back tenderly, as
though in comfort.

�I know,� Billy said softly, �I know, I know.� It�s frightening, loving someone so much, isn�t it?�

Sean looked at him for some time before answering, drinking in Billy�s
flushed beauty and the tender look in his eyes.� �It is,� he finally replied around the lump in his throat.� �And you know, it�s all right you know that.� You know how frightening it is, and� it�s
all right.� You know my deepest fear,
and somehow, you make that all right.�
You know how scared I�ve been to love again, how afraid I am to lose
again.� And somehow, that makes me
understand.� I don�t have to be afraid
anymore, because I know you love me with all your heart.� With all your wonderful, warm heart.� You loved me, when I was too afraid to
love.� And, and now��

�Ust, ust,� Billy said.�
�I know, I do.� I know you love
me.�

�Oh, aye, lad, that I do,� Sean smiled.� �Well and truly and without a doubt.�� He kissed Billy then, letting his need show in every way,
understanding that Billy knew Sean�s neediness, and that that was all right,
too.

They rolled onto their sides, and for long moments, they looked into
each other�s souls.� Then, kissing Billy
between the eyebrows, Sean sat up.

�What are you doing?�� Billy
said, rising up on one elbow, an indulgent smile playing on his lips.

�Well, I thought we could use a bite,� Sean said.� �After all, men cannot live on beef and
pudding alone.�
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