Allassa and Haldir | By : Silvana Category: -Fourth Age to Modern times and beyond > Het - Male/Female Views: 5854 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Finally he is out in forest,Allassa let him go out to warm his skin on sun and its so strange to be out again after all days spent in cold and dark of cave.He can feel Allassa every move even when she is not near him....
She silently walk behind his back with two dead rabbits in her hand, she shifted this morning and was in wood hunting.
Allasa:"Mate..." She bows her head at him, nuzzling her cheek into his, breathing in his smell. "Here you are. I got fresh meat, better than that shit Glorfindel is providing us with..." She tosses rabbits to his legs.He took rabbits from the ground nuzzling back her cheek.
Haldir:"You have hunted them down like wolf,thank you ..."
Allassa:"I needed to relieve stress you gave me through bond about being caged and shifting helps it a lot." She sits before him, looking at him. "Are your mind more peaceful now, when you are out of that cave?"
Haldir:"I am sorry for letting all to you I must learn how to keep my feelings to myself, I feel better She shakes her head.
Allassa:"Actually it was me, who taken those feelings at myself to enlighten you. You have been better from day to day with controlling it. I think it wont be long and we can go back. Just need to test against others to see if you could take it."
Haldir:"Well we shall see that when Glorfindel come back again. I wonder how will Locien react on me and I to him?"
Allassa:"Well, I wonder too, I can feel it in him, but I don´t react to it, just recognize it as like fellow of mine." She shrugs her shoulders.
Haldir:"I'll skin off rabbits, so we can eat them." He take off knife from his belt and start to remove skin from them. "That is all you feel when you are close to him?"
Haldir:"Wait what she said that? Don't shout at me like I don't know what I am talking about, I never wanted to be out of control you think that like this that I enjoy in this you think that is easy to feel like wild animal ha?"
Glorfindel:"Haldir..." He points at him. "your eyes. See what I am trying to tell you? I don't think you wanted this and you will be never in this shit, if you just never fall for Allassa and destroyed everything for your lust for her! Even when this is about you, it is still about her too, you have darkness in you because someone want to control her again! I am telling this to you as friend, Haldir, nothing of this will happen if you didn't try to purchase her. I know, you will not be happy like you are with her now. But you would not be like animalistic humanoid. I can see, why you love her, she is totally different from ellith(females) we are used to. But I just don't see that she is worth all this suffering." He turns back, to see Allassa in entrance, silently watching them. "I am sorry kitten, but it is true. Nothing of this will not happen if two of you didn't fall in love."
"Don't you dare say that I am warning you" He close his eyes hard to bring them back in blue. "You know that war is part of our life and sooner or later that woman would attack us with or without Allassa. And if you care for Luthien go and comfort her youre good at that"
Allassa:"Haldir... " Allassa look at him. "No one was speaking about her. Why are you mentioning her every time it is problem like this?"
Glorfindel:"So you noticed this too." She nods at him, walking to his side oppose Allassa:"Glorfindel, I want truth. What are your orders about us?" She is still looking at her mate.
Glorfindel:"To take you away, when I see he is not controlling himself like he should."
Allassa:"Did Galadriel thought about what he can do when you make us go apart? What then? Glorfindel, I am asking you something..." He looks at her. "You have to kill me, don¨t you?"
Glorfindel:"No. Not that."
Haldir:"Yes you are when you say that I destroy everything in that everything you speak about her. I cant control myself when you constantly ..." He fall on his kneels holding his head.
Allassa:"Haldir!" She wants to run to him, but Glorfindel takes her, to his side, holding her.
Glorfindel:"Sorry kitten, but I am not sure it is safe."
Allassa:"Just let me go to him, to see what is wrong... Haldir, what is wrong? Haldir..." Glorfindel drags her a little away from kneeling elf.
Glorfindel:"Ssssh, calm yourself, Allassa, your panic and fighting can make it only worse and no I am not letting you go. Don't make me to hurt you, kitten."
Halldir grab Glorfindel by his hand.
Haldir:"I am fine its over" He looked at him his eyes were blue again.
He slowly let Allassa go to Haldir, eyeing them.
Allassa:"Stupid horny elf!" She huffs.
Haldir:"Now what shall we do go back or sleep in forest?"
Allassa:"You decide, I don´t mind each of it, I am fine with both." She turns to him.
Haldir:" How will you like to sleep up there? He points on big tree near them. "It have big treetop we can sleep there like in bed?"
Allassa:"That sounds nice, yes, we can do that." She nods to him, going to tree. "You coming or want to watch my ass from ground?" She smirks at him.
Haldir:"I am not watching your ass you're horny as Glorfindel" He starts to climb up the tree.
Allassa:"I am not sure who was making love to me nearly all last week to satisfy his "hunger". And you call me horny?" She climbs after him.
Haldir:"You didn't have to say yes you could say go away you filthy animal or you could chain me" He lead her deep into treetop. "This looks like good spot for sleeping its like elven bed but ....." He sits down.
Allassa:"And you surely would let me do that." She rolls her eyes, siting next to him. "And remember I was taking up your darkness, so it was my need too." She looks at him. "I still can sense it now, don't provoke me, you are doing this on purpose!" She pokes him in ribs.
Haldir:"I must obey you I still feel need to serve you to protect you to please you" He twitch when she poke him.
Allassa:"You sure you are the dominant here?" She start tickling him, leaning to him. "I didn't do this for some time. So you are at my mercy now."
Haldir:"I never said that I am dominant one you keep telling me that and that creepy Glorfindel,but thanks to him my rage is gone" He start to catch her hands to stop her from ticking him.
Allassa:"You don't feel the power you hold over me?" She looks surprised to him. "You think I just submit to you like just I want? Well, I want is some sense.. but anyway, it reminds me of darkness my father had, when he invaded my cell or mind, he can make me submit to him... that is how he extracted Vixel from me. He just overpowered my darkness when I was nearly loosing against it." She shiver. "I still can feel that terror. That is why I was against every man that try to make me submit, to overpower me. I don't want to be slave again."
Haldir:"And I don't want to turn you in slave that is why I didn't use all my power to force you to obey I can if you want but that is wrong,and this isn't me all this changes I am losing myself. But as I said to Glorfindel I will face that woman if I kill her we win if she kills me well one less problem for elves" He start to make himself comfortable to sleep.
Allassa:"Yes, that would definitely makes my life easier..." She mumbles. "Haldir, did you even thought about that... when we are bonded and one of us dies... what happens to the other? Dies too? Or be broken beyond repair? Or find another mate?" She still sits, laying her hands on her knees. "not good time to think about this." She breathes deeply. "I have got to decision to not use darkness now to guide you. Glorfi is right on that, you need to get it under control yourself, I am not helping in this."
Haldir:"I don't know what happens to other I do not dare to think about that,but what choice I have I cant even take you home because I am weak I cant control myself maybe Glorfindel is right I am only pain for you I made your life miserable"
She chuckles and starts laughing hard.
Allassa:"I think he said that it was me, who is source of all of this, not you." She sends her love for him through bond to him, to soothe his thought. "See, does it feels miserable to you?" She lays next to him, leaning to his side, one of her leg covering his and lays her head on his chest with hand next to her head. "I am not miserable, I feel more alive than I was in decade"
Haldir:"No it does not feel miserable I feel alive with you,and I don't know how I will survive if they take me away from you"
Allassa:"So you need to start to control yourself without my help. You don't want me to be alone with that horny golden haired womanizer, do you? Who can know, what he can do..." She chuckles into his chest, enjoying his growl from her place on his chest. "Do that again..." She bite her lip smiling.
Haldir:"You better get some sleep and stop provoking me with him who knows what news he will bring tomorrow" He growled again.She only nods.
Allassa:"Losto vae(good night), mate. Don't let me fall down, okay?" She closes her eyes, clutching his tunic in her fist near her head, falling asleep quickly.
Haldir:"Losto vae" He close eyes. "I wont let you fall down I am not that weak to let you fall" Still mumbling he fell asleep.
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It was first night in all of days here, when she didn´t wake up to him, not even once he slept good all night, no darkness interrupting him, making him awake with hunger for blood and other things. It looks like certain freedom calmed him, than chains in cave and be scooped inside. She is bathing in warmth, from sun peeking through leaves at her, and from his presence.It feels right, this is, how it should have to be, without danger awaiting around them. She watch him as he sleep and she know, that he is the one who she can love all life and if she lose him, it will be worse than with her first love.
Haldir:"Allassa are you awake we..." He moved a little to see her face.
Allassa:"Hmm?" She looks at him. "Good morning" She smiles at him. "We what?" She title her head at him.
Haldir:"Good morning,we should go back if Glorfindel come back he will be in panic if he don't find us"
Allassa:"He wont be back until midday even if he make his horse like wind." She takes her hands above her head, stretching her body. "But you are right, we should head back."
He took her hands in his helping her get up.
Haldir:"I am right behind you"
Allassa:"I can imagine that" She smirks, but climb swiftly down the tree, waiting for him on ground and walking next to him back through the forest to cave. "You slept surprisingly well this night, I was never up to you. Maybe it is good thing, that I let my darkness on hold from you. Looks like they were affecting each other."
Haldir:"Yes maybe but your darkness didn't make me act like crazy it was that woman she was wondering trough this forest trying to take me"
Allassa:"I still think it will be better to not use my darkness until it is needed" She shakes her head "Just tell me, when is that whore around, and I go explain to her personally that I don't like her to affecting my mate to take him from me" She growl.
Haldir:"Now you're growling" He hug her from behind. "and its so sexy...."
Allassa:" Ummhum, I can feel it from you, how it affecting you" She smirks lifting her head and kissing his cheek.
Haldir:"Give me something to do its so boring here I don't have elves to train no border to guard" He let her go. "Maybe I can cross my sword with you?"
Allassa:"That is good idea actually, I didn't have sword training in some time, let me go for them." She walks to cave, taking her short sword and his sword, returning and tossing his sword at him. "You ready?" She is all serious now.
He stand his guard watching her movement.
Haldir:"I am ready attack me"
Allassa:"Impatient again, we need to work on this trait of you..." She quickly make two steps to him, swinging her sword at his side, jumping back, when they clashed and attacks him from other side.
Haldir:"No I am not" He rejected all of her attacks attacking her fast and without mercy.
She goes to defense, pairing his attacks, after while she is weaker, going back and having problems to keep up with him, when he lunge at her she falls back, her sword flying away.
Allassa:"Haldir! Mate!" She cries from impact of her back with ground, looking at him frightened.
He let go off his sword taking her from ground bringing her up to him touching their foreheads.
Haldir:"Don't worry I am here for you" He kiss her cheek. "Shall we try again? Or it is better for me to practice on tree?"
Allassa:"No, I will practice with you, you just got me scared here for while...." She nuzzle to his cheek, walking to their sword, tossing his back. "I will try to hold against you longer now" She smiles, attacking him again.He just stand his ground and reject her attacks without attacking her back.
Allassa:"That is no fun, come on, come at me, you need to relieve that stress, I will stop you again, when you go wild and I cant take it..."
Haldir:"Are you sure?" He attack her but only little.
Allassa:"If I was not, I would not tell you to do it. Don't hold back, I can still use my darkness to keep with you, I am stronger then" She assure him, giving more strength to him.
Allassa:"I need to wait, he will come back, you need to leave, it was you, you made him go away..." Her eyes are still blue, no one is messing with her darkness. "Go away!" She shoves him, growling at him, standing up, running from him away "Firnin! Firnin!" Before her forms elf from mist, waving at her, luring her from Haldir.
Haldir:"Come back Allassa that is not real you will fall into trap" Glorfindel heard them shouting and came to Haldir.
Glorfindel:"Not again more problems where is she going?"
Haldir:"We must catch her she is going to fall into trap hurry"
Allassa:"Haldir!" She calls him. "Go away for Valar sake, run!" She stood before them in circle of darkness around her, trying to get to her. "She is behind you! She will take everything you love and care about to make you go crazy!" She cries in pain, holding her head. "No, not again! I will not fall to another vision, no!" She falls to her knees. "I cant do anything against her, I cant take shield down, she did something to darkness in me! I can recognize you anymore!"
Haldir:"Let her go" He hissed at woman from Mordor. "You want me well you have me let her go" He pull up his sword. "I will kill you if you don't let her go" He let his darkness to Allassa to help her,Glorfindel was near him ready to fight.
She cries more, when his darkness comes to her.
Woman:"Now it is you who are hurting her. She shield so much against both of us, I can only send her images and visions... Look dear, what I have here, this surely brings memories, dont it?" She gives Allassa leather collar around her neck, pulling her to her feet. "Look my brave dark warrior, she is just good little slave, she cant do anything, I made her weak in lasts hours, she cant fight me now."
He runs toward her ready to fight.
Haldir:"You will not take her from me I will kill you" He evade all attacks and when Glorfindel try to help him she kick him away like he is nothing. "Glorfindel don't come any closer" She grabbed Haldir by his neck.
Woman:"Surrender yourself to me and I may spear her"
Allassa:"No!" She shouts, trying to go from circle, but cries in pain, when darkness attacks her. "No, don't do it, please, don't!" She lets her darkness out, all of it.
Woman:"Yes, more, and you, you will fall to it too! You did really bad choice to bond to her and not me, stupid elven scum!"
Haldir:"What you know what is good choice you Saurons whore he is dead and you still have to listen to him you're pathetic"
Allassa:"Haldir..." Allassa whisper, laying down to fetal position. "It hurts so much."
Woman:"Will you surrender or I should let you watch how your mate dies? You must feel how her life is drained from her together with darkness she has fallen and stay like that until she take her last breath with your name on lips."
He felt how her life is going to leave her it pain him more then anything on this word he couldn't save her and in that moment a bright light came and crush them all down it was Galadriel , he could barely watch but then rage came over him. He took his sword and put it trough the heart of evil woman the pain run trough him and he fall down next to Allassa taking her hand and then all turned black.
She turns her body around him shielding him, letting her light slowly go to him, healing him, before Galadriel comes to them and lay her hand on her forehead, letting her go to healing sleep.
Galadriel:"Sleep the darkness away, young one. You fought well, even when you lost at the end." She stands from them, letting Glorfindel take Allassa in his arms and Rumil with Orophin tend to Haldir.
Glorfindel:"My lady."
Galadriel:"You know what to do. Take her away, Glorfindel and stay with her until I send you another orders. No one shall know where she is, do you understand? I take care of my march warden, you take care of her." Golden warrior nods, holding Allassa to his chest, taking her away from them to horse and riding it from forest.
Weeks later....
He woke up in room very small room on bed he lift his hands up his eyesight is hazy light is coming from window he don't know where he is or what happened.
Haldir:"Rumill is that you?" It was him he talked with Haldir then he remembered everything and panic took him where is Allassa he trued to get up Rumil had to call guard and healers to put him down and they give him something to calm him down. He couldn't feel her is she alive?
When she wake up, she was in bed, under green covers, there was someone sitting on table, his back to hers.
Allassa:"Glorfindel?" She asks, golden haired male turning to her.
Glorfindel:"You are up, good. How do you feel?" He walks to her, sitting carefully on blanket next to her.
Allassa:"I am fine. Better actually. Like there is something lifted up from me. What happened?" He takes her hand playing with her fingers.
Glorfindel:"You were ill, kitten. Galadriel healed you, put you to sleep. You slept for four days. She told me to take you here, to guard you. It is not safe in Lorien, not until we know what to do with Haldir."
She looks at him.
Allassa:"Haldir? Who is Haldir?"
Glorfindel:"So she erased him from you."
Allassa:"I didn't hear, did you say something?"
Glorfindel:"No one, he is no one, kitten. Go back to sleep, here, drink this, we will speak when you wake up." He get her water with calming potion in it, letting her fall asleep. "I just hope she knows, what she is doing."
When Haldir got better they let him go out but no one wanted to tell him where is Allassa and where is Glorfindel, he asked his brothers to tell him but they didn't want to tell. That make his anger explode. After week they took him to see Galadriel. Galadriel was awaiting Haldir in her talan, explaining to him, that even when they destroyed evil woman from Mordor, there is still a little darkness in him and that darkness will stay until he dies. When he asked about Allassa and their bond, she told him, that bond was cracked and that she sealed it away from them. That she sealed Allassa from him, she is now safe in care of her trusted warrior and that he can´t see her. Because even when he will speak with her, she enchanted her memory and her mind, so she is right like she was before she met him. And that will stay, until she is sure, that he or she are not danger to others or to each other. She didn't tell him whole truth, letting some things unanswered.He listened to his Lady of Light without words he know deep in his heart that what she told him was truth. He lived for months in Lorien without Allassa only memory of her was that wolf in their house and her things left behind.
One day Galadriel called Glorfindel back, to report her on Allassa.
Glorfindel:"She shifted to wolf two nights ago, I wake up to her naked body curled up to mine, how long do you want to torture me like this, my Lady? I think this is not about her, but about my self control too."
Galadriel:"I cant trust anybody with her, Glorfindel and your self control is amazing, you are living with her for half a year and you didn't make love to her."
Glorfindel:"Even when she plead me for it. I don't love her, I know that and she don't love me. But we have urges. We touch, we kiss, I helps her with dresses, baths. I want her body as she wants mine. It is not about love. It is about need."
Galadriel:"I did not call you for speaking of this. I want you to tell me about her darkness, how is she behaving and things like that."
Glorfindel:"She is fine in this. She is controlling it, as she was when I first met her. No permanent damage was done to her. She is stable in this. Still wild and stubborn, but that is what is making her her." Galadriel thiks for while, then looks at him.
Galdriel:"I want you to take her to starlight feast tomorrow. As her companion."
Glorfindel:"That would look more than we are lovers, my lady. Haldir will.."
Galadriel:"Let Haldir to me. I need to know, what reaction will be from this. I didn't see this in mirror. So we just need to experiment. And if it helps you, you can still take her as lover to your bed tonight."
Glorfindel:"You know I honor my friendship with Haldir too much for that." She let him go, then she called one guard, to tell her march warden to attend tomorrows feast.
Elf come to Haldir's door to deliver him invitation.Haldir:"Why you bring this to me I don't want to go."
Elf:"My lord you must its order of our Lady of Light." With that words elf left his house.
Haldir:"come on boy you will be my date ha? No you will run away good to know..."
Author’s Note: Thank you for reading.Please review and rate. :D
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